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THE MARBLE GAME :) i tried it , its cool :)


FREEZE . or i'll SHOOT !!!!


2day is a special day..cause church got special event 2day..family day... ate lots n lots of delicious food n played many fun games , total i spent 20 dolla , but the money was well spent , cause last year i neber bring money 4 the family day then i starve(elvin shared wid me some of his food though) then nber play games , so this year wanna spent happily :) eatin 2 much GOOD food thse few days liaoz (sake sushi buffet , weddin dinner feast , shalom family day ) nw spots apperain on my face liaoz , haiz muz eat more healthy food the comin day ::) 2omolo labour dae , no need go sch ..yippiexx


well 2day my cousin xing yu is gettin married so i could nt go y-f 2day ..my whole family dressed up nicely 4 the weddin dinner n yupz , we realli had a great time , seen some of my cousins n uncles whom i long time nber c le , time has flown ..every1 has changed , the food was nice , but cause i ate so much in the afternoon at fan yong's uncle hse tat i no appetite 2 eat the food liaoz ..so sit down thre take pics , play games :) tml church hab zao dai , muz sleep early liaoz ..nightez :)

well, 2day can say 2 be quite fully used as i was kept busy the whole day, went 2 white sands after sch wid some of frenz 2 eat ..then after tat didnt wanna go hme (i goin 2 suntec n i bought my clothes along)but i met thresa n cass n they say my clothes lyk grandfather style then go suntec veri inappropirate..so i ask christon , cass and thresa wait 4 me at the platform 4 bout 10 min while i rushed hme 2 have a quick change of clothes( thanks 2 those who waited 4 me) :) well after tat reached city hall then we parted liaoz..went 2 eat sakae sushi buffet 2day , the minute i reach tre then yang ting already order so many food liaoz..then 4 the next few hours i had a "mission" 2 clear the unfinished food on the table,gorged myself until bloated , after tat went 2 n.c bibl3 study wid guo long,yang ting , dora n me ....learnt lot 2day , never always throw the gospel at someone n expects him 2 digest it ...hmm,still got los of things 2 ponder bout but haiz so tired liaoz...i think i read bible then go hit the sacks le , tml stil have tution then fellowhip meetin ..so tirezzzzzzzzzzz.......


i found out tat tre is somethin seriously wrong wid me 2day...i cant control my temper well,i had tot some1 had 2ook my iriver ..and when i could nt find it , i threw my temper at azhari (cause he supposedly was the last one wid my iriver then he put on the table),i shouted at azhari 4 nt takin care of my things...but i went down n found out that my iriver was in my bag all along , i felt lyk diggin a hole n buryin myself..i felt lyk a stupid fool :( firstly 2 azhari..sorry bro 4 losing my temper,thanks 4 forgivin me so easily :) seondly , i seriously need 2 change my attiude , GOD pls help me ~ lastly , all thanks 2 slivia 4 teachin me social studies subject 2day , although im 100% sure 2 have flunked tat bloody test :( ..Had tution wid jas 2day , the teacher was quite gd la , got play hangman n stuffz :0 had my favourite dish at the hawker centre at 201 n walked 2 eastpoint 2 rent vcd's ..after tat went hme le !!


Jesus said "Do not let your hearts be troubled.Trust in GOD;trust also in me." John 14:1.....this is certainly true when u find out that in this world tre is no one that realli can be more trusted then the LORD , no one realli speaks the truth 2 u when u want them 2 be plain truthful ..i tot of wad i saw yesterday after bibe study on the net , a web that shows nice cartoons bout faith , pain , heaven , JESUS ...every cartoons touched the deepest bottom of my heart n i know although life does nt go well sometimes , u can trust GOD 2 always be by ur side :) `aniway 2day p.e was funz,sweat until whole shirt wet..2 bad the basketball that was supposed 2 be held 2day after sch was cancelled..hope tml weather can be good , cast all my troubles n pain i have felt 2 GOD ..n all troubles like the rain , will stop n the sun will shine once again !!!


2day is another day at sch...got a english test(which was kinda easy)...after school went 2 tm wid jas n dora eat ..then went 4 bible study at 7 ..learnt lot at bible study 2day,learnt that we can do nth without GOD , de en said an example " my daughter serene always helps me push the baby cott 2 the room when he sees me pushin it , do i need her help?NO!! i have enough strength 2 push the thing on my own , but want her help me cause she is happy 2 help me." same thing 4 GOD..he does nt need our help 2 spread the gospel cause GOD himself can do much better if JESUS came on earth 2 spread the gospel , GOD wants us 2 serve him cause serving him is a happy thing 2 do , we are servants that can do nth without the master(GOD)!!!


2day is sunday..the happiest day of the week , watch bokeback mountain n almost got depression n sick watchin tat show...shut of the movies b4 it finishes..cant take it !! went 2 eat lunch b4 goin 2 church , the girl sittin next 2 me reminds me so much of the "shanghai gal" i sorta knew in sentosa 2 years back...went 2 church after eatin 2 praise GOD , 2day pastor is teachin us somethin bout hw 2 tell ppl bout jesus if somebody said tat christianity is the same as other religion...after service . sat a train down 2 pops kopitiam 2 become coffeboy cause no1 helpin out 2day..so i gotta be the 1 ..luckily ..pig sista wanted me 2 go hme 2 help her out wid her powerpoint hw so i got permission 2 go back hme..feel sorta bad leavin mum 2 fend 4 herself at the stall ... in short , nice sunny weather 2day..learnt alot at church...lunchtime raked back many ol times memories ..busy at the coffeshop ,which is a gd thing :)

2day in chrurch learnt bout so many things ( hw 2 prove that the bible is accurate) ..then at dinner that time i learnt more things bout GOD 4rom de en ...after yesterday , i found out that many ppl still are wanderin round tryin 2 seek acceptance 4rom this world , i gurantee NTH will come out of it , its sad ,realli ..then 2day , i found out that many christians still are sort of sittin on the unhappy side of the world , in christ nth can be more happy then enjoyin and sharing the love of GOD..be happy , 4 although the walk is nt easy , it does nt mean that it muz be a walk of despair but instead , it sld be a walk of happines..cheer up my frenz ...

good things always ends
hw long will it last
something good always have 2 stop
only GOD promised 2 love 4ever
now and always
now
this good thing will never end

juz came back 4rom 85 market 2 celebrate chuck fei b.d , actually didnt feel lyk goin cause i was sleepin so soundly in bed , but i already promised them tat i will go so i gotta keep my promise.....but of course the food was delicious a usual ( zi jie treated us drinks food ..everythin..thanks bro)tre was darren , his fren , thresa, me , jie ,chuck fei ..we joked round n slacked then after tat went hme liaoz..

2day after sch went 2 slack round the malls , talk talk then went hme le ...friday passes lyk tat , but everyday holds a meanin 4 me...its great 2 see ppl becomin christians as the world is goin worse n worse each day(its predicted in the bible in book of revalations ) talkin bout books in the bible , i juz went 2 read some articles bout the "gospel of judas" which i personally feel its juz another dan brown book thats tryin 2 confuse the world 2 blur them the true image of jesus n who he realli is ....i realli think tat tre wld be more of this crap comin out..so muz nt get misleaded by tse crappers !!!


class pic taken at E.A


another pic of the girls in my class , i extra behind ..lolx


liana n syam


my class galz


2day is a day that sorta breeze thru fast ...2day after sch got some learnin journey n we visited the eurasian association..before we went 4 the trip , took quite lot of pics alnog the way :) the trip ended at 545 like that..then i suddenly remembered that tiara wanted 2 go gym 2day , so i sms her tat ill be late then i chiong hme change then went gym liaoz :) the new gym at tamp was so spacious n nice , i n tiara workout until 8 then which we went down 2gether 2 see if zhi hao was playin hockey near the gym nt !! viola , indeed he was tre , playin lyk a pro ..i n tiara sat down n talked bout stuffz while zi hao battled in the match ...tiara went hme after tat then i n hao went 2 eat then play pool ..my skills nt bad 2day ..cool!!!!


2day is such a sucky dae....maths teacher make leon me n seb stay back , i go wack brian cause of a stupid newspaper n kana scolding 4rom teacher..haiz wads wrong wid me , y , i 2day so short fused ..was a bad testimony 4 others :( but i said sorrie 2 brian n he forgived me afterwards :) 2day students 4rom aus came 2 our sch..then i jas hakim greyton went 2 get 2 know tse new peeps :) we took pics wid them , n i even got their sch badge which this boy juz asked me wether i wan anot then he pushed it in my hands ...ahahaz , a gd momento..but certainly a sway day at class :)


2dae sorta ruined my planned out day ...i wld go tution after sch..but juz as i step out of sch after eatin (drinks treated by chuck fei ) thanx man !! it started 2 rain Heavily so i called up areena tell her that rain big stuck in sch tution change 2 sat...well , this tells us that we that tre are lots of things tat we cannot control in this world , weather , accidents , failures all may come suddenly ..but in GOD we will overcome trials :) took a new lamer vids ( c it on you tube ) which we had funz shootin ..then after tat christon go cut his hair which turned out pretty bad n on the way hme he was all mumblings n curses ..lolx ..chill man!! 1 fren msg me 2day n asked me this ques :if GOD loves us y he want 2 send those non - believers 2 perish ? isnt GOD being arrogant ? so i told her tat sinners deserve 2 perish 4 the sins weve commited its cause of LOVE that JESUS humbled HIMSELF 2 come 2 this world 2 suffer humility n bear our sins on the cross !! ....Instead , sometimes i wonder if we mortals are the ones being arrogant instead tryin 2 escape our sins and punishment and saying GOD is being arrogant ? they dont understand that salvation is given 2 them freely but we are the ones who dun want 2 admit that we have sinned...because we want 2 defend ourselves , lie 2 ourselves that we dont need a GOD ...its realli saddenin..but im glad my that fren understood , wat i was tryin 2 tell her :)

2day is the same ol boring dae at school ,slack slack slack ..joke n crap wid christon tat group , after sch went 2 dora's hse wid the group go do facial ..then after tat went hme in a taxi..watched behind enemy lines juz nw , its nice in a way but nt the type i lyk like black hawk down , rules of engagement..this one focus more on escaping then combat :) but nice show aniway lahx..tml got tution , sianz ..wanna slp liaoz .GODBLESS


2day is the shalom n macedonia combined worship ...woke up late as im the zhao dai 2day , arrived late ..better late then never lolx ..well first time see so many ppl doin zhao dai , almost bout 8 like tat ..so cool ..then i collect offering 2day , first time , so excited n its so funx :) went 2 bedok play pool n eat whuch after tat elvin n henry came my hse play soccer , some thief stole our fellowship ball ..realli feel lyk wacking them next time i get my hand on them,but after thinkin bout it ..juz 4get it la ..imagine , wacking ppl over a christian fellowship soccer ball :) hahahaz all these things are also nt important the importance is forgiving the ppl who steals ur things :) went 2 eat dinner wid mum , actually havin tution at 8 but teacher cannot make it ..i also nt in mood 4 tution aniway .haiz HAPPY EASTER DAY!!!!


last night while i was sleepin i felt so sick tat i cant even breathe properly...i think i am goin 2 croak liaoz, muz be that stupid shaun la ,pour powder on my bed..nw i think i got "lung cancer" hahahahaz ..aniway i got better in the morinin , later in the afternoon is fellowship..2day fellowship got "talent night" which i hab performance n sharing ..2day i sing nt serious , y i cannot be serious..in serious surrounding i find somethin 2 laugh at , its sort of a childhood problem , last time i also always kana punished by teacher 4 laughin durin punishment...haiz , im mental..aniway the sharin i got a little serious but cause got china sister so i hab 2 translate my "script" 2 chinese which i gave up n returned 2 english cause it was hard :) aniway , the program ended sucessfully ..thank GOD ..hope jasmine can realli think bout herself 4 once ...salvation is a personal thing ..we may seem veri naggy tryin 2 persuade u 2 believe in jesus , but thats because we love u , n we know true love is found JESUS ..so yes , its my greatest desire 4 u 2 accept the best thing in life ..Jesus..


2day is gd friday..the day which christ died, died 4 the world , died 4 you !! mornin went 2 gd friday prayer meetin at 102 , after meetin went 2 a chruch called glad tidings chruch ...its sorta funz in a way , they peformed a play which i felt was good !! After that went 2 tamp 2 play pool wid hao n elvin :) 2day isnt realli much fun 4 me but i felt that its veri meaninful dae 4 me ..you may view it as a normal public holiday 2day , but 4 me.....its that day when my GOD died on the cross 4 my sins....tml hab sharing n i dun know wad 2 share ..haiz


2day is a funz day at sch cause its ne day..n im involved in the henna thingy...lolx got my hand all drawn up by seven diff ppl ..tre is jas-cass-haziyah-liana-me-seb-tony ..nt bad la all drawn quite nice n i love it veri much..thanx 2 all ppl mentioned above :) .2day church is bu dao hui , n im zao dai , tre is this part of the program when 1 of the sister went up n shared her testimony n im veri touched 2 c hw CHRIST can changed each n every1 of u if u juz allow him 2 enter ur life n follow HIS will ..tre was this short video clip in which jesus was tortured n nailed 2 the wooden cross ...hw great the LOVE ...had a quick talk wid jacob , happy tat he has a passion 2 seek the truth , n im sure he will find it ..hope he reads the notes i gave 2 him :) n yes y,y can come on sat ..thank GOD !!


Every ant knows the formula of its ant hill ,every bee knows the formula of its beehive .They know it in their own way , nt in our way.Only humankind does nt know its formula. Quote:Fyodor Dostoyevsky ( taken 4rom rumors of another world ) -juz now went out wid zhi hao 2 watch the vendetta movie , it is nice in a way i like it , in a way i dont ..but i muz admit its overall a great movie..before the movie i went 2 christian bookshop 2 look 4 material n thinkin of buyin a cd tat i once heard in a christian bkshop near my hse , but 2 bad they dun sell it ...but i chanced upon tse books above which sorta caught my attention..i looked at it 4 a long time wondering wether 2 purchase it cause that wld make me broke...i bought it aniway..i read the first chapter of rumors of another world by philip yancey n found him a great writer ..he writes in a style that i lyk ..erm , similar lyk max lucado but both has their own style..the book next 2 rumors is- Dissapointment with God and the three questions are :is GOD silent ? is GOD unfair ? is GOD hidden ? ... i found it quite interesting n believe it wld be of help 2 me , these three questions are also my questions ..although i know all the answer sld be no , i plan on knowing y ? im currently reading the book on the left , so if ani 1 out tre wanna borrow this book on the right 4rom me..juz give me a call or juz send me a sms yeah ? i greatly lend u that book ..juz remember 2 keep it in gd condition :) tml is bu dao hui , n im zhao dai ..n yes im passin the notes 2 jacob 2molo ..so excited ....


today p.e was funz ...the sun makes me happy , GOD gives me strength..2day pe is run 2.4 then i ran third 2day , so happy :) then 2day after p.e i feelin veri energetic liaoz ..cant wait 4 nafa , nafa was funz ..quite contented wid my performance 2day , the sit n reach part is the part i didnt do well in :( then 2day after sch was supposed 2 go gym wid tiara n zhi hao ..but gym did nt open 2day so it will be changed 2 another dae loz , pok swee , shaun n christon came my hse play n slack..so funz ..aniway i meetin hao at 730 later gotta go liaoz :) ~GODBLESS~

juz nw ..had sort of a debate wid jacob
he shoots me wid questions
luckily i know hw 2 anwer them
thats cause ive been attending bible studies every thurs wid de en
so the questions he asked me is i earn liaoz on first lesson
i feel that its GOD will that i attend tat bible study
n im glad i attended it ..whooo, so excited
im so happy that jacob seeks 2 find the truth
i understand when he says that he enjoys the church he is attending 2
ive also enjoyed it , i feel n knows his feelin
but if u realli think bout it
worshippin GOD itself is a veri fun thing
tre isnt realli much need 2 add in 2 mucch entertainment
think bout it
isnt singin praises 2 GOD a simple thing
i admit that i often slp in church also
but tats the habit ive been tryin 2 curb
n yes, jacob .. i think i understand wad ya tryin 2 say when u say that u feel that we are "under the law" in our church..
evry church has its own ways of doing things
yupxx... i hope that ull understand everything when i pass u the set of notes this thurs
hope 2 cu back

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2day is a sad day 4 me
tre is always this kind of day in my life wre i feel that the whole world has somethin against me
when tre is nth of that sort
i dun lyk that feelin
wad is wrong wid me
wads that feelin of hurt
i seriously dunno
........................................ :(


2day is juz another day at school , crapped wid english teacher bout homework , she juz lyk always pick on me ..but nevertheless i know tats cause she cares , tats y!! aiyah ..dun care so much ..aniway 2day sch is healthweek then no nice food 2 eat .. alll the food is almost vegetarian , bleahx .but i hungry mah , so cannot tahan ..eat loz .assembly was funz , the el ppl put up a skit which is beri intersting n humor la ..tats haziyah above , who was in the play also n acted veri well ..seb also acted a gd sissy //hahahaz aniway ..after sch went kfc wid jas n y.y then i was thinkin wether 2 cut my hair anot , yang ting told me later at choir prac that i slld cut after my song performance this sat.. lolx ..guo cai say tat next monday we can go recording studio 2 record our album le..so excited :)


2day as usual went 2 church 2 praise GOD ...then after service went 2 practice songs 4 the church performance , still can hit the high notes but 2day sing got more confidence ..lolx it was quite singin songs when we were supposed 2 distribute leaflets , although tat itself is funz n meaningful lah ..later nth 2 do. dunno mum wanna bring me out anot :( sianz ..i dun wanna cope at home


2day morn supposed 2 hab tution , tution cher said dun wanna tire me out so change 2 next tues ...slept until 2 somethin , actually supposed 2 have lunch wid jas , but she din call so i ate home cooked wid pig sista ..met yang ting at 330 pasir ris mrt station , n went 2 de en hse wid him n elvis ...elvin n hao joined us later cause they were playin pool ...2day is i lead the whole program , i lead got no life , dunno y 2day cannot tok prop , muz be tat stupid ulcerS in my mouth , so painful ..ouch!! we jammed a few songs n practiced a few songs that we need 2 sing next week at "talent night" hahaz ..im going 2 perform the song - who am i ..gotta have confidence in myself ..muz sing 4 GOD , good testimony 4 CHRIST..tml hab practice again , muz do better then 2day..after goin 2 de en hse , we went 2 white sand 2 slack at ya kun and walked round ntuc ...i bought anticeptic mouth wash 2 "cure my ulcer" ..ive got a toothache nw..thank GOD i have an appointment wid the dentist on tues :)

2day at sch was boring , got tat hack care feeling...mr najib nv transfer the song i want 2day , sianzz.......
i went hme 2 sleep until 6 b4 meetin yang ting n the others 2 eat at bedok 85 hawker fare
it was nice..then went 2 tm 2 play pool
it was also funxx
yang ting play pool so cute :P lolx
tml goin jammin at de en hse
i still dunno wanna change the song tat i wanna sing anot
"who am i " veri hard 2 sing lyk tat
haiz...no talent 4 singin
voice nt rich , dunno hw 2 use diaphram
sianz
but im happy tat i still can use my voice 2 praise GOD


today mission program in school was funz , but the onli thing tat i dint believe is when 1 guy 4om the mission team asked 5 of the religion reps in which i was the chirstian side, he asked all own god they beieve n after tat we were supposed 2 light 1 of the 5 candles each...i was stunned , something in me tells me tat i sld nt do this , ive heard bout the one world religion thingy ...i told the guy " im sorrie , but i cant do it" then walked into the room n sat back 2 my seat ..i wld nt do something tat is against my own beliefs , nt saying tat im against other religions or wad k.. i respect ppl choice of faith , its juz tat i dun wanna do this thing 2day n regret it 4eva...well aniway , the seminar were fun - filled wid games like song guessin n dance competition tat brought lots of funz n laughters...this seminar also taught me lots of things in life n the importance of friendship...tre was a tussle between 2 of my frenz n luckily it ended amicably, ..after sch went 2 music room wid christon , ellis , ryan 2 trash the drums n practice .. i found tat i cant cordinate my bass drum n my hands properly , lolx :p gotta practice more..after tat went 2 foodcourt 2 slack wid the gang , christion was laughin at this song in my iriver called " i am cow" the song itself i find nt tat funny ...its the laughter of him tat tickles me ....miss leung said that tre will be filing tml , muz work on file liaoz ..dun wanna dissapoint her as she is a good teacher :)


2day is a special day 4 me....cause sch's got a special program called experiancial week i think ...so cool ..we slack n learnt hw 2 do many thngs ..went 4 dnt 4 3 periods but it was fun , found mr najib very nice teacher, very funky lolx :) then we had this program called digital thngy , very interstin 4 me cause i hab interst in photography ...well , took any pics like wid teachers , v.p , statue of mother mary and wid each other ..very funz ...after the whole thing went wid hakim n rony 2 orchard slack..buy clothes , happened quite alot of funny things hahahaz..found tat the pic rony printed 4rom the digital imaging course is a pic taken wid me n him together ..lolx brothers man !!! funzx day


i dun feel much of good tday ...im sorta happy wid myself but became bit moody cause of hmwork n stuff ...sucky , eugene was sick wid high fever 2day ...felt sorrie 4 him wondered if he is okay nt? well , rainin cats n dogs so went hme straight in a taxi ..normL DAY

2day is a sad day 4 me cause i didnt get 2 play 4 the basketball interclass ..y? well eugene sorta forgot 2 take my p.e shirt so i cant play...the thing im bitter about is nt all cause i didnt get 2 play the match but they forgot 2 take my pe shirt then never come n tell me , instead avoided me then actin like nth has happened...i dun mind much bout nt gettin 2 play , cause ive already told them if they didnt want me 2 play , i dun mind greyton take over me...the least they cld do nt bringin my pe is tat they gave a call 2 say they r sorry tat they 4got 2 take my pe n nt run n hide lyk im fierce or im goin 2 kill them lyk tat .....haiz , aniway im nt sad liaoz cause i believe tat they realli 4got 2 take my pe shirt n tat i sld 4give them casue they r my brothers.hope the win aniway:) ..well , nt gettin 2 play the match i went eastpoint cause jasmine wanna cut her hair so went wid her wid yi ying char n dora , jas hair cut liaoz i feel tat she very handsome :) hahahaz
later in the night went 2 choir practice n yang ting told me hw 2 sing wid my stomach n nt the troat but i stil cant get it ...had a discussion which the topic is " does GOD loves us more or love HIMSELF more" got quite alot of answers .....aniway glad tat GOD has been guiding me thru the days of my life when i was down n shattered ..when ppl dun understand me , GOD is my conerstone , my shelter..amen i had a fight wid mum juz nw , dunno y , goi n2 say sorrie nw.....

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