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oh well , finally managed 2 start up my snail com up 4 awhile ...so i guess life's been study study study....went 2 celebrate ong's b.d thur's night ,played pool , slacked round had funzhabby b.d 2 ong :)

got down wid high fever yester,went 2 study at airport then went 2 tm wid leon n gene
cant slp the whole night ...body shivering altough i shut the window n turned off the fan n covered myself wid blanket...decided nt 2 come sch 2dae cause still havin headache n stomachache altough fever subsided ..stayed at home the whole day tryin 2 eat soemthin n study geog,gene n jie came my hse then nw they gonna celebrate ong's b.d i think..but most prob wont be goin... see 1ist la

yess!!! i found my egg flip at sch...at the bottom corner at my table :) so happieee !!







these few daze long time nber blog...did quite lot of thngs but lazy 2 write all down so im juz gonna write down in points:
.went fellowship on sat,God's will tat cheuk fei went long ,ya played games n guessed it went well.
.sundae went church,din went orchard cause greyton was busy..went tamp shop n bought my egg flip(the one in the leopard spots) sad case i lost it in sch 2dae,feel lyk cryin :( will miss my leo
.monday was tree b.d ,hoped she lyk my present...we love her !!!! happie b.d :) went 2 sake sush eat..ate until full
kk....emergency !!! need 2 offline liaoz ...ciaoz,tagg me ppl :)







thse some pics taken yest n 2dae...yestnight went out wid gene n hao,do crazy things ..slacked round at playground n hanged round at popular(saw james lee signin his mm books)...actaully 2dae goin wid wid grey 1..but mum left early n i no money 2 buy the shirt i wanted.. sorrie bro :P

these various pics is taken 4romdiff sources ...thse few days keep goin 2 gene's hse slack , cause his hse can use com

life in sch's been borin wid nh much 2 do after sch hrs ..yesterday went pasar malam ate lots n lots of things but spend veri little,gene came my hse yest 4 dinner...ate maggi,the maggi tt i ate was suppose 2 be dry maggi but my aunty cook into soup maggi,it taste weird but juz ate it aniway...thse few daze realli so broke , but wid help of frenz lendin me money , blanjah e fod hre n tre .. managed 2 "survive"...thanx 2 hanny 4 the treat 2dae :) ya n gene 4 lendin me money 2 help me go thru the days..

liana b.d on thurs...think she liked the prezzie we bought 4 her,wrote 4 her card last min...hope she lyk my wondeful handwriting !! happie b.d liana 2dae after sch went orchard wid grey , hanny n poky...hakim din go casue he sick , headache i think ?

saw this blazer(the one in the pic above) i lyk veri much ,want 2 buy it so soso much , see if i can scrape enough money 2 buy it within this month nt cause nw got offer...

n ya , cut my hair on wed or tues? dun realli lyk it but syam help me cut the frindge then become nicer ibt la...juz hope after levels can grow the same length b4 i cut ..

tml pop's coffeshop last dae...then after tat pop n mum wil ha more time 4 us liaoz , tm maybe goin out wid grey ...dunnoo ..c first

thanks!!! cute silvia's cousin jing yi for asking me along to dragon boat yesterday!last min eugene wanted to go so asked him along..im sure he had fun!! yupX! got to know mani new friends from silvia's church..they are all very friendly and nice ppl ...got to noe shan yang lao shi...he's realli kind and holy.. he shared alot of things wif me...song en too shared wif me alot about evangelism and ministry... realli learnt alot from him!my day didnt go to watse although i missed my fellowship which i realli feel sorry for.. after the dragon boating went for a bible competition! yupX! again at silvia's church..learnt alot abt the book of kings through the competition...it was fun!and i had a realli fruitful day yesterdae..



today..mornign went to silvia's church because today i had to go out to get present for teresa and liana... is not i dun wanna put church first is that becuase their birthdays are nearing... today's the onli day i can buy presents for them... so since im unable to go to church in the afternoon...i wanted to find a church which is in the morning so I wouldnt miss church...just nice...silvia's church is in the morning 9 am so i went wif zhi hao.. thanks to bro for accompanying me to the church!!!=) found the worship very fun!!!bible study after that was fun too!!after that i had to run down to meet the teresa,silvia and cass..so did not have the chance to say bye to jing yi..sorry!i ended up reaching 1 hour early...and had to wait for teresa who was late..=) eugene join us later...went to orchard and saw this little boy who is so talented in drumming!!!!soooo cuutEE!!!! how i wish i was as talented!! he's onli 7 years old!!!took a free picture at heeren...we were all wearing black! haha!!!then after that went to takashimaya to eat...ate chicken rice!and teresa bought donuts for us!went to bugis after that my arms were still aching from yesterdae's dragonboat..we went shopping and bought this realli nice bag..and shopped around..went to icon and after that play at the fountain hahaha!!! had alot of fun..we tried to run pass the fountain without getting wet but i ended up getiing myself drenched..stood in the middle of the fountain to take pictures... it was fun!me and cass shared a wasabi ice cream that we always wanted to try..cass did not get use to the taste so i ended up eating more..went to meet zhi hao, had dinner wif him and that ends my day!!=)







2dae sch quite borin.....nth much 2 do,but got adicted 2 this game on kenneth psp , so thrillin..then they keep sayin tat i wld destroy the psp cause i press the buttons super violent....b4 sch ended syam help me draw "tatoo" but pity din get 2 complete,but still looks okay la :) thanks sis

after sch , tre was huge downp0ur ..decided 2 chiong the rain 2 whitesands...sooooo funz , i remember last time also like 2 chiong rain after sch wid frenzzz so funnnnnz !!!! exciting, i almost tripped and fall casue bang into christon and lost balance..super crazy,after reachin whitesand was super tired , whole body all drenched,lucky i got bring clothes (actually supposed 2 go gym wid christon 1 , but didnt feel lyk goin cause of the rain,then sumore hakim wid us,din wanna p.s him...sorrie bro,can see u wan 2 go gym beri badly...promise go on monday k?) aniway met tree and silvia,then saw swensens got this ice cream promo then veri temptin,call syam and cass but they busy....1 4 1 promotion,i hakim n christon went libary read mag's then go eat ice cream liaoz...so nice , but i juz burned a hole in my pocket....

tml got dragonboat....so excited :)

its been a long time since i realli wrote wad's inside my mind right nw....

so ya,2dae saw my fren in bad state...he kana bully,i knew it immediately i saw him in the canteen...the blood on his lips and the helpless look on his face,wth is wrong wid these ppl nwadays...dont they have a concience?


I think I let myself get in the way of what God does in my life. I'll draw close to Him after He calls me to do something or read something and I'll get very excited after having a revelation, but the oopps, I mess up by saying something or doing something unChristian and BAM the presence of God I feel has moved further away from me. Resulting in depression. ...

this is the thought of one of this person in a online forum...feel similar in my case..
this sucks casue i dun lyk the feelin when i draw away 4rom GOD ..
i guess i dun know wad's realli happenin around me..feelin lost but
still hopeful ... maybe im overthinkin , but wads this thing tat troubles me/i dunno
but still i believe God will renew people's faith if they are fully willing and desirable of it...

aniway , juz nw went 2 watch little man wid hao .... crap funny show , the little man veri cute :)
2dae wear crocs 2 sch kana caught by mdm zai bon..lolx sway sia :P

Our intellect and feelings can only take us so far. Sometimes it is that leap of faith that is the hardest. Don't give up......

today after school went to take neoprint at century square ..ya..nth to say ler...byes...

these few days...realli realli bad bad luck(although i dun believe in such things) but unlucky things realli happen 2 me ...take friday 4 example, me n frenz on the way meet silvia at mrt go expo foodfare...was stopped by 2 strangers ...the story goes smthin lyk these:

stranger 1 : hey,u wre 1 ?

me.n.frenz:huh?we nevr play...

stanger 1:cause my frenz 1 month ago kana wack at somere and got his valubles taken ...he saw u guys n reconize u all as the ones who wack him...

stranger 2:(shows his scar on his hand)

me.n.frenz:wth ? its nt us , u got the wrong person!!!

so we reasoned wid them 4 bout 45 minutes,LAME CRAP ..we had 2 waste 45 minutes tokin bout a crime we din commit !!!! still got alot of things la , lazy 2 write ...
okies,aniway went wid silvia 2 food expo....wa spent quite alot of $ , but also had fun sampling
after tat went 2 see clothes,then went hme liaoz

tat was an interestin night.....
n ya on tat dae met up wid li ying , wendy n berwin ..wid hao n gene,went 2 foodcourt eat n crap!!!

yesterdae y-f was okay la, its was supposed 2 be study week n i didnt bring my books sooo..went 2 eat wid elvis ,then after tat joined the younger fellowship ppl play games...food tastin game ...lolx funz la zhen en veri cuteee!!!! love him :)
after tat went play pool ....but bubble t drink went hme liaoz >>




yesterday went 2 register 4 n.s ...n i defered , it's lame tat i hab 2 go all the way down 2 redhill juz 2 use their com n register....waste time

after tat went down 2 bugis 2 slack eat play shop wid cass hao tree ....funz , wanna buy a few clothes but hab nt enough money....no money , no clothes :(

juz nw mornin went 2 macritchie , actuallly wanted 2 excercise n enjoy mother nature wan...who knows i elvin,henry n hao ended up takin care over 30 kids ...veri hyper,naughty n hard 2 control hahahahaz cannot stand sia !! my head wan 2 burst liaoz , kids nwdays...rebel rebel rebel nt lyk me !!! lolx ...but the kids r cute la,juz abit uncontrollable !!! :s

okies "holidays" ..... slackin out wid frenz , yupz so yesterday went out wid gene tree n cass go bedok watch monster hse , ate alot alot of food do lots n lots of lame things hahahaz watched funny street performance ex. tre was these man who had a 8 treasure bag , then say u wana wad he can bring it out 4 u ...then i was lolx , cannot stand !!

2day,hmm muz go 4 n.s check-up...ive decided 2 defer cause mum forbid me nt 2 ....the list: pls reprt in PT attire,and have proper HAIR-CUT? wth , my hair got 2 line,somemore frindge so long ......shucks !!! hahahahz but since im goin 2 defer,i guess tat dosent matter right? hope so.....

and ya, the verse readin went well ...i practice wad :P n thanks jia wen 4 the encouragement ...

although got sum mistake,but def better then last time....well tat cutie is zi yan 4rom my church ..one of my babies :)

2dae is n levels chi paper...hmm , nt as hard as i expected ..thank`GOD,after exams juz went white sands slack round eat blah blah ...ya exams period is always veri sianz period 4 me,mind cannot think of funz things 2 do , juz wanna go hme slp ..dun wish lyk goin 2 sch....but,its juz 4 a short while,after exams then im free2do wad i wan :)

aniway,after eatin went silvia hse play basketball,quite funz la..so long never play basketball liaoz , skill lyk shit !! hahahaz n ya silvia's sisters so so so cute !!! i lyk the smallest 1 ...

okies nw goin tamp study liaoz,haiz stresssss





2dae's sunday...yesterday went 2 changi airport study s.s...nt bad learnt quite abit
after tat went eat saw leon so joined eat together,shared food wid him lolx thanks bro !!

after tat went down 2 play pool wid syam n hao , nt bad la syam got potential hahahaz ...played 4 a short while then its time 2 go 4 church anivasary liaoz /

arrived church...shalom presented this veri fun musical which i liked alot...
especially this song..it goes lyk this:

sometimes i wish i could change my life.
sometimes i think bout wat culd hab been
had i been a little more daring,
had i been less caring of wad others think.

well, aftr the church anivasary got buffet ....restraunt style / cheese calms,grilled mutton,peking duck roll , baby abalone,satay,tarts,eclairs,grilled chicken n many many many more ...wow , long time neber eat so much food liaoz :) muacks !!

went 2 silvia chalet after tat , was funz sit down tok know new frenz....decided 2 ton thre cause the bed was sooo comfy ....well , so woke up at 7 plus n nw went hme tompang jie's cab ...nw at hao's hse , later got verse readin ..so nervous :P hahahaz musnt screw up again ..GOD help me !!






friday,no sch....woke up in the morn nth 2 do,tried 2 watch t.v but no mood...lunch no money so my sisters and i both shared 2 plates of rice..miserable state :P
went 2 hao's 2 use com , slack and pass time..went off at 5 somethin cause 2dae's tiffy's b.d n gotta rush hme in time 2 celebrate this cutey's b.d

everyone in my family went 2 sake sushi celebrate,all my ayies and uncles and punky granny also got go..so eat quite alot,was super hungry ...the thingy i ordered wasnt tat delactable , always choose wrong choice of food at restraunts 1 ..prefer hawker fare nw
after dinner play ice and water wid tiffy , gerald and dine n lil sis ..hahahaz so big liaoz still play but stil it was funz , many ppl in my family wear crocs,im mean the real 1 la hahahaz then i extra 1 cheapo "crocs"...cool !!! next time got money wanna buy real 1..maybe someone will juz be nice n gift me a pair hmmm..lolx

went 2 bedok play pool wid hao n jie ...tree n cass n wen joined us later,slacked round 4 while then all split liaoz ..went 2 market eat n hab a drink , after tat went hme liaoz ..feelin quite excited cause 6 more days hab 2 go cmpb,dunno wad isit like...

“I have traveled the world. I have searched high and low. I have found nothing that satisfies my mind, my heart, and the deepest longing of my soul like Jesus does. He is not only the way, the truth and the life; he is personal to me. He is my way, and my truth, and my life – just as he can be for anyone who reaches out to him.” (Ravi Zacharias, The Case for Faith, p. 166)

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