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me wid thresa


silvia n thresa

eat eat eat eat and eat


2day mornin got oral exams so went down sch early wid eugene , still feelin sleepy cause pops yesterday night after i come hme 4rom mos party he want 2 go online do smthin ...then i have 2 wait 4 him finish then i can sleep....went 2 eat wid eugene after the exams then went hme 2 sleep , thresa called me asked me wanna hab lunch nt so we went down orchard 2 eat sushi buffet , then we all very typical singaporean..all wanna eat until the money is worth hahaha then we ..thresa in particular started 2 gorge down food , she ate 4 steam eggs leh !! no mean feat~ i eat until i vomit 2 times ....n thresa ended up wid a bloated stomach :p ...after eatin we went 2 shop around orchard paragon..far east ...wheelock..then i bought 1 formal shirt 4rom ip zone at 9 dolla , very cheapp cause its the gss ...
after buyin the shirt i wanted 2 buy a pants 2 go along wid the shirt then went far east buy,then i was tryin on this loose pants then can see my brief partially,then tresa said it was green then started laughin...then i say "no la , its blue...wash until become green 1 " then after tat its was as though thresa had nber laughed in her whole life..ahahahahahahahahaha 4rom until the trip 2 far east until the streets of orchard until mrt still laughin ...lolx its funny la,but nt sooo funny until can laugh so long 1 wad hahahz went 2 cut hair juz nw and i look neater wid my hair trimm3d :) ok i overspent 2day...wad shld i tell my mum bout the tution fees ? :P


inside the place ..this is the trance room


whoo ..juz came back 4rom the MOS underage party, okay okay onli...tat place was divided into a few parts...hip hop,trance etc ....saw lots of familar faces , alot 4rom sch 1 lolx :P our group danced at the main dance floor 4 bout 1 hr ...then after tat went out slack then went back tok crap awhile then went hme liaoz -although nt as fun as i tot cause the q damm long then 2 much ppl..but nevertheless a gd experience :P earlier in the morn sch got mock exams,ate the "bak stak" then go 4 the paper liaoz..after the paper went hme rest awhile then went swimmin wid eugene and had dinner wid him at ljs again ..diaoz ' went 4 bible study at 7 then after tat went MOS liaoz ..tiring dae :)


haha learnin basics :) got diso lightsumore hahaha


2day early morn kana force by pops 2 go workin,hate workin...holidaze liaoz still hab 2 work....work until i tired out,spots appearin on my face liaoz..haha went home den dora call me ask me wether wana go eastpoint wid seb they all go nt? nth 2 do at hme so go los..went arcade,play pool walk walk awhile then they all went hme liaoz...i went 2 met zi hao,went 2 eat ljs then after tat actually plannin 2 watch movie 1 then on way saw brons...he say he teachin 1 guy play drums so i ask wether i can tag along nt ..so went wid hao ..had funz at brons hse ,learnt 2 play the drums abit better liaoz..but still play sucky la..nvm , slowly slowly learn :P after jam 1 hr plus went wid zi hao go see ppl play hocky..hahaz sat n capped around wid the ppl tre ...interestin dae 2day :)


darren's trainin 4 singapore idol :P


2day is competiton day,feelin a little nervous..1st match singles i played wid shalom's Gabriel , won 2 matches n yes!! i won the games :) men doubles waited 4 jacob 2 rush down 4rom n.c ..appearently , he 4got all bout the match , nv played wid him b4 so dun realli have chemistry..but durin the match wid a little luck..yes!! we won by 1 mark :) im so happy tat i jumped up and down ..lookin back i feel tat i very "over" , muz take note of my behaviour :P aniway went 2 darren's (my cousin) b.d party right after the match , a whole car full of my family members drove me tre .hahahaz ,feel so v.i.p sia,eat n sang karaoke ..lolx had a great time :)

No one have the right 2 sit down and feel hopeless.There's too much work 2 do. Dorothy Day

2day friday marks the comin of the "holidays" actually plan 2 dye hair 1 ,then muz go back sch so many dayz then 4get it liaoz lar..a perfect time 2 have funz turnin into study month, haha the thing i dread most..but its okay ,ill study but ill also play..play more then study hahahahaz :P

okay wad 2 do durin holiday ? hmm , the past june holidays i spent most time wid my old buddies , its was funz, but i wanna do somethin different this june ..maybe go take some photos n compile it into an artpiece...aiyah , dunno la...i ll see as the time comes :)

gotta read the bible more these holidays ,i hope i spent this holidays gettin closer 2 GOD cause life's always seems so busy tat i leave GOD outta my life....always put the cross aside,HE watches me , n i know HE loves me...its hard 2 change , its seems almost impossible..although its always easy 2 say tat GOD will give me strngth 2 change,but my selfish nature and sinful heart never does tat...n the pain comes ,the guilt comes,but when i know GOD's love,i'll wanna chnge ,i'll believe tat even if it seems hard somthimes 2 change but ill keep in prayer n have self control juz cause i know GOD wants me 2 be happy juz as i wan myself 2 be happy also :) n true happines does nt delight in sin....

went 2 watch over the hedge wid frenz 2day , its a nice show as mr seah reccomend's hahahaz ...super judgement !!went hme n sleep until 9 plus,ate late dinner ..tried the salt baked chicken ive always wanted 2 try...mum bought hme 1 ..lolx i cant sleep at night liaoz...surely want sianz...hehe


2day ah..wad 2 say...nyway,sch is gonna end soon but still hab 2 go back sch durin holidays..wth , nvm study hard abit..test my limits..2day i found out i got alot of bad habits 2 change,change 4 the better..GOD help me...1.quit the way i laugh,even i find it irritating.. 2.read bible everyday , learn more bout GOD.. 3.study POA...won third 4 basketball 2day,split the throphy wid greyton..hahaha went tution after sch,then after tution went hme sleep then meet cass n threasa again eat kfc..sianz liaoz , hahaha ..pc last day so happy :) yeah!!!

2day nth much happen at sch ...played b.b durin p.e was funzz , then after p.e slack all the way liaoz..went 4 "10 minute" pc ,then after tat went hme wid chirston...juz nw had a quick chat wid navin n i felt tat time can realli change a person ...4 the gd or 4 the worse?....wad kind of person will i become..will i stray ? i believe GOD will keep me in HIS arms...somehow...
goin 4 this red rain concert(chirstan band) on sat ..got 2 tickets who wanna go wid mi???? hahahaz

I dont know wad ur destiny wld be,but one thing i know:the only ones among you who wld be realli happy are those who will have sought and found hw 2 serve. Albert Schweitzer


LOVE


2day is sianz day la..after sch went 4 pc sit sit while then middle cass call me say got b.b match..then go play loz ...our class won third , nt bad liaoz la ..i last 2 balls then go in play , play like shit hahahaz...after the match play friendly match wid da lower secs chirston play so funny..he play b.b lyk play rugby style lyk tat..lolx went 4 bible study at night , de en n me only we tok bout "healing gospel" understand n learn alot..so happy GOD loves us :):) played wid joy n ning ning ..ningning still shy dun wanna tok 2 me...but still veri guai la..let me carry ..after bible study went 2 have dinner wid cass n thresa at kfc..then afetr tat go walk walk awhile..went hme at 10 ..wad a day.....

everyday will be the same day after sch , ill be doin pc then go hme ..feelin so sick right nw , muz be tat pig sister pass on her flu 2 me juz nw play com play until halfway then thinkin obut stuff...suddenly have a cravin 4 ice cream thick shake so go down eastpoint buy...7 dollas plus sia , realli nice la ..can at least make me feel happy abit , my results poor lyk dunno wad then i took the challenge 4rom zaibon 2 pass my poa ...i dun lyk ppl 2 think i sceard 2 take up challenge,i may nt pass my poa ..but at least i dare 2 try , i know teacher wan 2 spur me up 1 ...feelin so depressed nw , wad 4 i worry so much 4 my results ..i goin ite aniway 1 wad , isit cause i still habour hopes 4 my studies...i dunno , GOD is watchin upon me , i need nt fear anythin ...church seems lyk a realli cold place 2 be in..no life ..the fire of revival i was hopin 4 in my church seems distant...GOD light the fire in my heart again , give me dream ...2 live 4 u alone :) tre is hope cause there is U!!!


2day went church as uaual ..jess n lian kita b.d 2day happy b.d ..played table tennis wid shalom peeps they so gd,competition next week ler ..sianz , sceard kana trash :) hahaha


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2day fellowship went sentosa..but hw disspointin tat all ppl tat go support jas is all sch frenz , nt even 1 4rom fellowship..haiz , moz of them cant make it.....aniway,we had funz at sentosa,sun tan until kana sunburnt..went 2 buger king eat then slept on the bench awihle while waitin 4 jas concert,2day's mum birthday n i cannot make it,aunt n sis go orchard celebrate..went 2 c hai sing band performance at musical fountain,nt bad..then after tat went 2 eat at hawker centre then go hme liaoz..nw head spinnin feelin so sleepy.zzzzzzzz


our group tat went och ..


yesterday played until whole day...mornin went out wid ginahoods 2 celebrate sebs b.d , then go watch poisedon -play pool-eat kfc-play pool again...funxx , i met up wid eugene , zi jie , cass , treasa , bao yu , yudki ,xiang hui go och explore..went in and out och 3 times like tat ..veri thrillll n excitin 1st time is ourselves 2nd time saw leon n the sec 5 ppl so joined together go in again...then went out saw another group of youngster so went in again together...then went changi coffeshop have drinks n rest awhile then went the carpark there see "ryan frenz" tok tok wid some of then then alot of things happen then sat cab wid bao yu n xiang hui go hme ....430 then reach hme..slept till 130 today, so tired


after the care group meeting :) yummy snacks


christon's dog sooo cute !!'


hakim n chirston


eugene n cass


syam n tresa at da canteen'


2day is the day exams end...end 2 stress..end 2 worries ...hi 2 funz n more funzz yippie!!!2day after exams , the immediate thing that came 2 my mind was ..play..play..play hahahaz then i suggested pulau ubin or sentosa or jammin or swimmin or changi airport or gym or och ...in the end we decided go swimmin but end up goin 2 changi airport wid cass , bao yi , tresa , eugene , chirston , hakim , syam and me..we had lunch at the airport and tok crap over the tables , eugene was crappy as usual :P ( hi , im jones) lolx aniway after tat we all went 2 chirston hse 2 go gym , actualy wanted 2 go och 1 but end up go chirston hse..sorrie guys , next time we set time go och play hor !! i , syam , hakim n christion went 2 gym while the others watched tv at chirston hse...then after tat chirston mum had care group meetin so invited me 2 stay back , i called hao along 2...had funz , learnt alot n chirston mum is a gd host afetr the meetin got so muuch food (b4 tat christon mum served me dinner liaoz) , yummmm the food is so great..n 1 of the uncles drove us hme after tat :) so happy exams r over :):)


my cousin so cute hor!!


this is a kitten i saw at the hawker centre so cute...


2day is mothers day...went 2 work early morn , then after tat straight went 2 church then after church play table tennis half and hour..after tat went hme 2 rest then met up wid aunt n mom go eat n celebrate mothers day at a restraunt :) the food so so onli but it was ok la..so tats a pic of our family , dads workin n my cousin insisted 2 be in the pic lolx :) then after eatin went 2 hawker centre eat desserts ..nw feelin so bloated :P nv study yet ..faster go touch up on chemistry liaoz buaiz


2day is sorta busy also ...went eat breakfast wid family again 2day,it seems like its goin 2 be a family routine liaoz..mom says tat they r sellin the coffeshop in jurong they have n findin another 1 cause this 1 nt makin money...hope they find 1 nearer 2 our hme 1 so next time 1 wanna help them no need go so far liaoz....went 4 fellowship at 3 , yu zhen got join us 2day cause she nt workin ..bible studies is quite funz although 2day dun hab many ppl , joy n serene came after fellowship n we had a good time playin wid them ..after tat fellowship ppl go eat dinner..2day i ate alot of things i always tot of eatn the char kway tiao n mr chicken rice at downtown east...gotta q so long 4 both of this food :) ..went 2 elvin hse slack after tat took a new video(pls support , posted on you tube..its in chinese)it was funz ,elvin father treat us eat puddin...yeah :P it is so nice...3 o'clock morn have 2 wake up work 4 dad le..bettter sleep early 2night :)


pool equally funz ..lolx :P i won this game :)


table tennis is funzzz :)


2day vesak day...early mornin wake up mom offered breakfast so i changed and the whole family went 4 breakfast...after tat went hme 2 change b4 meetin up wid rony n hakim 2 go bugis walk walk ...it was funz , we lyk crappin around the whole time , then after goin out wid them i rushed 2 tamp stadium 2 meet up wid elvin n justin 2 practise table tennis ... the bat which i bought 4rom malaysia feels new 2 me , so i gotta get used 2 it more :) but it was funz man!!! after tat we went 2 subway 2 eat ,zi hao joined us 4 pool ..we went 2 play pool at pavillion play until 20 dollas plus ..wa seh , record liaoz hahahahahaz but it was worth it la , cause i managed 2 sneak justin in n we had a great time playin....the whole day is sooo funz , cant wait 4 the holidays :)


haha,2day exam day ..thanks 2 tution yesterday i knew hw 2 do my physics...after exam chirston went my hse..then many funny things happen...he wanted 2 buy mr softie 4rom 7 eleven , then tre was this sign on the ice cream machine sayin"three twirls make a mr softie" so i told chiriston ,"hey try make 4 twirls la " then he say "set ah!!!" then he pushed down the handle 2 dispense the ice cream but he dint know tat the ice cream was nt yet frozen so the melted ice cream splashed out lyk waterfall on his whole body ...hahahaha i was laafter tat we slac slack round tm wenughin like siao !! aniway after tat he came my hse slack awhile then after tat i met zi hao n elvin at tm 2 watch misson imp 3 , the show nt bad , quite nice , a little boring at times but overrall okay~then after tat went tution liaoz..tml no sch i so happy , okay i nw wanna watch movie liaoz ..buaiz GODSPEED!!


so cute right !!!


2day busy day , went 2 de en hse after sch eat , cause yang ting tml goin china misson liaoz (but hell be back in 2 weeks) ..the food sing choon cooked is nice , thanks 4 the food !!! played some games , tried my hands at the keyboard drums when recordin "my lord will come" ..sucks 2day , dunno y no flow :) aniway after tat went 2 reena hse tution , revise thru all things tat need 2 be learned ..then after tution chiong hme then chiong back 2 play pool wid zi hao n elvin..2day play pool funz :) joy so cute , ai ai also so cute , serene also damm cute :) the kitten is cute 2 :P

firstly 2day i realli wanna thank GOD 4 givin the chance 2 share the gospel wid 1 of this school frenz during pc , i realli am amazed by the way GOD works...if i dun kana pc , then i wld nt hab the chance 2 share bout GOD , n the great thing is she seems 2 be nt interested at first but i the second time i tried again , she got into a conversation wid me ..then i sucessfully shared the gospel wid her..tat realli made my day ,hope she accept jesus as her saviour... after sch went 2 white sands slack round wid hakim n poky tok tok bout stuffz , as usual is tok bout gals 1 la , hahahaz typical hakim ....jokin :P then after tat went home le..i bought a whitenin toothpaste 2day hope can whiten my teeth b4 june holidaze :)
secondly, all bros n sis in chirst pls pray 4 my spiritual growth n breaking the bondage of satan...
forgive others juz as GOD has 4given u :)

juz woke up 4rom my sleep..
wondering ...have i changed since i prayed 2 GOD 2 change me 2 be the person HE wants me 2 be
...i suddenly remember that i beome more n more vulgar liaoz
i dint realli notice it until fren told me tat i was cursing n swearin
alot of times , i remebr last last time i was also veri vulgar ..always scold bad words , but after i became 2 know jesus more ..i watched my tounge when i speak , nowadays i juz shoot my mouth off ..haiz , muz change 2 be a testimony 4 jesus..i believe i can do it , nt by myself ..but wid the strength JESUS gives ...
i dunno wad holds 4 me 2morrow
but i know JESUS does
n he is wid me
i shall nt worry...
yes..i shall nt worry

Sadness , despair infiltrates my soul
why ? inoccence wld always be mixed with worries
they say experiencing each problems in life
wld make ur life ur fufuiling
but instead i feel weary
my soul breaking down
everything turns tasteless
the things held possesed 2day wld be gone the next second
so i dare nt hope 4 anythin 2 last 4ever
happines seems so far away 4rom me
dear LORD , have U also forsaken me ?

Dun feel sad , dun despair
JESUS takes care of you
the storms in life JESUS gives peace
even if everything is lost
the LORD still takes control
until the gloomy night is over
goin thru the troubles in life
wld u be much stronger......


yesterday i talked 2 GOD 4 long time , i pray 4 spirtual growth , church, fellowship , frenz , 4giveness ,testimony ....then i discover somethin , i have nt realli enjoyed prayin last time ...i have lost my first love 4 jesus , n life realli hasent been well goin inside me , tre is a me tats cryin 4 GOD , but another side of me tat rebels against HIM..i prayed 4 GOD 2 help me ..n yes , he answered my prayers , i noticed that i want 2 pray more nw that i find that prayin is an enjoyment , nt a habit .. but 1 thing is i still dunno y i prefer 2 pray when alone in my room , in group..i always lose concentration..haiz ...aniway , i signed up 4 the SHALOM BADMINTON/TABLE TENNIS TORNAMENT 2006 liaoz ,,i this year realli kee siao liaoz ,i signed up 4 so much areas...badminton-doubles-mixed doubles table tennis-doubles-singles ...wa seh , surely kana trash like dunno wad 1 ..but i got this feelin that u got join at least shows that got courage n although i nt gd , ill try my best :) read the papers in the mornin n knew the results of the election, n im realli quite happy bout the results..the workers party realli did well this year (ive seen their rally , nt bad!!) ..aniway , 2day after church de en tokin bout hw 2 "crack" the da vinci code ..then after tat went 2 play badminton n table tennis wid shalom ppl , quite funz la , then after tat when walkin 2 downtown east 2 play pool , found that the door was locked on the way , didnt want 2 walked the long way , we decided 2 climb the fence(end up onli i climb past then they all give up cause they no skill LOLX jokin ..then went 2 play pool 4 awhile , eat wid zi hao then went hme liaoz ..yang ting say tat wld nt get 2 record liaoz , cause voice dun blend wid each other..never mind , its great experience ..learnt alot during this time ...elvin say tat i supposed 2 make a movie tat is supposed 2 be screend on fellowship durin july i think , wad movie i gonna make ..i wanna make inspirin 1 , always wanted 2 do short movie..nw can test my skills liaoz lolx :)


2day is polling day mornin dad n mum went 2 vote then after tat went 2 had breakfast at snackshop , after eatin went hme 2 sleep ...330 went 2 fellowship , the pourin rain delayed the bus n i arrived late 4 fellowship , 2day is comitte talk ..de en talk bout y muz we serve GOD , listened and understood more bout the kingdom of GOD ...ai ai grown up 2 be so cute liaoz , keep smiling when i play wid her ..so cute !!! went 2 eat delifrance after y-f then after tat go foodcourt slack tok tok , i thinkin bot this ques after readin some parts of this book ...if all the people in the church were lyk me then wad wld the church be like , i think tats a veri gd question 4 those who wan 2 reflect on themselves ..i thinkin of another question if our church experience revival , wad wld the scenerio be lyk ?


2day went 4 recordin studio...my voice was okay in the afternoon ...but after awhile in the studio i got asthma n got very breathless...recordin is realli hard , the girls were good but they took bout 2 half hours 2 finish their parts , then we boys were outside playin round..when the girls finished its bout 1015 liaoz , so the boys went in , we cannot blend into each other voices , my voice esp sucks cause i cannot sing properly ...then the song is somemore so high type hahahaz ..then guo cai say maybe this song sing girls part can liaoz , then we finished the whole recordin thing at 1030 ...so in short we did nt do much 2day , except took photos usin pro camera when we singin ...hehe never mind la, maybe next time try harder , i think next time muz bring inhaler come liaoz :)


stupid day 4 me 2day...my zip broke AGAIN , failed my s.s test as i expected , didnt know hw 2 do my geog paper , feelin so stressed , n i juz had 2 get caught by miss leung cause i poky n fazzy nber went 4 dnt ...had 2 write a dumb reflection which i dunno wad is the use of doin tat when she's gonna refer us 2 discipline master aniway ...tml is dooms day , mr geng will catch me ..long hair...torn pants...broken nametag...coloured hair...it dosent matter animore , tat cher has sort of went haywire liaoz , she can juz let me go n everything will be alright liaoz but since i did somethin wrong ..sld accept punishment , ive broken my promise casue i suddenly remember tat in my last time post i said that i wld nt run away 4rom dnt again liaoz, then i did it again :( LORD 4give me ...aniway i gotta commend pok swee 4 the vids he took , wa can fight wid me liaoz , all damm funny ..ahahahahaa

2day nth much happens..had a test but didnt feel lyk takin it , went hme after sch as normal , juz nw signed up 4 http://redrain.sg/ this christian band free performance at kallang , ppl who wanna sign up can juz register online...it's free :)

2day is labour day so i lay in bed although i already woke up le...staring at the wall thinkin bout things...hmm , my pig sista dropped a few strands of hair 2day n she tot n she overeacted cry until so loud , then i told her its cause she eats 2 much tidbits le tats y hair fall , continue 2 eat then will become bald ..hahahaz aniway i met zi hao n yang ting at 4 2 play pool at bedok ..dora n char joined us later we played 4 a few rounds then go bedok market eat..then after tat went 4 choir , 2day no voice sing ...i and henry keep makin fun on hw 2 promote the praise album,wad copy the way pap does publicity , sit on lorry use loudhailer promote hahahahz....yes ,pray tat this sat can sing well , cause we goin studio recordin liaoz , have faith in the LORD...
ever since the dae i went sakae sushi eat the buffet ..i feel tat my appetite increase alot , this is wad i ate 4 the whole day 2day....i packet of milk in da morn-mixed vegetable rice-carrot cake-chee gui-2 bowls of rice-2 variety of roasted meat-1 bowl of beef soup ( yang ting's leftover ) ....haiz nw i feel so unhealthy , muz realli curb my appetite startin tomolo liaoz...go gym at least 1nce a week :)

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