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exams approching ...gotta study hard , but i still got things on my mind ...lotsa things , clouding my vision .....2day's sch was boring..as usual ...teacher cried 2day , cause we were nt serious in our work ..slipshot hack care attiude...tell me, which teacher caN stand it? well ...maybe i sld learn something , i sld be serious when i sld be ...ive never seriously taken anything seriously , idunno y .....i have this , everything also relax attitude ....yupx ..onli GOD can change me.....thinkin bout how GOD had changed me ...nt in a big way but i know that without GOD ill nt be happy 2day ..amen

tution teacher told me that she canot come 2day so i was lyk veri sianz liaoz le...so early go home 4 wad , went 2 cut hair 4 funz ..juz feel lyk doin somehing ...well at 630 i went 2 102 4 bible study n song recording ...bible study is interesting ..joy said 2 sing choon that i am her favourite kor kor ....hahahaz i so happy i gave her twisties 2 chomp....watched whale rider when i got home , an instant classic ...havent watched this kinda movie in a long time ..good movie !! i give 4 out of five stars :)

read bible ..pray 2 GOD...sleep early ...tml will be a better day in christ :)


my cousins n sister after the meal :)


ok today is my birthday ...i enjoyed myself 2day...today fellowship ppl celebrate 4 me ...sing choon gave me a veri nice t shirt ...n fellowhip ppl gave me a card holder i think.....the cake was nice n overall ...it's cool ..after church i went 2 celebrate birthday at jumbo seafood wid family ..the food was delicious but veri expensive ...ayie susan gave me a nice braclet ..while popo n nancey n elin gave me hong bao .....i later found out that my great grandmother passed away this mornin n after dinner we all went 2 her funeral ..feelin sad because although i dun know her veri well i still remember her as a kind lady who wld give us hong bao n treat us treats every new year.... :( but its my birthday :) n jesus loves me


see the wings ?


2day is church 15 anniversary so our choir got performance .....i also got a part in a play as an angel...b4 tat we had a debate on wether christians ald aim 4 gd grades n me shaun dora is on the opposing team , n we won but i feel funny, maybe its the feeling that u know u r wrong but u still force urself 2 make black become white lolx aniway thre was a very sAtisfying buffet that is definately nt budget..it was so delicious,got oatmeal prawns sumore ..i eat so much that i cant sing properly during singing , my stomach feels so bloated..then after singing is the play i act as angel nt bad..first time acting as angel , got wings sumore..hehe after the whole thing i n zhi hao elvin n zijie went valley 8 play pool then buy drinks then went home le :)


flour coated me cutting cake


my gang ...nerds :)


yesterday is celebrating my birthday at 102...slept at home after i went hab luch wid jas n dora n shaun n yi ying ..sleep until 530 then woke up meet char we all all play arcade until 645 then went 2 prepare 4 the party .....it was totally budget ..cause so many ppl come then mom dun wanna sponsor so gotta budget here budget there ...everything got 2 do ourselves , feel so bad that they didnt hab good food..nevertheless they got their "revenge" lolx they went n throw eggs then pour bags of flour on me ...until i lyk snowman lyk that ...hahahaz feel so happy 2day cause so many frenz come my birthday but next year i dun wanna call so many ppl le..ill onli call gd frenz 2 have gd food ..well anyway , they made a mess n i have 2 be cleaner cause i got responsibility 2 keep the centre clean cause pastor give me the luxury of using the place ....thanks yang ting , n zhi hui n elvis 4 everything ..they did all the work ..well after my party i went 2 old changi hospital 2 explore ..it was quite fun as i have nt been there b4 at night , we met ppl fliming there...then after a while feelin tired i went home n unwrapped my presents thanks jas n chia 4 the cross n band , ..n shaun 4 the 10 commandments poster....z.s 4 the crystal ball ....fellowhip 4 life application bible ....damien , mrs lim , kim , azhari 4 the hong bao ,seb n zuo sheg 4 the photo album,elvin 4 the magnet n red wine so happy!!!!

well 2day nth special but veri happy.....im happy 2 know tat frenz r happy n tat GOD loves me......sometimes i think tat i dun even know myself veri well , is wad i want realli wad GOD wants or isit wad i want ? is my thinkin right or nt , cause im tat sort of person tat goes doin somethin without thinkin of "side effects" i dun realli see the whole picture....well nobody can help me understand , except GOD......
well 2day went 2 sch n slcked the whole day off .....the day passed on smoothly
actually wan 2 go jas hse gym but her mom dun allow so we went her playground n slack ..then her sister bring some food n drinks 4 us 2 drink then after a while then i went 2 choir prac le....dora n shaun don wanna go hme so i asked them 2 come along wid me , i laughed alot durin this song practice thing cause shaun voice veri comical n has an effect on me..wow!! ppl muz think im crazy.. .dunno laughin 4 wad..well after choir prac went 2 tm eat then tok bout stuff lyk i wanna build this church in the future ....thinkin of those crazy things n ideas :0 ......maybe it may be GOD'S will 4 me 2 open a church , who knows ? :}


well 2day is sunday....a happy day ...went 2 church n had choir practice ...then had group discussion...then i stayed back until seven 2 do our church cd recordin project...quite funz ...n yeah i forgot , we took church group photo today...damm fun , im the tallest of them alll...yeah!!


it was so meaningless tat i slept...lolx..juz jkin


2day mornin got tution ...so stress , so hungry..after tution went 2 meet yi ying n jasyme 2 have haircut ...we went 4 lunch,cut hair then go arcade play awhile...then i late liao4 my rehearsal...it was boring i nt in the mood, it juz seems lyk everythin seems meaningless at rehearsal i wanna go out n play ...... :( but i out of control 2day keep crapping crapping ...in a crazy mood ..feelin high ..whooooo!!!!!!

well , today left me thinkin bout wads so difficult about being happy n chirpy nt worryin bout ...today p.e was fun , playing captains ball :0 after sch went jammin wid christon n hanny ...i played the drums 2day , im nt gd but im happy cause i have this tot of playing drums 4 the whole 1 hour liaoz...cause drums so funz(except 4 the stupid sticks which 1 of it broke n christon had 2 pay 4 it} :) then after jammin went 2 kfc 2 meet up wid yi ying n charlene cause they also at kfc ..then we chat n tok then went walk round eastpoint then elvin call me ask me wanna go out nt ...i said yes , n the next moment i find myself at beach road buyin clothes 4 myself :) then playin pool after tat .......well , better nt say it ...i juz wanna say 2 all my frenz out tre whom r feelin down at this point of their lives ....


24 Things to Always Remember. . .and One Thing to Never Forget

your presence is a present to the world.
You're unique and one of a kind.
Your life can be what you want it to be.
Take the days just one at a time.

Count your blessings, not your troubles.
You'll make it through whatever comes along.
Within you are so many answers.
Understand, have courage, be strong.

Don't put limits on yourself.
So many dreams are waiting to be realized.
Decisions are too important to leave to chance.
Reach for your peak, your goal, and your prize.

Nothing wastes more energy than worrying.
The longer one carries a problem, the heavier it gets.
Don't take things too seriously.
Live a life of serenity, not a life of regrets.

Remember that a little love goes a long way.
Remember that a lot . . . goes forever.
Remember that friendship is a wise investment.
Life's treasures are people . . . together.

Realize that it's never too late.
Do ordinary things in an extraordinary way.
Have heath and hope and happiness.
Take the time to wish upon a star.

And don't ever forget . . .For even a day . . .How very special you are.


wa ...paikia sia .....lolx


today sch let us off early so went 2 eat kfc at tamp first while waitin christon n eugene 2 finish their detention...so i yi ying, lene ,lizhen,shaun,hanny ,dora went 2 walk at tm n century square after eatin finish kfc....we met christon n gene at 2:40 like tat then set a bus down 2 old changi hospital 4 our group outing lolx ...the trip was funz, filed wid scares hre n tre ..went 2 the army barraks after och then went 2 changi market 2 eat n drink :) quite a fun n exciting day !!!!!


oops ...the picture above relates 2 the post below...


2day sucks man ....altough sch was fun in a way ( went out 2 did practical 4 physics ..wad we had 2 do was burn a hole in the paper within the fastest time, the one wid the biggest hole wins) well, tats jasmine n dora group in tat picture above n if im nt wrong tats my hanny group which is also my group behind :) we veri lousy took decades 4 us 2 burn paper lolx(u c our magnifying glass is nt in the direction of the sun) ......i did nt bring enough money 2day had 2 borrow 4rom alot of frenz 2 sit mrt home 4 tuiton ....tution was seriously stress 2day cause maybe it was lyk 2 hours straight after school ? then actually i was planning 2 go 4 prayer meetin but i feelin so tired n a little fustrated after tuiton ( i had a fight wid my little sister over a small piece of salmon, come 2 think of it , i was in the wrong,feeling so guilty!!)tat i decided tat i might as well juz sleep happily n rest the whole day....i juz woke up, wanna chiong neopets liaoz !!!!


well 2day went 2 church n worship ..then after tat got bible study , this week 1 i dun understand anythin ...i dun get it...then after bible study went 2 simei mrt meet dora 2 go eat steamboat ..alot of ppl never come so end up me lene dora n damien went 2 eat ..the food was okay okay onli but it was fun jokin around :) normal day ....tution tml sianz :(


my gina's lolx


today fellowship is outing(pasir ris park) then is also dora birthday so juz nice can celebrate n fellowhip together...then the few of us celebrate dora birthday,then play soccer n sing praise......the after the whole thingy we went down 2 fishermans village 2 have dinner...n man , it was a long walk.....zi hao's father stall the food quite nice...i lyk,after tat went 2 play pool ....i today on form , so veri happy .....after tat mingle around wid frenz n fool around then elvin's sis fren come fetch us go hme in his honda car ....a busy day :0


three "paikia's"


treat ppl the way u want them 2 treat u 4...............A man that hath friends must shew himself friendly:n thre is a friend that sticketh closer then a brother. proverbs 18:24..............


today is truly quite a sad but happy day 4 me ...today warzone at sch , doin some crazy things ...some things i sld nt have done (i wont do it again over my dead body), feelin a sense of guilt after tat ....but still happy 2 have many frenz stickin wid me when im sad , somebody i can relate my problems 2..suportive of my ideas.....dreams......ah well....today after a chaotic day at sch dora n shaun came my hse 2 slack while waitin 4 hakim n poky 2 do finish somethin then go watch i nt stupid 2 (again) ...u see i have this free ticket 4rom shaun but i lost it on the train then have 2 use up all my savings 2 pay 4 the movie then i no money liaoz then hab 2 borrow money 4rom poky ...after buyin the tickets the group went hme 2 change into hme clothes n i go poky hse slack

2day sch was quite relaxed ....quite normal day , everyone say my hair nv cut.lolx ....saw rony serious face 2day...hahahaz soooooo ....cute (cause chirston go kick his bag then he angry)...today nv slack long at class caused supposed 2 have tuiton at 5 sharp , i got this feelin of under pressure ...cause normally after sch ill find somethin fun 2 do or juz maybe juz slack around...but nw suddenly got 2 hours tution , makin me feel uneasy..but i know its 4 my own gd :) then we were walkin hme then white sand got lion daNCE so went up 2 c awhile then i receive this phone call tat tution teacher cant make it 2day ..in a way i was happy but i was sad that the tution change 2 sat mornin...saw somethin damm funny on the train christion n i were lyk laughin lyk siao all the whole trip ..hahahahaz

juz nw elvin at msn tell me on saturday got rehearsal at 230 then i was lyk wad!! then the east coast thingy hw ? then elvin suggested change 4rom east coast 2 pasir ris park .....then i lyk sianz liao, cause i already tell the fellas sittin behind me tat we r goin wre liaoz ..then set liao , happy liao then nw change...haiz
a little dissapointed on my part........ :( i hope this matter settle quickly..i'll pray
ooooonly believe !!!! amen

today at sch keep kana scoldin by teacher....the ultra star "god" keep scoldin me although i seriously did nt offend her in anyway , i cant even sit the way i lyk ..haiz heck her ....
then after sch learn 4rom syam hw 2 do the bottle beat ...i find quite interestin
then after tat wen 2 sit bus 2 outside jas hse 2 c her mixed breed dog called dino , quite fun but i dun realli dare touch dino cause heard 4rom jas tat he bites ..so juz view him loz lolx :p
then after slackin around until 6 lyk tat , i went hme 2 sleep awhile b4 goin 4 monday choir practise...today nv sing song , guo cai bring us go jack place eat then they tok bout markting stuff , i know nuts so i juz sit quietly n juz enjoy the nice food i ordered - lame chop with dora fish hahahahahahahahaz
it was delicious ...thn i receive a call sayin tat mum had spoilt my portable dvd player ...i so angry n sad , but keep cool ....went hme try 2 tok nicely n fix the thingy but after awhile still cannot fix ..then i got angry n start cursing then kana scoldin 4rom mum ..well in the end i fixed it ....muz know hw 2 stay cool cannot be so angry easily...tml got tution sianz :9


ok back 4rom pool feelin much better .... dun realli wanna think bout wad happen 2day , ill juz live my life happily in christ ..wad ppl say about me does nt mean im wad they say ...although wad they say may be true ..who knows , im nt angry at anyone nw ...cause nobody's wrong hre :) well tats me ryan n damien above

today went church 2 worship ...then after church went 2 steph birthday ....then i heard 4rom elvin tat de en said that iwent 2 n mislead yi ying , n also bring hao go...sia la i veri sianz already sia , life is goin so well wid me n i have 2 be sad takin this news , then it turn out 2 be a misunderstandin ..but he sld have made the facts clear then he come n kana me , spoil my day already...anythin , then we sayin bout the bible study thingy wid my class that group of new believers ...i say tat maybe if nobody has the time 2 bible study wid them maybe i can do it/ then tat de en go n say tat i not gd enough , say i will mislead ppl , say i am nt deeply rooted in the doctrine .....i may be nt gd enough in the doctrine christ , but im sure tat i wont mislead them 1 ...they are my brothers n sisters in chirst i sure wont mislead them 1 , i will only tell them the thing i know if the things i dunno then i wont any hw say 1 ...aiya heck la
i go play pool liaoz n 4get this unhappy day ...4get this unhappy incident


zuo sheng had a sore eye


today went 2 new creation church wid hao n lene dora n christion ....quite funz then after church go 2 sebes hse 2 eat steamboat the steamboat quite nice ...then after tat went 2 compass point play arcade ....lolx play baketball shootin game, daytona , air hokey(hahahahahz this wan is funz) , shooting game play n play until arcade close then went playground play childish thingy ...but fun ..then went up 2 seb hse take 1 stupid james video production (lolx) ..it's called give me back my pig ...got alot of ng's ..well after tat gotta go hme liaoz ..elvin said no need 2 play pool le so i straight go hme ...hahaz 2day is funz


mum...delicious


james zhou productions(lolx_)

2day sch was normal ..slow ... boring then actually after sch wanted 2 go wid hakim go watch movie wan then i remember tat i got tution so i sian sian sat train home wid christon n hanny....we all tok alot of crap in the train , then we tok about education then i told christon bout my little thought of settin up my own church ...then ask him come n become my deacon ...lolx hahahaz ...walked home wid hanny n waited bus wid him awhile then chat after bus came i went up my house wanna prepare 4 tution le ..then i saw teacher msg my hp say 2day nt free cannot hab tution ..then i was "stunned" , sia la i got alot of thing can do sia if i had known earlier ..hahahaz nv mind i played neopets 4 straight 7 hours , very happy .....i wanna paint my chomby 2 gold , then i happy liaoz..ok wanna go slp le , haiz ...sports day comin le , muz go gym train more !!!!!

today after sch went 2 seb hse 2 slack then after tat went 2 compasspoint eat n eat n eat n eat cause tre is alot of great food thre ...tok awhile n played awhile then sat bus home wid hanny , went home feelin excited bout playin neopets then went 2 battle wid dora , then i win ( cause she level lower) then i sent her a potion 4 her 2 cure her pet after tat.....then chiong my own ..found out tat i reali want 2 change my favourite pet chomby into golden colour but it's so so so expensive ...haiz nv mind chiong more...then juz nw tok 2 elvin on the net...i jokie bout somethin he tot i tokin bout him , then he lyk nt happie , then actually wan 2 blow up liaoz ...cause i dun lyk ppl 2 misundrstand mi , its nt fair 2 me ......but i think bout it awhile , wad if elvin tot he was misunderstood then he wld feel tat its nt fair 4 him also ...so i juz said tat i was onli jokin bout it , then the whole thingy settle ...yi ying told me tat her parents let her go fellowship EVERY sat .sosooso happie 4 her thank GOD 4 answering our prayers..amen ... k im feelin super tired nw ...im juz feelin fustrated nw , maybe im juz gonna buy myself a golden paintbrush tomorrow 2 relive stress ..hahaa n yes !! my fat sister go n open up my letter n read...made me so angry ...
prayer 4 2day: FATHER in heavenpls help me 2 control my temper n learn hw 2 forgive n understand others better ...treat ppl the way i want them 2 treat me ....in jesus name i pray
AMEN

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