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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
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ramblings of a teenage guy
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
part of my memories
haiz 2day i woke up 2 find out tat aunt jelly is leavin our hse 2 go 2 another employer hse, i feel a little sad after all she work in our hse quite long le..haiz , i gave her my hp number ask her 2 call me if got any thing ....the wole family gotta be independent , especally my messy fat sister :( hope she is happy i n her new place
today went out at 1 pm wid eudora charlene 2 sim lim square buy psp 4 dora ..i ended up buyin a camera pouch 4 my sony cam ..sho happy...then after tat went 2 eat n go bugis shop shop eat eat then they all went home while i went down 2 orchard 2 find kel n jie^ we chat chat n slack slack ...then after tat went 2 lavender play pool meet up wid leon n shane ..then after awhile all sit 12 go home :) i haven read the bible 4 so long ...feels lyk im backslidin...again...haiz
todae went 2 watch movie wid ivy henry elvin hao ....watch narnia(recomendation of de en ) quite a nice show ..okok onli at least better then kong ..then after watch movie went 2 pavillion play pool ...but elvin 2 small liaoz kana kick out..so we went down 2 valley 8 play pool wid jie ..then after tat went 2 eat then go hme le!!!
great food huh?
looks lyk chicken little??
yeah ...juz came back 4rom msia ..had a funz trip tre we went 2 shop 4 some disc ,music ,comics ,shoes ,food,movies ,clothes ...whooo !!! great , went 2 holiday plaza ,had sushi king 4 lunch ...then shop at city plaza ...then shop at erm...4got the name...aniway great food great day !!
today went 2 watch king kong wid damien ...we went 2 have dinner b4 the movie started , we talked quite a bit n i found i know him better liaoz..hhmm quite a nice guy ..quite brother hhahahaha.. aniway i don quite lyk the movie..mr seah said i wld either lyk the movie or hate it ...haiz , im the type tat dun lyk this type of show ..i no feelings 4 tat ape hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha
the church i went on christmas
sleepin on christmas???!!!!!!
i won !!
tiffy n christamas tree
CHRISTAMAS!!! wad a nice time it sld be ...but this year's was nt special as last year wid andy wang n gang(my crappy bro)he msg me n we had quite a heartwarming brother talk :) ..this year christmas eve i spent it wid family earlier..then after tat rushed down 2 guo long hse then sing carols then they all go home liaoz , juz like tat i tot they wld lyk slack n chat until midnight or somethin.....i met up wid jie tat group thinkin we goin 2 sing k box but got problem arise then go settle...after tat went jie hse drink slack play majong ...then mornin went 2 hao hse slack then go elvin's hse then go his uncle church then havin a hangover went hme n sleep
yesterday mornin i went 2 have breakfast wid ayie susan then after tat play bowling at safra ....then send zi hui 2 mrt then i went 2 her hse 2 slack n swim ...ayie gave me a jeans veri nice :) ...then at round 4 i went home feelin unwell (must be the cold swimmin pool water) n have headache...then at 6 meet y-f ppl go c christmas thingy at orchard ...it was fun but i cannot enjoy cause my head realli hurts ...then after 3 hours lyk tat all sit mrt go hme..zi hao wan 2 watch movie wid me but i told him tat im sick so we plan another day .....
today supposed 2 go sentosa wid hakim but since im nt feeln veri well nw ...n his fren nt free so cancel....monday goin msia ..veri happy!!!!!!!
ok........ 4 this past few days, ive been goin 2 zi hao chalet 2 celebrate his bdae,on the first day we went 2 the chalet after church ..so church tat day felt funny ... i try nt 2 crap so much n i listened 2 the speaker ....zi hao nv go chruch 2 weeks liao , worried 4 him ...ok back 2 the chalet...tre was alot of good food n free flow of drinks ..the first day was quite funz and y-f ^ ppl got go but they go awhile then zhao liaoz!!! left me n elvin ...the chalet i know most ppl so it was nt hard 4 me 2 mix around..the second day charlene eudora got come n i try 2 spread gospel 2 charlene again but failed.....im goin 2 bring her 2 christ ..it was xiao wei bd also today hmmm so i have 2 frenz wid 2 b.d .....HAPPY B.D 2 both !!!!!!!!!! godspeed
tats my group
tats zhen xiang bro...cute??
after the water game
these r some of the pictures taken durin camp
i am back 4rom church camp liaoz.....i experience alot of things n did alot things in this , n learn many things on living a fruitful teen life ....4rom bearing 2 love 2 spread the gospel ....i find zhen xiang brother veri cute,veri funny...i love him veri much...the camp was veri draggy , the games were nt well planned ,some ppl nt entu.....and of course i talk alot of crap during the camp, especially on the talk show on friday ...i feel lyk im seriously talkin crap , cause i sit on the teen side but agree more on the adult side :x then came the day when it was time 2 go home , n yes.... i was prepared 2 go home n sleep cause i was seriously tired n feelin sick, then it was the debrief , yong zing say bout my attitude when i say i wanna spread the gospel 4 GOD ,he say my atttude is wrong n will nt bring glory 2 GoD but instead bring shame 2 him.... i already had a feelin 2 cry durin the middle part of the debrief ....n i thought tat i can stop myself 4rom cryin durin the debrief then later go toilet then cry , but the feelin inside me was guilt,n repentance ....i found out tat if i wana work 4 God then the basic thing tat i needed 2 do is 2 repent ..truly repent , i cried cause i dun want 2 bing shame 2 GOD i wanna bring him glory ......so....i juz broke down in front of the whole fellowship ....so paiseh , everyone muzz be feelin weird ..cause i look lyk the type tat dun cry so easily 1 ..then after the debrief yong zing lao shi say tat i cry because i know my mistake is a good thing ....then i sat a cab home , n i cried on the cab again after elvin they all got off ...the taxi driver muz think tat i am a nutcase wid serious depression ...anyway...its amazing how God chooses ways 2 touch diff ppl
"the greatest happiness in life is the coviction tat u r loved"
today earlier mornin i went out wid fellowship people go sheng song go buy stuff's for church camp ...sia la we realli on tight budget sia , so alot of thingy cannot buy ....end up buy little things, but tats juz enough 4 the camp ...then after tat i went 2 elvi hse 2 play ps2 games wid henry ,ivy then after awhile tey go bao yi hse 2 do the canp booklet thingy while i stayed on 2 have lunch wid elvin family .....later tat day go out wif rchard 2 play bb wid justin then fater playin 4 a few hours i go hme n sleep liao.......
zi jie called me when i was sleepin then i met him wid yan zi , jerlyn , jie , kel ,zihao we playd pool n went 2 eat at 85 coffeshop then after tat went his hse ...i drank 2 cups of alchoholic drink but i FBWS they drunk i only face red ..hahahahahahahahaz juz crappin ..thn now i at zi jie hse slackin playin maple ...tired but cant slp sianz ah
happy bd zi jie
GODSPEED
2 days ago mum bought me 2 jurong point wid popo shoppin ...she veri generous tat day i want wad she say can buy but end up nv buy anythin cause i found out i alreadyhave enough n don need anymore ....tre was this portable dvd player sellin 4 juz 199 original 344 so we bought it hahaz .....nw my room looks realli cool wid a dvd player juz beside my bed ......popo came 2 stay at my hse tat day...she slept on my bed n i slept on my floor lolx :p
yesterday went out wid elvin go watch aeon flux ...then went 2 ks hse collect ps2 he nt at hse so i collect myself .....i sell elvin 130 veri gd deal 4 him....then went elvin hse slack watch a few movies then went hme liaoz
aye nancy call 2day say september gt free tickets 2 bangkok n i get 2go whooooo!!!!! kk gtg liaoz elvin wan me 2 hlp wid the song book thingy
GODSPEED
todae workin at pops coffeshop , granny was thre 2 ....i was practically slackin off the whole day 2day hahaz cause sis also gt go then not mch work 4 me 2 do so slack ,eat,play psp ,watch tv ayie nancy came later in the afternoon n treat us eat food ...the food veri nice , then tiffany veri cute sia ..she know hw 2 sing the numa numa song hahahahahaz ,she even danced 2 the beat :P...mum says she wanna bring us all go out eat tml .......i hope she's nt crapping!!
moving on in life always brings about changes.....no matter friends, things tat change u , ur views in life and the way u live ur life....ive changed alot since primary sch 2 this day , i told my parents wanted 2 be a fireman or a policeman when i was in primary sch...when in secondary 1 to 3 i wanted 2 travel the world i wanted 2 be a cameraman an explorer , leave this boring place meet new ppl , do special things.But when i retained at sec 3 last year , my parents want me 2 work at the coffeshop..tats their expectations, but tats nt i want ....i still wanna tavel the world,tell people bout GOD reach out 2 ppl who still havent heard the gospel....im certain tat its my calling and tats serving GOD ...i think tat i sld live a simple christan life .a simple faith ...trust GOD will take me whre i sld go and nt be lyk the pharasies in the bible ,lovers of themselves more then GOD more action little faith.......maybe im lyk the pharasies nw all action no fruits .......i want everything 2 be simple , fun ,no complications ,seek the simple faith.major in the majors.focus on the critical and long for GOD
haiz ... i will leave my worries 2 my heavenly father, juz lyk a young child......livin an uncluttered faith .
yesterday was lime rock party ....i nv go fellowship i go the party ... elvis went 2 my hse earlier 2 play guitar and he asked me some realli sensetive questions but ya he's cool...i met kel win at 215 then went down 2 the gig n waited till it started at 6 ..at the meantime we walked around n chatted around yeah , when the party started it was real funz although last year was much better..ronin ,electrico were the bands which were nice ..shane n his friend maria joined us later n we hanged round orchard n watched chicken little.....n seriously think chicken little is so cute :p
juz went back 4rom class bbq...i met chuck fei at 445 juz 2 find out that the bbq have changed 4rom 5 o clock 2 6 o clock so i n chuck fei walk round tok tok
the bbq was funz got many things 2 eat n many funny things lolx
i let miss leung hear the anti racist song, hahaz she found it funny aso
we tok bout alot of things lyk wad we doin on our holidays
then lights went off at 10 pm so we sat around n left wid silvia ,syam,jie,kim,greyton,cass
meet up wid kel outside condo then sat 38 togethr go bedok play pool wid jie n leon....but reach 2 late le so no pool so we sat 17 went home
as i alighted the bus at changi hospital,i started think bout alot of things
lyk friendship,spiritual life,future
ive made up my mind 2 give my life 2 GOD
n follow his will
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
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Friday, December 30, 2005 ( 11:30 AM )
part of my memories
{/leavin home --
( 8:52 AM )
haiz 2day i woke up 2 find out tat aunt jelly is leavin our hse 2 go 2 another employer hse, i feel a little sad after all she work in our hse quite long le..haiz , i gave her my hp number ask her 2 call me if got any thing ....the wole family gotta be independent , especally my messy fat sister :( hope she is happy i n her new place
{/ --
( 12:00 AM )
today went out at 1 pm wid eudora charlene 2 sim lim square buy psp 4 dora ..i ended up buyin a camera pouch 4 my sony cam ..sho happy...then after tat went 2 eat n go bugis shop shop eat eat then they all went home while i went down 2 orchard 2 find kel n jie^ we chat chat n slack slack ...then after tat went 2 lavender play pool meet up wid leon n shane ..then after awhile all sit 12 go home :) i haven read the bible 4 so long ...feels lyk im backslidin...again...haiz
{/ --
Thursday, December 29, 2005 ( 1:36 AM )
todae went 2 watch movie wid ivy henry elvin hao ....watch narnia(recomendation of de en ) quite a nice show ..okok onli at least better then kong ..then after watch movie went 2 pavillion play pool ...but elvin 2 small liaoz kana kick out..so we went down 2 valley 8 play pool wid jie ..then after tat went 2 eat then go hme le!!!
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Tuesday, December 27, 2005 ( 8:51 PM )
great food huh?
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( 8:50 PM )
looks lyk chicken little??
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( 8:49 PM )
yeah ...juz came back 4rom msia ..had a funz trip tre we went 2 shop 4 some disc ,music ,comics ,shoes ,food,movies ,clothes ...whooo !!! great , went 2 holiday plaza ,had sushi king 4 lunch ...then shop at city plaza ...then shop at erm...4got the name...aniway great food great day !!
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( 12:10 AM )
today went 2 watch king kong wid damien ...we went 2 have dinner b4 the movie started , we talked quite a bit n i found i know him better liaoz..hhmm quite a nice guy ..quite brother hhahahaha.. aniway i don quite lyk the movie..mr seah said i wld either lyk the movie or hate it ...haiz , im the type tat dun lyk this type of show ..i no feelings 4 tat ape hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahha
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( 12:03 AM )
the church i went on christmas
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( 12:01 AM )
sleepin on christmas???!!!!!!
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Monday, December 26, 2005 ( 11:58 PM )
i won !!
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( 11:56 PM )
tiffy n christamas tree
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( 11:55 PM )
CHRISTAMAS!!! wad a nice time it sld be ...but this year's was nt special as last year wid andy wang n gang(my crappy bro)he msg me n we had quite a heartwarming brother talk :) ..this year christmas eve i spent it wid family earlier..then after tat rushed down 2 guo long hse then sing carols then they all go home liaoz , juz like tat i tot they wld lyk slack n chat until midnight or somethin.....i met up wid jie tat group thinkin we goin 2 sing k box but got problem arise then go settle...after tat went jie hse drink slack play majong ...then mornin went 2 hao hse slack then go elvin's hse then go his uncle church then havin a hangover went hme n sleep
{/down wid a sickness --
Thursday, December 22, 2005 ( 12:26 PM )
yesterday mornin i went 2 have breakfast wid ayie susan then after tat play bowling at safra ....then send zi hui 2 mrt then i went 2 her hse 2 slack n swim ...ayie gave me a jeans veri nice :) ...then at round 4 i went home feelin unwell (must be the cold swimmin pool water) n have headache...then at 6 meet y-f ppl go c christmas thingy at orchard ...it was fun but i cannot enjoy cause my head realli hurts ...then after 3 hours lyk tat all sit mrt go hme..zi hao wan 2 watch movie wid me but i told him tat im sick so we plan another day .....
today supposed 2 go sentosa wid hakim but since im nt feeln veri well nw ...n his fren nt free so cancel....monday goin msia ..veri happy!!!!!!!
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Monday, December 19, 2005 ( 11:52 PM )
ok........ 4 this past few days, ive been goin 2 zi hao chalet 2 celebrate his bdae,on the first day we went 2 the chalet after church ..so church tat day felt funny ... i try nt 2 crap so much n i listened 2 the speaker ....zi hao nv go chruch 2 weeks liao , worried 4 him ...ok back 2 the chalet...tre was alot of good food n free flow of drinks ..the first day was quite funz and y-f ^ ppl got go but they go awhile then zhao liaoz!!! left me n elvin ...the chalet i know most ppl so it was nt hard 4 me 2 mix around..the second day charlene eudora got come n i try 2 spread gospel 2 charlene again but failed.....im goin 2 bring her 2 christ ..it was xiao wei bd also today hmmm so i have 2 frenz wid 2 b.d .....HAPPY B.D 2 both !!!!!!!!!! godspeed
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Sunday, December 18, 2005 ( 12:46 AM )
tats my group
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( 12:45 AM )
tats zhen xiang bro...cute??
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( 12:43 AM )
after the water game
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( 12:43 AM )
these r some of the pictures taken durin camp
{/back 4rom camp --
Saturday, December 17, 2005 ( 11:50 PM )
i am back 4rom church camp liaoz.....i experience alot of things n did alot things in this , n learn many things on living a fruitful teen life ....4rom bearing 2 love 2 spread the gospel ....i find zhen xiang brother veri cute,veri funny...i love him veri much...the camp was veri draggy , the games were nt well planned ,some ppl nt entu.....and of course i talk alot of crap during the camp, especially on the talk show on friday ...i feel lyk im seriously talkin crap , cause i sit on the teen side but agree more on the adult side :x then came the day when it was time 2 go home , n yes.... i was prepared 2 go home n sleep cause i was seriously tired n feelin sick, then it was the debrief , yong zing say bout my attitude when i say i wanna spread the gospel 4 GOD ,he say my atttude is wrong n will nt bring glory 2 GoD but instead bring shame 2 him.... i already had a feelin 2 cry durin the middle part of the debrief ....n i thought tat i can stop myself 4rom cryin durin the debrief then later go toilet then cry , but the feelin inside me was guilt,n repentance ....i found out tat if i wana work 4 God then the basic thing tat i needed 2 do is 2 repent ..truly repent , i cried cause i dun want 2 bing shame 2 GOD i wanna bring him glory ......so....i juz broke down in front of the whole fellowship ....so paiseh , everyone muzz be feelin weird ..cause i look lyk the type tat dun cry so easily 1 ..then after the debrief yong zing lao shi say tat i cry because i know my mistake is a good thing ....then i sat a cab home , n i cried on the cab again after elvin they all got off ...the taxi driver muz think tat i am a nutcase wid serious depression ...anyway...its amazing how God chooses ways 2 touch diff ppl
"the greatest happiness in life is the coviction tat u r loved"
{/jie's birthday --
Tuesday, December 13, 2005 ( 2:40 AM )
today earlier mornin i went out wid fellowship people go sheng song go buy stuff's for church camp ...sia la we realli on tight budget sia , so alot of thingy cannot buy ....end up buy little things, but tats juz enough 4 the camp ...then after tat i went 2 elvi hse 2 play ps2 games wid henry ,ivy then after awhile tey go bao yi hse 2 do the canp booklet thingy while i stayed on 2 have lunch wid elvin family .....later tat day go out wif rchard 2 play bb wid justin then fater playin 4 a few hours i go hme n sleep liao.......
zi jie called me when i was sleepin then i met him wid yan zi , jerlyn , jie , kel ,zihao we playd pool n went 2 eat at 85 coffeshop then after tat went his hse ...i drank 2 cups of alchoholic drink but i FBWS they drunk i only face red ..hahahahahahahahaz juz crappin ..thn now i at zi jie hse slackin playin maple ...tired but cant slp sianz ah
happy bd zi jie
GODSPEED
{/mum's cool --
Saturday, December 10, 2005 ( 12:50 PM )
2 days ago mum bought me 2 jurong point wid popo shoppin ...she veri generous tat day i want wad she say can buy but end up nv buy anythin cause i found out i alreadyhave enough n don need anymore ....tre was this portable dvd player sellin 4 juz 199 original 344 so we bought it hahaz .....nw my room looks realli cool wid a dvd player juz beside my bed ......popo came 2 stay at my hse tat day...she slept on my bed n i slept on my floor lolx :p
yesterday went out wid elvin go watch aeon flux ...then went 2 ks hse collect ps2 he nt at hse so i collect myself .....i sell elvin 130 veri gd deal 4 him....then went elvin hse slack watch a few movies then went hme liaoz
aye nancy call 2day say september gt free tickets 2 bangkok n i get 2go whooooo!!!!! kk gtg liaoz elvin wan me 2 hlp wid the song book thingy
GODSPEED
{/slackin at work --
Thursday, December 08, 2005 ( 12:33 AM )
todae workin at pops coffeshop , granny was thre 2 ....i was practically slackin off the whole day 2day hahaz cause sis also gt go then not mch work 4 me 2 do so slack ,eat,play psp ,watch tv ayie nancy came later in the afternoon n treat us eat food ...the food veri nice , then tiffany veri cute sia ..she know hw 2 sing the numa numa song hahahahahaz ,she even danced 2 the beat :P...mum says she wanna bring us all go out eat tml .......i hope she's nt crapping!!
{/the simple faith --
Tuesday, December 06, 2005 ( 10:20 PM )
moving on in life always brings about changes.....no matter friends, things tat change u , ur views in life and the way u live ur life....ive changed alot since primary sch 2 this day , i told my parents wanted 2 be a fireman or a policeman when i was in primary sch...when in secondary 1 to 3 i wanted 2 travel the world i wanted 2 be a cameraman an explorer , leave this boring place meet new ppl , do special things.But when i retained at sec 3 last year , my parents want me 2 work at the coffeshop..tats their expectations, but tats nt i want ....i still wanna tavel the world,tell people bout GOD reach out 2 ppl who still havent heard the gospel....im certain tat its my calling and tats serving GOD ...i think tat i sld live a simple christan life .a simple faith ...trust GOD will take me whre i sld go and nt be lyk the pharasies in the bible ,lovers of themselves more then GOD more action little faith.......maybe im lyk the pharasies nw all action no fruits .......i want everything 2 be simple , fun ,no complications ,seek the simple faith.major in the majors.focus on the critical and long for GOD
haiz ... i will leave my worries 2 my heavenly father, juz lyk a young child......livin an uncluttered faith .
{/ --
Sunday, December 04, 2005 ( 9:37 PM )
yesterday was lime rock party ....i nv go fellowship i go the party ... elvis went 2 my hse earlier 2 play guitar and he asked me some realli sensetive questions but ya he's cool...i met kel win at 215 then went down 2 the gig n waited till it started at 6 ..at the meantime we walked around n chatted around yeah , when the party started it was real funz although last year was much better..ronin ,electrico were the bands which were nice ..shane n his friend maria joined us later n we hanged round orchard n watched chicken little.....n seriously think chicken little is so cute :p
{/class bbq --
Thursday, December 01, 2005 ( 12:53 AM )
juz went back 4rom class bbq...i met chuck fei at 445 juz 2 find out that the bbq have changed 4rom 5 o clock 2 6 o clock so i n chuck fei walk round tok tok
the bbq was funz got many things 2 eat n many funny things lolx
i let miss leung hear the anti racist song, hahaz she found it funny aso
we tok bout alot of things lyk wad we doin on our holidays
then lights went off at 10 pm so we sat around n left wid silvia ,syam,jie,kim,greyton,cass
meet up wid kel outside condo then sat 38 togethr go bedok play pool wid jie n leon....but reach 2 late le so no pool so we sat 17 went home
as i alighted the bus at changi hospital,i started think bout alot of things
lyk friendship,spiritual life,future
ive made up my mind 2 give my life 2 GOD
n follow his will
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech