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tats me n my cup of milkshake....the extras are cass watchin tele n thresa makin a cookie hahahahahahahz!!


2day monday then got nth special la, first day of the week hab 2 get punishment ....aniway , well after sch went 4 band trainin at bryan's hse ...nt bad la, the song came out slightly diff ..but 4 first time is beri gd liaoz la hahahaz ...ya in case i 4got,mornin while on my way 2 sch...this guy round our age stared at me the moment i enter the train(stared at eugene also) like wanna pick fight...wth is wrong wid such ppl,nth happen go around pickin fights, no life!! ya aniway , syam had 2 go 4 art in the middle so we coordinate then make up the whole song...hahahahahaz no comments , recorded the song in mp4 so tml let syam hear...after tat , went hme n was bout 2 slp when eugene called me ask me go 201 eat so ..cass , gene me n hao went 201 eat ...after tat , dun realli feel lyk goin hme so early so went thresa hse 2 slack, watch tv...thanks 4 da "milkshake" thresa made 4 me hahahaz ..its nice :)


2day is quite a special day,cause de en's dao shi pastor mei came 2 fellowship share 2day..then pastor mei realli connects wid me,simple n its diff hw he sees ppl who wan 2 become chuan dao ren( missonary ) , nth complicated ...i realli touched until i wanna cry juz nw startin but of course nber , cause i tot bout the time i say wanna become missionary then yong chin..... nt say he is wrong 2 say tat i nt fit 2 become , cause wad yong chin sae is true...its a feelin i cannot explain inside me,he wrote down 4 me the bible sch adress in myanmar then say if next time i wanna go then can contact...i realli wanna go,cause its lyk wad i lyk 2 do ...i dunno, God will lead me....but nw i realli nid 2 juz sit down n think..realli realli hard bout this step tat i may make in the future....


2day had quite unhappy dae at sch,some things which i find veri childish and idiotic(nt gonna sae hre)...went 4 mock exams 1st paper then 2nd paper nv go,then tat teacher go call my father..then mum scold me like hell on the phone...haiz if i had know i dun go 4 both papers better since the punishment will be the same 1...so after sch went hme , then met ginahoods up 4 meetin which i leave after ive said wad i want 2 say 2 go meet 4 jammin..dumb sia azhari p.s us then we down tre waitin , in the process i down tre crap alott,actually im in low spirits 1 then after sittin down tre tok tok 2 syam n bryan feelin much cheerful liaoz ..lolx then we wait 4 ayie until 715 then we went 2 banquet eat , syam lend me 2 dolla the bryan was "forced" 2 lend me 2 dolla also...then we eat eat then on the way saw seb they all still tre so go join them go walk pasr malam while syam n bryan went hme,saw aye susan on the way then after tat walk hme wid all of them lastly send seb 2 mrt,on the way tok alot wid him...altough i dun realli communicate veri well,i hope seb understands my intentions n give himself a chance....hmm, thinkin back , quite alot of things happen in 1 day ..happy n sad ? mixed feelins nw ba ....ya,n im sorrie 4 borrowin money 4rom so many ppl these few days,ill try 2 return all of u as soon as possible k ? thanks 4 understandin :)

well 2day nth much happen at sch,after sch went 2 eugene hse wid hanny then went hme liaoz....juz nw readin one of the blog i realli like,the gal says bout things tat r happenin nwdays , wars n conflicts..then sayin sporeans all like too 4tunate,sayin tat they make smethin small seems like a big problem...its true la,wads our problems compared 2 those sufferin at war torn lands,seperated from their families and strugglin 4 food...after readin her blog,i sat down thinkin awhile before writing this song called "crazy world",then go http://galvin.worshipsingapore.com/songs.php (singaporean , quite talented ..his songs realli great,touchin especially -above all else) i went 2 this web cause christon lend me his cd...hmm then stayed hme the whole day doin some self reflection,watchin vcd's....quite relaxin la , hmm elvin's invited me 2 planetshakers cncert juz nw..great casue i realli love their songs also...

"if things dun stay the same for you,tats cause all things change except the love of God" james zhou

well 2day after sch got chinese oral,so went 4 it n found it quite easy..i try 2 act pro hahahaz
then after tat went down do pc(2day kaNa in hse suspension cause i dint go 4 2 stupid detention)but pc quite funz la got "home entertainment"...after pc then went 2 canteen then alot of ppl at canteen sittin aorund , then i jokinly told kenneth"hey u see,everybody waitin 4 me leh" then kenneth dun believe say i tok cock(although i realli crappin la) then jin han shout"eh,why so late everybody waitin 4 u lehx" hahahaz okies then sang songs n played guitar then went hme wid the guys...juz come back 4rom bedok , zhi hao bored so call me n cass out 4 dinner n movie so i sat 38 down bedok then i eat eat eat eat alot , dunno y ? then after tat go see time slot 4 movie no show , then usha movie theater close down liaoz,so go play play pool while tokin alot of things,after tat went hme liaoz...on the bus suddenly have urge 2 pray 2 GOD 4 4giveness cause seem lyk i backslidin then always 4get bout him...hmm,realli must stay strong in these end times :)


after tat......i n hao went 201 meet all the ppl in the pic above^ went 2 eat then cass buy terapin then we all typical singaporean all went 2 the durian stroe wait half hour lyk tat 4 the durian 1 dolla sale hahahahaz lame right? then the uncle knew our intention but we all act lyk we are juz slackin around then after half hour of anticipation,the uncle shouted 1 dolla x2 then we all made a rush liaoz...hahahahahaz typical singaporean..after buyin we splited,i n gene sent wen 2 mrt then went hme liaoz..eugene funny guy lehx,seriously can make me laugh until i die wid his "techno dance" hehehe


hmm, yester never blog ...life in sch alright alright la..yesterday afetr sch went out wid yudkie n hakim cause the others either hab art or oral so decided 2 go slack at tm...took budget neoprint but had lotsa fun la hahaz b4 takin we all go toilet style hair blah blah...after takin neoprint n walkin round the mall we went yoshinoya then i eat cause feelin hungry then nth 2 do,nth 2 do eat loz ..lolx then we tokin bout wad we wan 2 be when we grow up n crap crap then after tat hao came meet us then all come my hse slack slack play play ...after tat....








2day's quite a fun day 4 me la, 2day my bei zing was a complete disaster,i was holdin the paper then my legs were shakin uncontrolbly right in front of the whole congreation ...then pastor was lyk right in front....sobx sobx !! after service i waited 4 somebody 2 come n scold e 4 my flop up, but 2 my surprise bao yu juz say first time nver mind next time dun lyk tat can liaoz..hehe kkz after tat dora n lene came 2 joy's b.d party,quite funz la..got magician show(quite interestin,cause this magician uses bible quotes n examples in his magic),nice food blah blah...went 2 playground play around wid little children until my whole body sweat lyk dunno wad..hahaz nw so tired liaoz,better go slp.....


yest mornin went eat breakfast wid mum,then after tat sat pop's car down 2 bugis 2 shop wid sis...we walk walk around see see gadgets then after tat realli veri bo liao then go take neo print hahahaz ...we chose the cheapest 1(onli can choose hello kitty design) ..ok after tat went bugis street shop n buy things, i bought a new wooden cross 4 myself cause my old 1 is veri veri rusty liaoz,quite cheap la the aunty give me discount ...kkz, after tat went fellowship at 102 make muffins , play b.b(made steph cry cause i think i play 2 rough liaoz,feelin guilty after tat) ...after the whole fellowship,we went 2 pastor's hse slacked n played around wid de en's children..after tat sent y.y hme then i walked hme liaoz...2day bei zing is me le,wow first time !! so happy :) later ah joy b.d , muz dress nicely !!


cute??? hahaz


day sch was okay okay la,at sch change lenses wid diff ppl try hre try tre lolx...after sch went 2 eat wid dora,y.y,jas,lene,jj,zs , i didnt eat casue im broke after buyin the present then still owe ppl alot of money...then after tat feelin a little headache so went hme , drank a cup of milk then immediately feel sick n sleepy then went 2 slp liaoz,actually supposed 2 meet hakim n rony go swim 1 but overslept,sorrie guyz..then juz wen i tot im gonna stay at hme slack the whole day...aye susan called then ask me wanna go out eat anot,so i nth 2 do so went out loz...aye susan treat,ate sake sushi then after tat went her hse play n slack...watch tv,play com,play wid tiff gerarld n ine ,then after tat met jas she pass me joy's present then went hme liaoz..nw cannot slp liaoz cause slept the whole day..hmm still discussin tml fellowship's program....

looks cute huh? ok 2day sch was funz for me in a way as i was feelin qute joyful cause i sorted out things which kept me quite ...unhappy in a way..thank jesus

eugene was makin me laughx all the way 2day wid his head turnin dumb move , wa sei ...funny !!! then ppl tell me all sorts of jokes 2day but still funniest is eugene 1 la...kkz after sch walked 2 mrt wid chirston n ginahoods...then after tat sat train 2 tm meet genie n hanny , went 2 have dinner/lunch then walked walked round whole tm cause genie wanna buy bag..ended up buyin this convers bag ..looks nice la,after tat went 4 tution then after tution met up wid cass and genie ..went 2 eat then after tat shop shop around buy joy joy present,i on budget so ended up buyin somethin 4rom wad i initially wanted 2 buy but nevertheless still hope joy likes it...all my money pooled on it okay!! i still hab 2 borrow money 4rom eugene ..then after tat went 2 meet up wid thresa n alex then walked walked round, buy special offer durians and went 2 the pet shop look at rabbits n hamsters then go hme wid gene liaoz...hahaz juz nw my aunt tried the durians then she gave tat wanna puke face ..hahaz funny sia,then she tell me bout durians in philipines then i was like...wads da diff ??

"This life was not intended to be the place of our perfection, but the preparation for it."Baxter, Richard

juz came back 4rom the competition...10 contestants,3 losers..n i n hakim 1 of them....feelin quite sad la,but i deserve 2 lose la..cause i nver put enough effort 2 go n remember the lyrics , then 4get hw 2 sing..these were the comments by the judges
1.u have a realli nice voice ,u realli sld go take part in a chinese competiton..
2.ur prnounc is quite gd but got chinese accent
3.can see tat u sang wid emotion but nt enough..gd overall
quite happy wid the comments la,i think the judgin is fair as in tat i was 2 nervous , n did nt put in effort..pitchin was nt veri gd
still...the judges said they wld realli lyk 2 see me on talent time, and the teacher asked me 2 sing 1 more time before i left the room wid hakim n 1 other gal..
hakim realli courageous sia,realli look up 2 him..actually he wanna back out 1 then in the end still come join..gd job bro!~!
then wanna say thanks 2 all those who support me..thanks 4 ya support
i did my best :)
yudkie told me somethin b4 the competiton , she said tat tre was little misunderstandin between her n tia...n both realli hopes tat things can get back 2 the way they were...so ya,hope my 2 sisters can be besties again,2day is a day wre i see something in friendship n in life..firstly,friends sld sit down n trash things out wid each other..cause sometimes if a misunderstandin n its nt clarified,its gonna get strained..secondly,do ur best in anythin u do..even if u are nt gd at somethin,ull still gain respect 4rom other ppl...lastly,its onli in times of troubles n trials tat u realli see who ur true friends are,nevr a stranger but always a friend....
thanks 2 shaun especially 4 the beaded prawns u blanjah me juz 2 cheer me up
dora 4 the sms
syamimi 4 the support n the gals 4rom our class
haziyah 4 the honey water....
yudkie,liana and poky 4 waitin 4 us n cheerin us up afetr the competition :)

2day whole day bible study after sch stayed back 2 took lame video again,although the video may seem lame...we realli put alot of effort in it n had alot alot of funz in class hahahaz ppl walkin pass outside tot we siao..director-hakim,effects-hakim,video-poky,starrin-hanny,christon and me... lolz muz give credits..aniway im nw seriously broke n i owe alot of ppl money nw,n i still hab 2 save up 4 joy's present secret* (she told me wad she wanted) so maybe ill start scrimpin n start returnin alll my bad debts hahhaz..ya tml got poa test,destinied failure..after sch bible study learn alot..aiyah,no such thing as bible study dun learn anythn 1,cause even if u hearin the same thing over n over again..its a diff feelin everytime u hear it..get wad i mean?
after bible study went wid hao,cass walk 2 201 eat n slack n see pets :P after tat go hme liaoz..
nice day video takin n bible study, bible study ? nt 4 veri long liaoz,i wonder who will study wid us after de en leave 4 u.s ... ever heard of self-bible study?

The LORD is good 2 all......always n forever


juz postin this pic cause i lyk it :p cute right ?


ok so 2day is the sabbath , b4 i went chrch 4 worship ..aunty's twin sister came hse vist her,gosh!! they realli look so so so alike...haha aniway went church,our choir sang a song(although i tried my best 2 sing realli loud,almost nobody heard our sound)sad case!! after service one of the church sister came over n ask " y u all sing so soft " then she said a chinese idom which i dun understand ..hahahaz then i told her " try our best liaoz,so little ppl leh" ...aniway GOD hears us and the song's 4 HIM..its all tat matters :) tre was this new girl tat came 2 our church a few times liaoz,wanted 2 tok 2 her n ask her come fellowship but tat time got table tennis competition so muz trainin...but 2day got 2 introduce each other so quite happy :) then celebrate quite a few ppl birthday inc.elvin,justin,wanting...after tat went 4 bible study then sat bus down 2 meet silvia n cass watch movie,the time which we want 2 watch is s.o ,so we decided 2 watch a 750 show (which cass "thought" was a 650 show ) lolx aniway,saw jia wen n jie then sat down toktok since got time , after tat watch movie then went hme le .. busy day :)


ok lets tok bout yesterday...went 4 sch carnival,then it was so fun n exciting at first until i tried out almost everything out thre and want 2 leave sch but...cannot ...aniway realli had a memoriable time tre.. after tat walked out wid tiara n amanda thinkin wether wanna go watch movie nt cause i got fellowship n everyone's sleepy,it was postponed 2 next tues(see sis i never 4get hahaha)..so i went hme , lay around n went 4 fellowship liaoz...it's fun !! went down 2 dora's pops chicken rice stall at hawker eat then celebrate h.y b.d ..happy b.d gal !! sent y.y hme afetr tat then tok bout "ghost" thingy hahahaz then i walked hme thinkin wether ill see things also ..diaoz , actually was supposed 2 go down bedok play pool 1, but no mood , so went hme liaoz :) tats all 4 wad happened yesterday..




http://youtube.com/watch?v=bwhNh6oxDBY

ok, juz soma things i did 2day aniway the url 4 the new video is....pls support n rate ..tahnksz


hahaz 2day quite a fun day la..after sch christon went my hse 4 awhile...then we got a little "high" n decided 2 do new video...did it and found it super lame n crappy hahahaz tats my style la crappy n lame lolx after tat hakim called n ask me go bugis do somethin obut his corrupted mp3 so follow him loz...went 2 a rooftop(the 1 i always go n take pics 1) 2 take pics...quite funz la after tat syam called me suddenly ask me wanna go jammin nt?i sorta shocked 4 awhile cause i tot she cant make it 2day,aniway i rushed down 2 simei then went hme change clothes cause they all said they will be late ( ayie n syam) so we met up n three of us went jammin...jammin quite funz la but i still got 2 learn more cause i lousy hahahaz then after jammin follow ayie n syam go eastpoint slack slack awhile then syam chow first while i stayed n follow ayie 2 go buy ear studs...rushed down 2 meet jie they all 4 "class outin" diaoz..less then 5 ppl 4rom our class go sia,guess this outin nt popular wid our class peeps .. :) well,ate alot then crapped alot then after tat went playground play alot of thingy then went hme liaoz...funz day 2day :) :)


juz nw juz had a look at all my digital pictures in my com...last time fellowship pics , my pics...all grown up liaoz,last time i still have this "afro" 1 nw diff liaoz...everything changes la,2day after sch sat mrt wid tiara n manda , after which christon came my hse 2 help me change my guitar strings( thanks bro ) ..after a few hours azhari came then christon had 2 go liaoz,recorded some songs which i sing then azhari play guitar ...hahahaz my voice sounded bad , no talent :p after tat eugene called me out 4 dinner wid zi jie , so we went arcade 2 play some games first , then we go eat...eugene was bloody crappy 2day , doin tat typical singaporean joke ..someday im goin record a talk show wid him...hahahaz natural born joker !!!

2day feelin quite sad la...i did beri beri badly on oral n-level exams , im seriously a loser la ...disspointed in myself :( haiz
these few days feelin out of place,always starin in2 space ( although i last time also got l) haha
dunno y leh?maybe its cause my mind is racin and thinkin lotsa things...things tat make me sad?
2day had 2 bible studies , 1 is wid y.y n dora ...while another 1 is wid cass n zhi hao ...although de en had gone thru romans and healing topics wid me last time..still learnt some things la , so quite happy :)
went 2 kfc after tat eat,after tat play arcade 4 awhile then went hme liaoz ...
feelin so tired,y am i still dreamin the impossible dreams....

Never put a question mark where God has put a period.
-John R.Rice






fun things i did 2day :)

2day had chem so went 4 it since im quite free in the mornin,after tat jie , gene ,syam,cass,hanny,silvia n me went 2 eat lunch at foodcourt then i was sooo hungry tat time so ate 2 bowls of noodles..then after tat silvia n cass come my hse cause they wanna learn guitar,syam cant go cause smt cropped up 4 her,aniway,taught each of them 1 song..lolx silvia fast learner ; nt bad !!

went down 2 fellowship after tat.bout the questions in my head , i popped up..then we all discussed bout it,no church is perfect ...but..i im sure it's the best church tat GOD'S chosen 4 me: )
after fellowship practised a song tat we were suppose 2 perform on church's youth day..after which we decided 2 have dinner at blk 85 ate alot things , satay...fried oyster..ba chor mee..tang yuan...very bloated

went 2 sing choon's hse after tat,joy's b.d is 2 weeks 4rom 2day wad,so i ask her wether i can go her party nt ( last time when i ask her she sya dun wan) then suprisingly this time she say wan hahahaz so happy !! :) then went 2 play wid ai ai , n ning ning ...took lots of cute pics :p i nw then know joy likes tiger, wa fierce seh!

so 2day nth special la,after sch went 2 white sands wid shaun n christon then tok lame crap bout hw 2 help christon get this gal n other stupid things...went 2 mac n slacked round wid silvia,ziyah,nana,cass then went 2 tution liaoz...hmm,tution nt as bad as i expected(i tot i wld juz doze off)i kept awake 4 2 hours plus ..no mean feat leh !!lolx..after tat went hme ,practiced on guitar(learnin hw 2 play dani california's solo) quite hard 4 me cause i noob ..but nber mind still gib it a shot !! k after awhile cass call me go her cell group so go meet her n jia wen , tree n alex at bus stop then went 4 the thingy liaoz...nt bad,as in the ppl are friendly n fun lovin and its nice 2 worship wid them(although i dun agree wid some of their teachings)..but overall nt bad,after tat went 2 bedok meet jie have a quick drink then chiong bus hme liaoz....mind thinkin lots of things nw,i got questions tat need 2 be answered..GOD help me!! tml need go sch 4 chem,better slp early..it's a new day everyday

nw feelin damm angry...juz nw my tution teacher called me on my hp then tok tok 1 min plus my hp minus 7 dollars plus..wth kao , hate it man ..hw i goin 2 survie the week wid pathetic 3 dollars on my hi - card...sianz..all peeps try 2 contact me thru sms k,gotta save $ .. :)
tat shane ah,ask him 2 sms after his tution until nw still haben contact me..say wanna return my guitar latest by june holiday until nw still at his hse...haiz
well aniway 4get it la,ill ask him again tml 2 return my guitar..wanna get it back by this week
aniway tml got 2 hour tution..zzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

been thinkin bout the signs of times these ..then went online 2 search bout topics concernin http://abundantbible.com/Documents/Bible_Prophecy/Signs_of_the_times.htm so suprised 2 find out tat most of the phropecy 4rom the bible came true...brother n sis in christ and friends..have a look at it...quite interestin....


blurrr hahahaz ...


so nw feelin quite tired...2day sch was norm,p.e wasnt so fun cause maybe i didnt play very well 2day..but aniway,after sch went hme wid christon n hanny , hanny came my hse 2 slack awhile then i went out meet syam , cass go jammin ...met up wid azhari at the place then go jammin liaoz...nt bad,quite fun ..syam learn the drums quite well liaoz,maybe juz go a few times more can learn liaoz,after jammin went 2 hab dinner wid syam n cass,they went my hse 4 awhile cause i need 2 lend money 4rom my sis..walked 2 201 tre eat then after tat took some photos then chowz liaoz...after sendin cass 2 the bus stop n syam hme,walked all the way back 2 simei...nw my legs achin so much " ouch!!


dinner at kobayashi :)


2day's a holiday which i spent realli fully...many interestin things happen, at noon i went swimmin wid kim n ron ...had a nice time la doin crappy stuffz , after which we went 2 hab lunch n rony went hme soon after lunch....i decided 2 follow hakim go meet 2 of his gal frenz at plaza singa ..at first i tot they were realli gd frenz which can tok freely 2 each other 1 so i go tre lyk easy 2 mix round la hahaz end up....they acted lyk strangers , then hakim keep askin me 2 break ice...then i was lyk diaoz !! ur frenz , i break ice 4 u hahahaz but its okay la , help brother wad ..so i break ice los,but hakim still anti-social(he got reason's la) so end up i tokin 2 them until we send them off ...never mind bro , next time...okie after tat went 2 simei meet tree,terence,alex,eugene,jie,jia wen they all waitin 4 me cause i say meet them at 3 somethin 1 then end up 5 then come...paiseh sia :P okie after tat went 2 eat dinner wid jia wen ,jie n gene then played arcade awhile then went eugene hse take vcd's 2 watch...gene's mum damm gd sia , lend alot of show 4 me 2 watch hahahaz y tempt me , n-level comin liaoz leh !! hahahahaz






2day was the table tennis match...i lost,but in a way i never realli lost cause ive tried my best ...i dint feel realli sad maybe cause i got support of frenz lyk tiara n manda then de en yang ting elvin n ginahoods so even if i lost,i will feel sad of course but ive learnt things much more then winning a table tennis match(i got consolation prize also so nt bad la haha)..aniway went 2 eat then after tat left tiara n manda cause need 2 go back church support lyN n jas match(which they lost 30-1) ..never mind la,try best liaoz..guo long suggested this big inter church competition thingy at the end of the year..so maybe can ask frenz come support also hahahaz ...chows, wanna slp liaoz ..tml goin swimmin wid hakim n rony which after tat maybe goin eat sushi :) "no matter hw hard we try 2 understand each other's intentions,nobody does it better than GOD" - jaymes zhou








2day quite funz.....went 2 eat porridge buffet at suntec instead of marche cause yang ting choice...sis,richard,de en,elvin,hao,guo long,yang ting walked a long road 2 beach road after tat , play pool(actually wanted 2 sing K 1 but 2 ex so change idea) went 2 da army market buy thingy..then went play pool,my pool sucky hahahaz lost almost every round ...but its okay la , i admit im nt gd so im okay wid losin...:P after tat they all got things 2 do on their on so we splited..i,elvin n de en went 2 pastors hse play n eat..quite funz, did a dumb magic trick which impressed ah wee(hui zhen's cousin) then ask me 2 teach him hahahaz then eat then play wid babies then went hme le...tml got match,im tryin 2 set my mind set 2 TRY 2 WIN,LOSE WID GRACE ..i juz hope i dun cry if i lose 2molo..arghx!! so excited !!!!

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