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ramblings of a teenage guy

well,with a happy heart i went 2 stadium 2 pass zi jie the b.b ..signed my attendance n talked crap wid christon n the others...it rained so we got dismissed early..went 2 c.s wid hao n ginahoods .....i think tat ppl sld nt judge ppl, juz lyk im sure tat they dun lyk ppl 2 judge them 2...cause u dun realli know them, get 2 know them better,understand them...dun be shallow..i admit that ive often judged ppl by my own standards 2 , n im sorry 2 those that ive hurt n i pray 4 forgiveness..."LORD,help me be an encourager.4give me for nt guarding my words.Help me be sensative 2 ppl so tat i prefer 2 encourage ppl rather then cut them down."..i wanna be a man that brightens the days of the lives of others...well aniway, im playin badminton tml , so wanna slp early..shane's supposed 2 come my hse, wre's he , iwanna slp liaoz..

kkz..i juz came back 4rom hme (i did nt go 4 sports day although christon wants me 2 ) aniway, i sat 12 which is a long ride 2 my hse , i sat on the bus listenin 2 planetshakers-evermore while thinkin bout things , i suddenly thought of my frenz ..frenz that i haven been i touch wid quite a long time, n i feel that my attitude 2words some of my bro's has been kinda bad n i feel sorry bout tat , i got this feeling of peace and happines after i prayed 2 GOD n i understand that the reason tat im feelin so unhappy n bothered by things all this while is cause i did nt follow GOD ...well, all is forgiven ...n nw i have the feelin 2 juz go do something crazyzz , somethin funzz..something that ive always hoped 2 do but never had the chance..do somethin 4 GOD>>>thank you LORD 4 showin me the way.......im nt gonna be lyk tat anymore

2day is a slow going day 4 me at school ..but quite a fun 1 , i passed my day like that everyday n GOD has given me everything i needed..but i am nt doin anything ive always wanted 2 do 4 GOD , today i was feelin bored at class n i took out my iriver n listened 2 "disturbed-down with a sickness: a song that is satanic , n i actually purposely immersed myself in that song without having any self restraint n enjoyin it...im listenin 2 more of "worldy" music thse daze when i normally go 2 the christian music folder...well cannot lyk that liaoz , muz nt be caught in satan's trap ....
anyway i went 2 watch the sec 1 performace after sch n i realli enjoyed most of it except 4 the "stomp" thingy..well , i find those sec 1 cute...i remember those days when we were in sec 1 , so nice...then wet hme n had a rest but nt long after...chuck fei , gene , jie came chiongin in my room askin me go play basketball ..cause monday got match :) well , no worries wether we win or nt....juz play 4 the fun of it !!!


2day sch was sorta fresh 4 me cause im sittin in a diff place nw n yupxx.pe was funz n hiong , i sweat lyk hell ...went 2 ava room n took this pic above wid hakim using fazzy phone , cool huh ? hahaz...after school went 2 ntuc wid christon y.y lene dora buy jelly (sounds funny) 4 lene bro's birthday..after tat went 2 ya kun 2 "steal food" from chia after tat on the way hme followed y.y go eastpoint buy smethin...then went hme after sendin her hme....later in the night mum came back early 2 bring us out..so we went tamp eat walk slack...sis bought a new hp n mum wanted 2 buy me 1 2 but no i said cause i love my current phone so much nw :)


today after school i went 2 choir thingy....it was so cool n happy 2 see MAX the new addition 2 our choir perform his own worship songs....1 word i can say BEST , you dont hear this kinda P&W music around....so simple, it sorta reminds me that simplicity is beautiful( juz lykthe feelin u get in the between the pics i posted below n above) , but often so ...we always forget...after the thingy sat a bus 2 tamp n eatn i was talkin 2 yang ting bout my attitude,my crazy laughings....he said that it is irritating that i laugh n the irritating part is tat i point at ppl when i laugh...n i fully understand that i have 2 change this attitude of mine (at least change the pointing part when i laugh) cause this is making ppl including me feel sorta sick.....well , i learned many things today.....u can always view things on both sides in life the bright side n the dark side , it juz depends on wether u wan 2 be happy anot ..... the other things is that......i can captivate an whole army , but wads the use if i cant even control myself....simple faith , juz believe GOD can change a person....


2day wld be nice day at school if nt for the compicated things of changing sits n boring lessons...1 word "HECTIC"


me n cousins ...mum lolx


today is my pig sista birtHDAY..so went 2 eat at this vegetarian restraunt, the food is so nice....so delicious tat i think that its 1 of the nicest vegetarian food i ever ate :) well , went 2 church today n i found out that if i stayed n listend sermon in the gallery , i wld nt fall asleep..instead, i wld fall asleep in on level 2 ...maybe i lyk 2 be alone wid no 1 around , wonder if i can listen tre next time....aniway i have a splittin headache today so after church straight chiong cabby went hme sleep....then after tat then went 2 eat...mum tells the world bout the parent teacher talk....WTH

yesterday was the parent teacher meetin session ..n mum totally 4got bout it , so i called her bout 10 plus n told her tat i wld meet her at sch....bought my little sis along wid me n went 2 sch ..then everybody was lyk wid their parents onli me wid a small gal...hahaz ..well met mum n went 2 speak 2 teacher , both kling n leung talked all the bad comments n i was down tre all right ...say wad u want , i dun care..........but wad they said was true la , all the bad things , i juz tot they wld tone down abit n give me a chance...well , nvm

then after the whole thing...yi ying's pops drove us 2 white sand's 2 eat lunch..n yupx chrlene is wid us..so we went 2 eat then after awhile went 2 my hse slack n play com till its time 4 fellowship..well 2 day yi ying n jasmine is first time come my fellowship so im veri happy that they both can come cause they rarely can come out 1..well the movie was nt very nice in my own opinion :( very confusing ..well glad tat js n yi ying n dora understood the thing ..

went 2 eat at foodcourt after the thing n de en blanjah me n charlene n yi ying so im veri happy went 2 walk walk awhile after tat then yi ying parents went 2 fetch her hme while i walked jas hme , then after tat went 2 eastpoint then went hme le :) wanted 2 pool wid jie wan but hao nt goin so i dun feel lyk goin le....tiring day yesterday ..today is my sis birthday , after church celebrating at a restarunt called "lau di fang" hope its nice :)

wad am i troubled 4....i am such a fortunate boy , haiz ..i read this verse in the bible yesterday...
JESUS said "Do not let your hearts be troubled.Trust in God;trust also in me ." then i got my answer ...

today at sch was funz....funz or sld i sae funny ? alot of things happen....jasmine knocked into leon n hakim durin the walk 2 com lab...then leon said 1 thing tat made me laugh lyk siao..lolx then think of yesterday saw ming jie at mrt then conversation wid him wanna make me laugh....lolx then the video that i directed "the medium" is on you tube's top rated 20 so i veri happy :) then i saw mr yap lookalike at youtube also..99% look alike sia :) well after sch went hme wid christon jasmine hanny n yi ying...went 2 slack round eastpoint n rented some disc :) war movies ( my current fav genre) yupz then juz nw went 2 eastpoint play arcade wid yi ying n dora..i suck at the drums .sianz...seb n hao joined us later whie yi ying went hme ....ate dinner at snack shop then went arcade play pool..went hme eat pizzza ..........christon took my iriver hme so i cannot listen thse few daze :( " i cant live~~~ if livin is without iriver ......i cant live~i cant live anymore)

i dun know ...im feelin so confused right nw , bad things keep comin , im nt afraid , rather i feel more sad that i have nt been praying seriously n reading the bible...i feel guilt...trust me u cant enjoy anything without GOD :) im juz wanna scream.....


2day is first day at sch...nth much happened ..went sch ..then after sch went tm wid seb , jas , dora n hanny ...ate abit of stuff n slacked at mac then went hme wid jas n hanny by bus..after tat went hme sleped awhile then went 4 choir thingy...sing praise n went 2 eat after tat at kfc...saw zi jie n eugene outside so walked jie 2 the bus stop then went hme wid eugene le....


yesterday went 2 chuch worship...n de en lent me this bondage breaker guide....n i flipped thru it n somethin caught my eyes...it says somethin bout sin "sin-pray-repent-resist" is the right way instead of "sin-pray-repent-sin-pary-repent"..hmmm after church went 2 tm watch date movie..the show is lame n funny , i laughed out lyk nobody business...yup after tat went play pool then go hme le ...


my cute cousins


tiffy so cute


my dearest granny


today is my granny's birthday n i went fellowhip first then went 2 celebrate popo birthday at changi airport...we went 2 eat sushi n i ordered salmon rice n it tured out 2 be raw salmon when i expected it 2 be cooked so no choice had 2 gulp it down although i dun realli like raw salmon...then aftertat went 2 shop around n bought wine choc 2 eat..mmm nice

ive nt put GOD 1st in my life this past few weeks....n im confused n sort of listless 2 wad m i doin wid my life....im bothered by things which i sld nt be thinkin n attracted n thinkin 2 much of the things of this world :( i am discouraged
thousands of ppl believe life is so pointless...something brings u down like family problems etc etc n its hard nt 2 swallow the lie tat life holds no meaning.like solomon 4 example(wisest man who ever lived)also once felt tat life holds no meaning 4 him...although he had everything a person can ever 1 -knowledge,money,power,fame,women...but still he wrestled wid discouragement..but he discovered the secret 2 overcomin discouragement:remember GOD...GOD is wid us ..HE is in control...GOD is wid us ,HE makes life worthwhile :) hope that i can remeber that i cannot be truly happy without GOD ..cause who can eat or enjoy themselves without GOD ?
prayer :Lord, i can onli find joy thru u . i know that life without u is pointless.help me know tat i can have the best life cause of u. n help me tell my friends bout u ....let them understand ur love..


7 person in a cab hw cool is tat


i cant walk animore.....


my group


me n z.s on a log


well 2day went 2 macritchie park trek 4 our social studies project it was funz but veri tiring ...we walked on the wrong road n got lost hungry ..thirsty ..tired ..took lotsa pics n had lotsa funz 2day ..i gt little tanned ...cool


cool huh ?


me n my darling toddy


well ..ysetrday i went 2east coast park wid y-f ppl ..it was funz , i hurt my leg again ..i becumin accident prone guy liaoz :( lolx ...after the whole cycling thing went 2 marine parade eat char kuay tiao ( treated by sing choon cause i did nt bring money that day ) thnx man...it was sinful cause ttat plate of kuay tiao contains so much lard :s scary man ...after eatin went down 2 valley 8 in elvins pops car..the experince playin cs in valley 8 is fresh but nvertheless funz :) n thrilling ...i win most of the matches ...nt cause i gd , is cause they lousy hahahahahaz well nice funz day :)


candid shot


well ...this is the pic taken 2 days ago during our "class outing"


yesterday went 2 pulau ubin 2 trek wid frenz it was funz...tiring....a gd experience in short , i suffered some injury but was still happy..went 2 och after tat then went back 2 simei play arcade then went hme tired liaoz.....slept awhile n met jas n yi ying again 2 slack at east point then after tat went 2 tm wid mum n sis n pig sista..bought a lot of things that i always wanted :0 so happy 2day cause mum long time nv bring us out liaoz....


well 2day was nth special ..i started off the holidays by waking up at 12 in the afternoon then went out wid jas n dora 2 go jammin ( didnt go in the end cause veri expensive n lack of players ) then we decided 2 catch a movie at tm n called along charlene n yi ying who were already at tm n also called along zi hao n yang ting who was also at tm at tat time 2 watch a movie called shaggy i think :) it was quite an okay show ....okay okay onli , i wld much rather watch date movie if charlene n yi ying werent underage ..well after the movie yang ting char n yi ying went hme n the rest of us went 2 eat bar chor me then after tat went 2 pasar malam walk walk awhile then went hme wid jas on buz 38 actually we wanted 2 go arcade play 1 but it is veri late already so jas cannot go..then went hme liaoz :)


me n yang ting


2day went 2 church 2 praise GOD....then went 4 bible study c yun xiang tok politics n theories again ...so funx :) then after tat went 2 subway eat then something funny happened...i ordered 1 turkey sandwhich n yang ting ordered the same 1 2 ...but i got 2 extra cookies n 1 cup of regular drink cause i want my sandwhich toasted ( which is free) so yang ting did nt get any extra food..ahahahahaz..then after tat went 2 IT show at suntec it was cool interesting special n funz casue got so many gadgets i nber c b4 then tre was this sales gal tat shouted wrongly ''buy ipod get laptop free '' lolx then after the show went 2 eat again then chiong cab go home le :)


nth else matters


cute kid ...jas cousin i think


ginahoods


act cool


2day is flagday n i have 2 wake up early...took our cans n immediately went 2 collect donations liaoz ....it was funz..cause can c the reactions of the many different ppl , its kinda happy doin such things :) frenz came 2 my hse slack...do nth then after awhile sit bus go back return the tins liaoz...after returnin the tins..went 2 play basketball near charlene hse...the sun is so hot n im sweating like a dog :P then after half hour lyk that went hme liaoz..i bath n prepare 4 jasmine's b.d party ..shane called me , ask me 2 eat lunch wid him so i went out n eat chicken rice n got my nails polished black cause shane go n buy the nail polish.....went 2 jas party after tat....her party was funz..hope that she is happy 4 her birthday 2day ..many funz things happen , igot knocked on my spinal cord in an accident ...i tot if i became paralysed ..wld i still be happy anot...n yes i wld still be happy cause i have jesus who loves me n all i need in this world is HIM :) hapy birthday jasmine :) L)O)Ls


ivy's birthday

2day sucks at sch i 4get everything 4 science but heck ..holidays r here , juz enjoy everyday ...2day skip punishment at sch cause supposed 2 stay until 5pm but i dun wanna go cause 2day is ivy birthday n im feelin tired n juz wana 4get everything about school...went 2 eastpoint wid dora ja hanny me shaun char yi ying...slack eat porridge , drink bubble tea , buy things then went home sleep awhile then went 4 ivy birthday...it was quite funz :) i dint eat much cause dun feel lyk eatin ..lolx then took 1 stupid video which i think is seriously shit but i upload cause i sacrifice myself 4 that video..i got my t-shirt all wet lolx

yess!!! 1 more day n im a free man cause its holidays...but the bad always comes after the good thing, n tats the exam results....im sure 2 flunk , i juz cant study , i dun lyk 2 study...final.....
2day straight after sch walk hme wid christon ..cause got tution ..then at the train then plan change , n im supposed 2 go teachers hse tution ..so i no choice left christon 2 go back on his own,while i alighted a pasir ris 2 go tution chers hse....tution was cool , but im so hungry ...luckily there was cookies...drinks if nt i die hungry liaoz...juz now went out wid hao 2 watch movie fd3 ..veri nice show..damm sick...i laughin thruout ..lolx ..tml is ivy birthday...sat is jasmine bd both haven buy present yet ...haiz, wad 2 buy !!! maybe draw 1 birthday card can liaoz///heheheheheeh :) jkin

2day maths was cool , i am realli greatful 2 chia 4 teachin me maths...although i wont pass n i 4got 70 percent 4get i still wanna thank her 4 her effort :) well , sch flows fast 2day n 2 more daze n comes the holidays ..yeah ...just now went out wid eugene chuck jie 2 study ..but i din study cause tml is poa n im stressed n burned out..i feel the pain juz 2 study ....i feel that studyin will lead me 2 depression :p but ill do it 4 testimony sake n its 4 my own good :) well we went 2 eat kfc eat n chat then went 2 play arcade the drums..im improving so very happy :) :) then play pool. so long nv play become lousy le :( hehe then play b.b game veri funz..went home happily ..tml got tuiton..study ..jia you

i was sad that today miss leung called me 2 c her n i got a lecture 4rom her bout nt studyin ....i agree that im nt listenin in class , i dunno y im lyk that ..always cannot concentrate...distracted easily :9 aniway ill try 2 concentrate more the next lesson......
waited 4 jasmine 2 finish her pc until 5 lyk that then went 2 meet her wid dora ,yi ying shaun ,hanny,lene we went 2 eastpoint 2 slack n i registered mi hi card ...im realli tired right now , wanna run away ...live in my dreams but this life sucks n its onli good cause thre is GOD ni ll leave 4 him n testimony :)

i learnt alot today ...lyk ive said GOD wld surely have answers 2 my problems , n i got them cause i went 4 bible study :) ive known how a weak person i am without christ .....always thought ive been a strong person,good testimony 2 all of my frenz ...but in truth im weak , n a stumbling block...ive never truly repented.....today on the way 2 church i tot alot of things n i cried , i prayed 4 2 GOD 4 4giveness ....im free,one day all my actions n all the things i do wld be shown in heaven lyk a video of my life as written in the bible ...n i wld lyk 2 stand pure n blameless with no regret in life since the day my heavenly father saved me :)

exams r hard ...but dun care , cause i got this thing inside my mind i cant get out..haiz fustrated sia.....
today sch was funz...play basketball, score quite alot hahaz .....recently i found out tat im realli nt being a good testimony in school, doing alot of things that i sld nt be doing...
y isit lyk that ? i dun understand ...i dun wanna be glad in sinning...i wanna be happy in GOD
it's lyk when i do something wrong i feel that im veri dissapointed in myself , i know GOD is nt angry at me..instead he loves me more ..cause GOD is love ....but everytime i want 2 change . ill keep doing the same sin..again n again...nt repenting ....ppl may tell me tats cause i do nt want 2 repent but the truth is i want, but im helpless..anyway i trust in GOD n he will help me find an answer....i got this book called the bondage breaker but i return 2 de en liao..feel lyk lending it again :) will ask him tml
today after school miss leung talked 2 the class comitte , n i as the cleaniness chairman i have 2 stay back..miss leung said that i sld be responsible 4 the class cleaniness , i fully understand her intentions n ill do it 4 testimony ..after the thingy i went 2 eat lunch wid jamine , y.y . dora . shaun n hanny then hanny then jasmine wan 2 go her grandma hse then sit bus go..the on the mrt..i kana a mad person , cause i throw back y.y phone 2 return her then the man shout at me all kinds of things ..all the chinese idoms crap...then he say he wanna dig my eyes out....then i was lyk wad i did..i laugh n laugh n laugh despite the man cursing me n all the students in the train ..wad a day ...whoo.then hanny came my hse do nth..juz slack..then awhile go home le..then elvin call me wan 2 go lavender anot ..i dun wan cause i nt in the mood ...juz another of one of my swings :(

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