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ramblings of a teenage guy

i did nt went 2 sch today cause my whole family was "bankrupt"n did nt have money 2 lend me cause iwas already gettin late 4 sch ...so feelin angry,i slammed my door n went 2 bed.woke up at 9 my pops was angry cause i didnt went sch so he said he wanted 2 drive me 2 sch ..i did nt want 2 go sch so late so i suggested a deal with him..i would go work 4 him instead of him sendin me 2 sch ....suprisingly the deal work...haiz,... i sldnt be doin this ....EXAMS R COMIN MAN!!

1. When I Say "I Am A Christian"...When I say..."I am a Christian"I'm not shouting "I am saved"I'm whispering "I get lost!""That is why I chose this way."When I say..."I am a Christian"I don't speak of this with pride.I'm confessing that I stumbleand need someone to be my guide.When I say..."I am a Christian"I'm not trying to be strong.I'm professing that I'm weakand pray for strength to carry on.When I say..."I am a Christian"I'm not bragging of success.I'm admitting I have failedand cannot ever pay the debt.When I say..."I am a Christian"I'm not claiming to be perfect,my flaws are too visiblebut God believes I'm worth it.When I say..."I am a Christian"I still feel the sting of painI have my share of heartacheswhich is why I seek His name.When I say..."I am a Christian"I do not wish to judge.I have no authority.I only know I'm loved.

went 2 church 2day n feelin very sorry 4 myself...hahaz
seriously things dun realli go well at schools these past few days n exams are comin , feelin stressful .....other things also.....but now im fine
shaun was supposed 2 cum church 2day but nber come
ill kill him if i foud out he didnt come cause he want 2 play cs :P

sometimes,i say things i sldnt say
sometimes,i do things i sldnt do
but tats me wad can i do
its juz 1 of life's tradegy
and all i can do..... juz have 2 rejoice in u

I wanna be back where things make sense
things juz dun make sense 2 me anymore
I wanna break free from the hypocrisy
sick and tired of just loofin around
some times youre all I got
but youre all ever I need

let grace to help me understand
that the time is now to pick pieces up
where we left around or call it quits
cause if i really see
wad i wanna see is nt wad i see

i saw this interestin article on the net

What Katrina Can Teach UsMax LucadoPastor & Author
~ A special message preached at Oak Hills Church by Max Lucado, September 10-11, 2005

Who would have thought we would ever hear this phrase spoken on a radio news report in America: “Today, about 25,000 refugees were moved from the Superdome in New Orleans to the Astrodome in Houston.”


For days, we’ve watched the tragedy continue to unfold in Mississippi and Louisiana and, if you are like me, you’ve wrestled with feelings of shock and disbelief … feelings that, over the last five years, have become all too familiar.

We were barely into the new millennium when we saw towers falling in New York City and planes crashing into the Pentagon and the Pennsylvania farmland. We saw bombs over Baghdad and witnessed the ancient land of Abraham become a war zone for his ancestors. You’d think we had seen enough, but then came the tsunami—a roaring wave that sucked life and innocence out to sea.

And now the fruits of Katrina. A city sitting in twenty feet of water. Citizens hacking their way onto roofs and helicopters hovering over neighborhoods. Optimistic rescuers, opportunistic looters, grateful people, resentful people—we have seen it all.

And many have seen it up close. Katrina came to San Antonio in the form of 12,500 evacuees. Many of you are meeting them, feeding them, writing checks, and manning shifts. And you, as much as any, have reason to wonder … What is going on here? 9/11, Iraq, tsunami, Katrina. And I didn’t mention nor intend to minimize Hurricanes Dennis and Ivan and Emily.

Jesus criticized the leaders of his day for focusing on the weather and ignoring the signals: "You find it easy enough to forecast the weather—why can't you read the signs of the times?" Matthew 16:2-3 (MSG).

What are we to learn from all of this? Is God sending us a message? I think so. And, I think we’d be wise to pay attention. There are some spiritual lessons that I think God would want us to learn through this tragedy. The first lesson we see is…

I. The Nature of Possessions: Temporary

As you’ve listened to evacuees and survivors, have you noticed their words? No one laments a lost plasma television or submerged SUV. No one runs through the streets yelling, “My cordless drill is missing” or “My golf clubs have washed away.” If they mourn, it is for people lost. If they rejoice, it is for people found.
Could Jesus be reminding us that people matter more than possessions? In a land where we have more malls than high schools, more debt than credit, more clothes to wear than we can wear, could Christ be saying: "Watch out! Be on your guard against all kinds of greed; a man's life does not consist in the abundance of his possessions" (Luke 12:15)?

We see an entire riverboat casino washed up three blocks and placed on top of a house in a neighborhood. You see demolished $40,000 cars that will never be driven again, hidden in debris. And in the background of our minds we hear the quiet echoes of Jesus saying, “What good will it be for a man if he gains the whole world, yet forfeits his soul?” (Matthew 16:26).

Raging hurricanes and broken levees have a way of prying our fingers off the stuff we love. What was once most precious now means little; what we once ignored is now of eternal significance.

A friend and I attended a worship service at Antioch Baptist Church last Sunday night. Several African American Church leaders had organized an assembly to pray for the evacuees that have ended up in San Antonio. Many of them sat on the front rows….dressed in all the clothing they owned: t-shirts, jeans. Their faces were weary from the week. But when the music started and the worship began, they came to their feet and sang with tears in their eyes.

They were rich. Are you that rich? Were all your possession washed away, could you still worship? Would you still worship? If not, you are holding things too tightly: “Tell those rich in this world's wealth to quit being so full of themselves and so obsessed with money, which is here today and gone tomorrow. Tell them to go after God, who piles on all the riches we could ever manage—to do good, to be rich in helping others, to be extravagantly generous. If they do that, they'll build a treasury that will last, gaining life that is truly life” (1 Timothy 6:17-19 MSG).

Through Katrina, Christ tells us: stuff doesn’t matter; people do. Understand the nature of possessions. Be equally clear on:

II. The Nature of People: Sinners and Saints

We see the most incredible servants and stories of selflessness and sacrifice. We see people of the projects rescuing their neighbors, we see civil servants risking their lives for people they’ve never seen. My wife Denalyn and I toured a shelter supervised by one of our neighbors here in San Antonio. We met a family of some twenty cousins and siblings.

One six-year-old girl told Denalyn about the helicopter man who plucked her off a third story porch and lifted her to safety. That child will never know who that man is. He’ll never seek any applause. He saved her life… all in a day’s work. We saw humanity at its best. And we saw humanity at its worst.

Looting. Fighting. We heard stories of rapes and robberies. Someone said, “The heavens declare the glory of God but the streets declare the sinfulness of man.” The video footage in New Orleans has confirmed the truthfulness of that quote. Can you imagine not being able to sleep in the Superdome for fear that someone might try to rape your daughter if she went to the restroom in the middle of the night?

We are people of both dignity and depravity. The hurricane blew back more than roofs; it blew the mask off the nature of mankind. The main problem in the world is not Mother Nature, but human nature. Strip away the police barricades, blow down the fences, and the real self is revealed. We are barbaric to the core. We were born with a me-first mentality. You don’t have to teach your kids to argue.

They don’t have to be trained to demand their way. You don’t have to show them how to stomp their feet and pout, it is their nature… indeed it is all of our nature to do so.

“All of us have strayed like sheep. We have left God’s paths to follow our own” (Isaiah 53:6). God’s chosen word for our fallen condition has three letters- s-I-n. Sin celebrates the letter in the middle. “I”. Left to our own devices, we lead a godless, out of control life of “…doing what we felt like doing, when we felt like doing it” (Ephesians 2:3 MSG).

You don’t have to go to New Orleans to see the chaos. Because of sin, the husband ignores his wife, grown men seduce the young. The young proposition the old. When you do what you want and I do what I want, humanity and civility implodes.

And when the Katrinas of life blown in, our true nature is revealed and our deepest need is unveiled: a need deeper than food, more permanent than firm levees. We need, not a new system, but a new nature. We need to be changed from the inside out. Which takes us to the third message of Katrina:III. The Nature of God’s Grace: Inside OutMuch discussion revolves around the future of New Orleans. Will the city be restored? Repaired? How long will it take? Who will pay for it? One thing is for certain: someone has to clean her up.
No one is suggesting otherwise. Everyone knows, someone has to go in a clean up the mess. That is what God offers to do with us. He comes into sin-flooded lives and washes away the old. Paul reflected on his conversion and he wrote: “He gave us a good bath, and we came out of it new people, washed inside and out by the Holy Spirit” (Titus 3:5). Our sins stand no chance against the fire hoses of God’s grace.
But he does more than cleanse us; he rebuilds us. In the form of his Holy Spirit, God moves in and starts a complete renovation project. “God can do anything, you know—far more than you could ever imagine or guess or request in your wildest dreams! He does it not by pushing us around but by working within us, his Spirit deeply and gently within us.” (Ephesians 3:20 MSG)And what we can only dream of doing with New Orleans, God has done with soul after soul, and he will do so with you, if you let him. The most disturbing stories from the last week are of those who refused to be rescued. Those who spent their final hours trapped in attics and rooms regretting the choice they’d made. They could have been saved. They could have gotten out… but they chose to stay. Many paid a permanent price.You don’t have to pay that price. What rescuers did for people on the Gulf Coast, God will do for you. He has entered your world. He has dropped a rope into your sin-swamped life. He will rescue, you simply need to do what that little girl did, let him lift you out.

i celebrated mooncake thingy yesterday n the day b4 .....church got celebrate so i stayed on till 930 ,got alot of nice food like cheng teng,sushi,roast duck,n sum realli nice hme made delicacy.met zi jie after tat 2 play pool wid zi hao

then yesterday....after sunday service went 2 simei c.c 2 ateend the mooncake celebration although it was lame n childish ....it was kinda fun in a way as i was d onli adult childrn down tre so i played wid those primary kids hahahaz damm funny ...haiz tis event wld stay 4 gd in my brain ...lolx

well i saw this posted on the net by a girl who calls herself"gd ol sec"she wrote bout her dream bout heaven hahaz quite kinda cute so ill post it juz 4 fun

About a month or so ago, I had a dream. This was JUST a dream. Nothing more, nothing less. But it was so neat! I Dreamed I was in this huge room, that looked like a ball room at a nice hotel. There were people happily milling around and chatting in small groups. This lady walked up to me and greeted me. I asked her where I was and she said Heaven's waiting area. See that door, that's the door into heaven. The door was probably 50 feet tall, 25 feet wide, and ornatley carved wood...looked like dark cherry wood or mahogany. Anyway, she said feel free to help yourself to the buffet. I looked over and saw the biggest most beautiful buffett I had ever seen EVER! I didn't recognize the foods because they were heaven foods I'd never heard of. But I could tell they looked delicious. So i looked at her and said "Wow, if the food looks this great in the waiting area, I bet the food inside heaven is AMAZING!" She said "Oh heaven has the best restasurants ever created." I was like "WOW! THere are restaurants in heaven?" (I know, 'I'm a dork...) So i was all giddy and I walked over the buffet and i said to myself "Wait a minute....if I am in heaven's waiting room, i must have died...." And this disembodied voice said to me "You died in a plane crash" For a split second I was horrified and i thought "I don't remember dying!" The voice was silent. And then i kind of chuckled and said "Oh....Thanks God for not actually letting me remember the plane crash!" Then i was like, back to business with my fixation on the buffet. (In real life i follow a low carbohydrate diet) So then in the dream, i looked behind me and my husband was there too. And I said to him "DAVID! DO YOU KNOW WHAT THIS MEANS!" And he says "What?" And i said "This means we can eat ALL THE CARBS we want!" Haha. So then I started loading my plate so high. Like enough food for four meals. Just as I was finishing piling my plate, right before I was going to get to taste this heaven food, the dang alarm went off! Oh, i was so MAD taht i woke up! But even so, it was one of the best dreams I have ever had.

i saw this forum on the web.....and decided 2 join in

Lex Luthor Wrote: The chance that we evolved completely randomly, and the chance that your individual pieces of matter randomly happen to have formed cells, and into you after 13 billion years since the universe's creation is infinitesimal. The chance that the Big Bang was influenced by a creator, due to the limitations of contemporary science, thus leading to your creation on purpose is not infinitesimal.


this fool wrote:why is it that when ever you try to prove there is a god, all you atepmt at doing is just disprove evolution, and say because there cant be no evolution must mean there is a god
worng! there are more then 2 atpempts at explaining why we are here, and trying to disprove evolution does not prove there is a god 1 bit
you people are blinded by your own stupidity, just think about it for one there are hunderds of different religions in the worlds, if one of them were correct, if there really was a god, EVERYONE would worship him and know he exsisits, there wouldnt be some many other religions, just one. second off, you dont belive in greek metholgy do you? zues? haides? posiedon? what do you think christisanity is? its just a myth they got the same made up bullshit stroies that sound cool just like in any other mytholgy

i wrote:Everybody knows that God exists. Some have just become to resentful scared and whiney to admit it because they are addicted to lies.God Bless that guy

Lex Luthor Wrote: The chance that we evolved completely randomly, and the chance that your individual pieces of matter randomly happen to have formed cells, and into you after 13 billion years since the universe's creation is infinitesimal. The chance that the Big Bang was influenced by a creator, due to the limitations of contemporary science, thus leading to your creation on purpose is not infinitesimal.


this fool wrote:why is it that when ever you try to prove there is a god, all you atepmt at doing is just disprove evolution, and say because there cant be no evolution must mean there is a god
worng! there are more then 2 atpempts at explaining why we are here, and trying to disprove evolution does not prove there is a god 1 bit
you people are blinded by your own stupidity, just think about it for one there are hunderds of different religions in the worlds, if one of them were correct, if there really was a god, EVERYONE would worship him and know he exsisits, there wouldnt be some many other religions, just one. second off, you dont belive in greek metholgy do you? zues? haides? posiedon? what do you think christisanity is? its just a myth they got the same made up bullshit stroies that sound cool just like in any other mytholgy

i wrote:Everybody knows that God exists. Some have just become to resentful scared and whiney to admit it because they are addicted to lies.God Bless that guy

jesus ......saviour of my soul
took me from the pit of darkness
the purpose of my life
2 love u....praise u all my days

jesus .....the son of god
he's the onli way 2 salvation
he paid the debt 4 me on the cross
and now im free
start everyday in ur light
be glad in ur love

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