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ramblings of a teenage guy

i got called out 4rom my dreams by pops this mornin askin me 2 go work
but i cant cause today is class bbq dun feel lyk workin ....yesterday went out wid mum n sis no fat sis cause she wanna watch tv at home.....we went 2 best denki look round n bought some lavender oils n some dried flowers 4rom moods then went 2 ntuc shop 4 stuff
earlier that day i was out wid elvin play soccer at 1 badminton court wid his team ppl , it was funz in a way since those ppl were quite friendly...then went 2 his hse his family treat me dinner :)
read this poem called solitude by Ella Wheeler n found it nice

Laugh, and the world laughs with you; Weep, and you weep alone.For the sad old earth must borrow it's mirth, But has trouble enough of it's own.

saw the movie ny stevn spielberg catch me if u can
hmm.....a movie that keeps me rooted 2 my seats
nw im goin 2 watch another movie n juz wait 4 time 2 come n go in solitude

called iriver 2day they say next monday then can collect my dearest best iriver hope the materials are all still inside n nt deleted cause i have nt made a backup...
stayed up till 3am yesterday readin some christian books i have tryin 2 find an answer 2 my problems but they all tok bout spiritual healing......the problems of yoga etc etc ive finished readin max lucado already n nw i hab no gd books 2 read .....n yeah max lucado books touch me deep , but juz as i was writin this blog ...ive found out that the answer was there n i had known it...but i never apply it , i quickly turned 2 my little gideons bible 2 look under psalms 42:5 n read it....then i remembered the sunday teachin by pastor lim that we must go 2 GOD when in times of trouble instead of juz goin down......n if i didnt remeber wrongly pastor was tokin bout this verse also

today went out wid damien,elvin,hao
i tell elvin 2 watc his mouth cause he keep sayin vulgar
i tell him the bible verse "let no unclean words come out of ur mouth"
bloody funny sia
we play pool ,daytona , basketball,went zi hao hse slack
n the whole of singapore seems 2 be under controlled by the maple story
haiz , wad if the game is the mark of the beast in revelations then half of singapore hit liaoz ....hahahaz juz jokin
damien sick today will pray 4 him

sianz.......realli in a veri bad mood nw , haiz i juz fight wid my fat sister , my mother , my father, my elder sis all i dun wanna care liao le, they all dun understand they all listen 2 that fat girl ,they thought i always bully her but she is tormening 4 emotionally man i dunno wad do nw liaoz i think im goin crazy .......ive given up,i tell de en bout fellowship yesterday but im nt fit 2 say anythin cause i dun even know wad im sayin yesterday....i juz say it 2 de en cause im feelin veri sad yesterday also ....im feelin that hangin on 2 faith is hard n wanna let go,but if i let go i will nver face myself ever again .....hiz maybe its juz a thought of a moment but ill pray 2 GOD 2 show me the way..........:(hhh

yesterday went out id elvis go watch rock sch quite a stupid satanic documentry of rock n roll , after wathin the movie elvis n i went 2 pennisular see guitar ....he sae he wanna buy 4 thousand guitar .....too expensive :o he's a guitar freako haha then after tat went bras pasar c guitar again then after tat went 2 national libary c guitar books ...i flip one of the guitar books n found a handwritten score inside , im goin 2 play the music .wad a day
then after tat went home liao
the moment i went home the phone rang
it was shane
he tell me go out slack wid kel
so i went , then they come my hse play guitar again
arghxxxx it was a guitar dae


richard...im doin this against my will ok!!!! but 4 the sake of u n char..... hahahahahaz


does shaun look lyk wei lian 4rom the superstar show hahahaz


leavin on a jet plane


fa lun shen gong :P


hi so long nv touch com ,so i realli had funz the past few daze on saturday y-f follow s-f go "wonders of singapore tour" then i bring shaun along ....after tat go de en hse jam make rock version of anti racist song ...veri funz

arghx.....my face is gettin worse each day....haiz never get enough sleep ,so today must sleep early ....shaun say he goin 4 "wonders of singapore trip tml" givin him blillabong bugs

i dont know wether i have mentioned it b4 but the book tat ellis lent me(n i lent him stomping out of darkness) was realli realli realli gd i lyk this bk better then stomping out of darkness i think...aniway the book's name called "And the angels were silent" by max lucado
it deals wid the many problems faced in the christian walk n writes bout the great love of GOD
ive read alot of books that talks bout this , but never 1 written wid such gd n so......poetic , so...touching.....that i almost cried while readin on the train
well ive made max lucado 1 of my favourite author.....anyone wanna lend this book tell me ...it's realli GOOD!
anyway,today i was at home the whole day doin nth cause i slept late woke up late....navin called me again asked me go jammin me him n christion but he has a mediacorp thingy today so cannot .....then.dad called me at 5 ask me go work i agreed ...mum gave me very gd pay today ....veri veri happy hahahaz

todae early mornin miss leung call me go sch ...todae last day so i tot i might juz go back n have a look at my frenz..went 2 sch found out it was shaun bd so after tat i darren shaun go greyton hse slack...then after tat follow shaun go white sand..shaun wana watch harry potter so i follow him since his bd todae no 1 celebrate 4 him ...we meet tm at 530 then after tat went 2 buy food ....those realli cook food smuggle in...then after tat watch potter ...planin 2 give him billabong bugs tat i bpught in aust 2 give shaun 4 bd onli IF he comes 2 fellowship hahahaz ...im gettin smarter each day
got my mickey mp3 todAY veri happy
sis say veri cute

today dunno y i got veri gd appetite
went 2 play pool wid jie n hao after i eat finish
1 plate of chicken rice 1 plate of duck rice n 1 cuppa lemon juice
veri full!!!!
the funny thing is wid a full stomach i went 2 play pool n i never lost 1 match after playin 5 matches (i always lose 1)
the went 2 watch movie of emily rose
veri scary,veri wrong,nevertheless a nice movie
i cant sleep these past few days....i cant sleep.....

YES!!! finally i can log on 2 the net ..my com has gone xiao 4 this 3 days n durin tis 3 days i found out tat most of my contacts , things tat friends wanted 2 inform me , auction( i bidded 4 an mp3 4 25 dolla) i did nt get updated....ive gotten 2 reliable wid the net,its lyk without it i lost touch wid my frenz...haiz muz change this habbit....

ok durin fellowship on sat was ok cause the show was nt exactly "interstin" :p cause maybe i no interst in evolution ..hmm maybe its cause i did believe in creation right 4rom the start n i do nt need someone 2 tell me all over again.damien bought char siew buns 4 us n i realli appreciate him although i know him 4 onli 3 days ...he's quite a nice fella ...then go de en hse jammin wid elvis , de en, yang tin , me ,richard ....played 1 song de en wrote called "my GOD will come"had lotsa funz

church on sunday was inspirin ...i learnt lot 4rom uncle phillip ,i find tat actually he is the kind of guy tat is veri knowlegeble but juz dosent show it unless u dig it out 4rom him....im glad i went 4 cha jing

today i work 4 pops , i promised him so couldnt break it
mum seems 2 lose her cool easily these days
i find out tat i like it when my whole family spend time together
which certianly is somethin we dont do veri often
haiz...
maybe we sld all juz take a break

If Jesus came to your house
To spend some time with you,
If He came unexpected,
I wonder what you'd do.

Oh, I know you'd give your nicest room
To such an honored guest
And all the food you'd give to Him
Would be the very best.

And you would keep assuring Him
You're glad to have Him there--
That serving Him in your home
Is joy beyond compare.

But when you saw Him coming,
Would you meet Him at the door
With arms outstretched in welcome
To your heavenly visitor?

Or would you have to change your clothes
Before you let Him in
Or hide some magazines
And put the Bible where they'd been

Would you hide your worldly music
and put some hymn books out?
Could you let Jesus walk right in,
or would you rush about?

And I wonder - if the Saviour
spent a day or two with you,
Would you go right on doing,
the things you always do?

Would you go right on saying,
the things you always say?
Or would life for you continue
as it does from day to day?

Would you take Jesus with you
everywhere you go?
Or would you maybe change your
plans for just a day or so?

Would you be glad to have Him
meet your closest friends?
Or would you hope they stay away,
until His visit ends?

Would you be glad to have Him
stay forever on and on?
Or would you sigh with great
relief when He at last was gone?

It might be interesting to know,
the things that you would do,
If Jesus came in person,
to spendsome time with you.

yesterday, went sentosa wid 14 of my frenz(i bought damien along) im again faced wid a choice of
1.goin 2 sch,miss leung called me the day before n ask me 2 go
2.go sentosa
again i chose 2
sentosa was nt bad at all ,we played volleyball,build sand castles,play water
then after sentosa the wole lot of us went 2 eat at mac
then after tat go lavender play pool
all the girls went home left all boys go play
it was also funz
i hope 4 all my gd frenz 2 quit smkin
it's bad 4 their health.... :(
then after tat went home in damien pops car wid shane
stopped 4 supper at coffeshop
then after tat shane came my hse 2 slack until 3am
yawnz ...im so tired tat i slept until 1.00 today
then nv go sch,nth 2 do stay at home all day
ill pray 4 all my sis n bro 2 study hard 4 the c.promotion
n pray 4 me 2 be a gd testimony 4 christ
cause ive nt been a gd christian
n who i am hates who ive been
hope shaun can come 2 church tis sat
so long nv c him liaoz

today nv go sch cause i got 2 choice
1.mom ask me go market wid her
2.go sch then follow hakim go plaza sing
i chose choice 1 cause i prefer 2 spend time wid my family

2day at prayer meetin yang ting say he want 2 pray 4 me nt 2 be so irritating
i where got irritatin , sometimes onli wad....think!if i nv irritating the atmosphere veri cold ...i prefer a lively environment,it makes life more easy wad!!.....or maybe cause i spend 2 much time wid shaun haiz .....look wad have he done !!!
"So do not let anyone make rules for you"colossians 2:16

then after prayer meetin go out wid hao go watch tom yum goong ,nc 16 show we sneak in again 2nd time liaoz hahahaz ..veri nicce n excitin show then after the movie slack slack eat eat then go home le...a simple day in short

have u ever once hoped 2 be some famous figure?...well, im sure most of us do
we've always wanted sucess ,money, media frenzy ,guitar(elvis) hahahaz blah blah blah.....
i myself have always thought of this question
isit worth pursuing all this 'shu shi'(worldly) gains,wat have i achived in the end
for......
"will a person gain anything if he wins the whole world but loses his life?"
matthew 16:25

ok...i might be rich today .....but who knows tomorrow all my wealth wld all be gone
i might be very famous guitar player lolx today but who know i might juz meet with an accident n lose both my hands.
in short term ....things dun last 4ever in this world..u cant hold on to something 4ever
but ....thre is a gift tat last 4ever
tat is jesus christ , the son of GOD
y do we need jesus christ?
the reason is because we all have sin "for all have sinned and come short in the glory of GOD"romans 3:23
example...hate,greed,lust,revenge..... agree?
well,sin seperates us 4rom GOD
n the wages of sin is death(HELL)
sin cannot enter heaven
n we cannot work ur way 2 heaven
the only way is JESUS
JESUS died on the cross 4 our sins because he loves us
he can die 4 us because he is sinless n he is GOD
JSEUS was buried and rose on the third day
but HE will come again one day as promised
"i will come again"john 14:3
so nw r u ready 2 meet jesus?

YOU MAY ASK, WHAT DO I HAVE TO DO? FOUR THINGS.
1. You must admit that you are a sinner
2. Be willing to change, to forsake all sin, to humble yourself and live for Jesus
3. Believe in your heart Jesus Christ is God’s only begotten Son, God Who came to this earth in human form.Believe He died for your sins.
4. Ask for forgiveness. Ask for God’s mercy. By faith receive Jesus Christ as your only hope of salvation.

if u decide 2 accept jesus ...make this prayer
DEAR JESUS, I AM A SINNER. I BELIEVE YOU ARE THE SON OF GOD AND DIED FOR MY SINS ON THE CROSS. FORGIVE ALL OF MY SINS. JESUS, I REPENT. I ASK YOU TO HAVE MERCY ON ME, A SINNER, AND COME INTO MY LIFE. GIVE ME YOUR SPIRIT AND YOUR POWER. HELP ME TO FOLLOW AND OBEY YOUR COMMANDMENTS, AND TO LIVE FOR YOU. JESUS, I GIVE YOU MY LIFE. THANK YOU FOR HEARING MY PRAYER. THANK YOU FOR COMING INTO MY LIFE. I ASK IT IN THE NAME OF MY LORD AND SAVIOR, JESUS CHRIST. AMEN.

May God bless you.
taken 4rom various sources
abundantbible.com
a moment of glory
the way 2 heaven
**jaymes**
I CALL HEAVEN AND EARTH TO RECORD THIS DAY AGAINST YOU, THAT I HAVE SET BEFORE YOU LIFE AND DEATH, BLESSING AND CURSING: THEREFORE CHOOSE LIFE, THAT…THOU…MAY LIVE-Deut 30:19.

on wed i got bbq at aloha with church ppl .....went 2 buy food 4 bbq at bao yi hse thre then after tat prepare 2 go tre liao in the end we sit bus go thre although we wanted cab but 2 much ppl (bout 11) .when we reach tre we sat around n do nthin watch tv...play cards then aftr tat go play soccer at beach....richard kicked away our sanctified fc ball (u can c the ball at 1 of the pic below wre richard nv wear clothes u look carefully u can see a dot on the sea TATS THE BALL!!) then he have 2 buy new ball 4 us then we go changi eat then after tat went back 4 bbq again ...eat eat eat then after tat actually wanted 2 go och 1 but alot ppl dun 1 or dun dare so cancel ...then after a while damien want 2 go hme liao so we sent him 2 changi then we go coffeshop he buy us drink then wait 4 his mother.
the whole night we nv sleep we do alot of lame things like play card games..truth or dare....tell ghost stories...take video....take pictures....then got alot things happen aso like got beetle (big 1) flyin about..then we go kill hahahaz

the next day is church thing was 2 tired 2 concentrate so sleep the whole thing off then wake up 2 have lunch n dinner onli...dinner was very nice :)


wearin huizhen specs tats damien beside me


richard want me 2 post this on my blog 2 show sum1


durin the bbq


wanted 2 watch sunrise but miss it so do lame things

today is deepavali so no sch no work im free ...mornin i watch comedy then went 2 pops canteen 2 work 4 him (although i did nt do much since nt much ppl):p then after tat go wid mum n pig sista 2 jurong point walk ,little sis say she wanna go holiday overseas so mum say ok then we go look at package then after awhile i got 2 go meet elvin at city hall mrt liaoz!!!so i rush over n reached in time then we go shoppin ....in the end i bought a guitar bag n cable onli cause other things must save 2 buy nt enough money...then after tat we go prayer meetin .de en say my hairstyle nt bad .n im very pleased hahahahahaz

today mornin gt english thingy at sch so went down did a few wksheets then can go off liaoz , went 2 greyton hse after tat watch movie n juz hang around with shaun...the movie we watched is bout cars "something like 2 fast 2 furious" then after the movie went 2 have a haircut then go hme slp n prepare 2 work at gnp.........

i finally told the supervisor tat i wanna quit liaoz...so ill be doin 1 more day since thse 3 daze no work ..onli friday got........today my partner tat smiles every 30 sec came n i found out more things bout him

1.he seems 2 keep repeatin the conversations tat we had talked bout minutes ago. example "i 2day work last day" he said it more then 10 times n he keps repeatin it 2 me.

2.he likes 2 act as a ghost.i was doin my work when he suddenly opened his eyes like a goldfish n smiled widely n called me 2 look at him..at first i tot he was possesed so i ask him "wad u doin?" when he continued without replyin i juz said"lame la"then continued with my work........i later found out tat he was tryin 2 act like a ghost n he liked acting very much n wanna be an actor in msia.

3.he smiles every 30 seconds.

4.he wld always suddeny become very quiet n looks very sad at around the time of 9 o clock [maybe he is tired i dun know]

he may be weird but he's realli a good help n a good fren cause he followed me 2 go quit the job n he offered 2 share his food with me durin breaktime n is helpful as he tells me which ppl 2 approach when i have questions in the factory.today is his last day of work so i wont c him on friday liaoz sianz......

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