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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
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ramblings of a teenage guy
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
spent this 2 dae's helping dad out and doing charity work ....super tired !!!
sis found job at breworks ...so long neber had drink tre liaoz , so maybe can go tre and support her next time and enjoy at the same time...
i spent the whole last night creating a multiply web 4 fellowship
almost done but still need alot of help wid the tagboard and the calender updates...aniway i hope this blog can bring fellowship closer 2 one another....
cant realli slp this few days so spent lotsa time alone reading up some christian materials .... learn lotsa new hyms and stuff bout GOD / :)
yest i hab 2 do zao dai(usher) , arrived late cause hab 2 help out mum since pops slightly sick..
aniwayz..the speaker 2dae inspired me,i was sittin at the back of the ava stand thinking boutt he things the speaker injected in my heartits nt some kinda speech tat gets u cryin n stuff lyk tat...but dunno y,wad the speaker expresses bout GOD touches my heart
this speaker had fallen down b4...he left his church n gave up his job as a preacher n got another job,he ran away 4rom problems he faced ..but came back 1 year later realisin tat runnin away isnt the way 2 slovin problems...i respect him in such a fact tat he admits 2 his mistakes n he's strong enough 2 stand up again,i know tat its the work of GOD in him!!
he said this"Real security is onli possible when men find wad is worth trusting"...In this world of uncertainty,wad do we realli need?........
went 2 sake 2 celebrate gerald n dine b.d ,had funz la...did crazy stuff until ppl at the airport was starin at me wonderin wad the hell is this guy doin pushin 3 kiddos on a trolley laughin like maddies around the terminal ?/ hahahaz
psalms 37:24
sat fellowship was outing,so ya we went 2 pasir ris park 2 play n had sharing...
we toked bout the topic-comparingits true , i feel tat sometimes we compare wid each other,too much...tts nt gonna make u happie , in the end ull feel the sense of emptiness..wads the use? it all adds up 2 nth..
well after sharin we sorta played round at the beach,takin photos hre n tre..rode on jacob's electric powered bike!! so super funz!! next time i wanna own 1 2 :P
seb bought a new frenz along,his frenz called oswald..cool name huh? dude's 4rom msia , cool guy n easy 2 get along
learn lotsa things bout msia n the life tre..its nt easy 2 travel back n forth everydae 2 singapore 2 work ya know?well , i dun hab ani frenz 4rom msia .. so tat makes him the first !! lolx
actually wanted 2 show him round singapore tat night 1,maybe go clarke quay or geylang..but ya,seb gotta work early in the morn ..so cancelld
nvm,next time maybe >>>
tat ended the dae...
Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations, or the dictates of our passions, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence.-- John Quincy Adams
2dae woke up late ... received call 4rom c.f sayin he needs back the card reader 4rom me,so met him at munch hse...y.y came 2 get the present 4rom me , after tat went hme...chuek fei n i went 2 e.p shopped round 4 zizi present , then we both pooled in money 2 buy a present 4 her...after tat parted ways wid c.f n went hme 2 ask my s.sis help me wrap while i went gene's hse use com , at round 1245 met up wid silvia n haiziyah went 2 raffles n vivocity walked round and eat,wow vivo's truly big!! ..actually want 2 call on greyton 1 but cant seem 2 find him tre :( well , hope y.y n haizyah like the prez's ...maybe meetin up wid hao later ,aiyo dunno la c first...
watched rockstar supernova finale on u-tube,loved the show ...felt lukas rossi cant realli sing ,although he did well on the song fix u by coldplay,well dilana was truly the one who sld win ....but who cares , she can do well on her own :)
currently addicted 2 the song : "just what i needed" by The Cars
2dae is y.y
2dae is zizi b.d...so went 2 orchard celebrate wid her,went 2 shop round heeren then went 2 far east 2 eat this japanese restraunt called ramen ten...lolx,the food was nice but guessed the ramen was 2 spicy 4 haizyah .. after eatin shoped round far east then went 2 white sands n shopped round wid poky ...then after tat went hme liaoz :)
happie b.d haizyah !!!!
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whoo !! back 4rom msia,genting was okay okay la...ya,the best thing thre was the air,totally fresh without the haze
on sat b4 trip 2 genting....went 2 pastors hse 2 watch the pianist ...there was no subtitles so i ended up being the narrator 4 fellowship ppl since ive watched the movie 3 times liaoz,after tat eat n went 2 play pool wid elvin after tat prepared 2 go genting liaoz...
after a long ride of 8 hours wid breaks hre n tre our coach reached genting in the morn wid an accident along the way ...the driver turned 2 a wrong lane of the carpark n crashed into a pillar,luckily no one was hurt ..or the trip wld be ruined.
received the news tat we wld nt be able 2 check in until 1 in the afternoon cause of sum reasons...immediately i felt sianz liaoz cause we were all lookin foward 2 havin a gd slp then this !! shopped round then went back 2 the hotel lobby 2 wait 4 the key..finally got the key,went up..the room was still nt cleaned up,so slept at the corridor n waited 4 room serivce....in short ,the first day sucked,the onli gd thing is tat i bought a spongebob toy at a discount :) n ya...the hotel had no bathtub :(
the second dae was way better , went 2 themepark n played all the diff rides...the bad thing travellin wid family is tat most of my family members cant take those extreme rides so i ended up takin those slow rides or taking the extreme rides alone..the rides i took 4 the whole day at the outside themepark was: train ride,water peddle,free fall ride,tee cup,superman ride(i sat this ride 4 times) the q was su[per long n the average waitin hours 4 1 ride is 2 hours :s scary!!'
went 2 play the indoor themepark later in the dae...watched the 4d movie,bumper car,rollercoaster,tram trail,boat ride...played thru the whole dae wid my cousins n sis , shopped round n bought this padini shirt at 50% ..then at night sat the ferris 4 20 min (guessed the person lost track of time) then went 2 buy coffebean n ended the dae....
after a super long ride ,went back yest wid lotsa food n feelin super sleep.....guess gentin is a place wre u cant stay 4 too long or ull be bored 2 death !!!
im at hme right nw feelin soo sooo bored
hmmm so long nber blog liaoz,the days go quite slowly,did quite alot of things these few days...+
1.went backpackin around singapore/me silvia n cass met up in the afternoon 4get which day,our first stop was LITTLE INDAIA !!! deepavali wad,so little india more busy n more ppl...we went 2 eat this famous indian vegetarian fast food restraunt,called komala or smthin like tat ...well the food is erm quite nice n unique :P i drank this weird "tea" n tried out indaian desserts aso! went down 2 shop at the bazzare which got alot of intrestin stuff nber i hab seen , saw ppl making clays and artistic stuff...went down 2 mustafa next,rackey around then decided 2 walk 2 bugis..stopped on the way 4 soya bean then after tat went 2 this rochor flea market...see ppl sell all types of funny funny stuff,got this 2 stallholder fightin then alert the police n made a big scene...i think over some trival matters la..lolx aniway walked the malay pasar malam then went 2 this veri nicely decorated office buildin eat ice kachang :) walked 2 bras pasar complex see drumset then walked round art friend... after tat walked all the way down suntec city,then after tat met treesa 4 dinner then i and silvia went hme together cause i need 2 take pro link cd 4rom cass hse ..cass mum cldnt find it , so ya ..went hme n ended my dae !!
2.went job huntin wid poky me n silvia , met poky early in the mornin at munch hse look at newspaper 4 job ..silvia came my hse a bit later then we alll set off 4 interview...we first went 2 raffles 2 interview 4 this telemarketin job..clnt start work immd cause silvia still underage,so wait 4 her then work 2gether..see!! i so gd :P
okay hres the crappy part,poky n i tried went 4 this modelin agency interview , then the place is like so creepy....we went into the studio,then the uncle aso veri scary ..the place is filled wid toys ,dim lights, barbie dolls n vid camera's all around , n this ol small tv playin commercials which are all in the 90s 1...then the uncle suddenly say u need 500 dollars 2 take dunno wad pictorial then he took out 1 toy piggy bank n wave in front of me n poky telin us 2 give by installment..we were freaked out!!!the first thing on my mind is 2 vanish 4rom tat place..whoo!! thinkin off this still gives me the shudder...but its fun la hahahaz after tat went 2 eat at the hawker centre tre then then poky n silvia went hme,i went 2 help out at munch hse then dad suddenly ask me wanna go sim lim see computer then i went los..pops brought me 2 this 2nd hand computer shop n ask me 2 buy 4rom tre n i was lyk...diaoz , the latest pc they have is pentium 3 n the uncle dsnt even know wad is dual core..so went 2 sim lim,then ended up buyin a compaq com at challenger easpoint,whoo !! finally a new com :)
3.went y.y cousin hse play pool wid gene in the mornin ..after tat went 2 eastpoint 2 shop a prez 4 silvia (her b.d) then after tat go kfc tok tok wid y.y n her cousin awhile then went hme rest...
met up wid haziyah,liana,cass,tree,silvia ...somethin cropped up 4 gene n he had 2 go halfway,while syam cldnt make it...we went n shopped round paya labar....the malay village pasar malam was soooo big ..filled the whole payar labar , lolx ...sellin alot of things 4 hari raya n food , we at dinner at 6.53 after hearin the radio tat can break fast liaoz ..we eat immmediately cause we bought the food earlier liaoz n juz waitin 4 the announcement..after tat walked walked n walked round the whole place then went hme liaoz :)
3.on the way back 4rom helpin out at the stall,saw aye susan bringin gerald n dine go cut hair...i nth 2 do so decided 2 go cut aso ,ended up wid an "egg flip" hair super ugly..haiz , hab 2 wear cap go out 4 1 whole month liaoz ...went 2 aye hse n aye gave me a pair of adidas shoe uncle bought 4rom bangkok ..coool:)
2dae acc lene go bedok 4 her job interview at bedok,went 2 eat n tried 2 find christon at giant but clndt find him...slacked round then went hme le! went 2 bedok eat wid char wei , sis ,pops n mum...mum super unresonable 2dae,blamed me 4 throwin away the goreng pisang sis cooked when she's the one who asked me 2 throw away but 4got she said tat ..haiz , no choice but apologise cause dun like 2 fight...but feelin super bitter :s
pops drove me 2 dora's hse 2 take back my cam cause tml need !!
tml goin genting at night..hmmz hope its gonna be funz !!! farewell ppl :) dun miss me !! lolx
durin this holidaze ,it's a good chance 2 learn more bout GOD
ya...since i still haben found a job , n i basically have nth 2 do in my free time'
i can finish readin some christian books tat i hab no time 2 read durin the n levels
mum brought this book about hw 2 improve ur communication skills
out of curiousity i picked it up n browsed thru it last nite , nt bad..i sum skills n tatics bout hw 2 go about an interview..blah blah blah
well,actually i nt n a realli gd mood 2 blog right nw
but i got across this article on the web(abundantbible.com) which i found rather interestin
ya so jz tot ill juz post it up....so goes...
WHO WILL LOVE JESUS MORE?
Jesus tells us, there was A CERTAIN CREDITOR WHICH HAD TWO DEBTORS: THE ONE OWED FIVE HUNDRED PENCE, AND THE OTHER FIFTY. AND WHEN THEY HAD NOTHING TO PAY, HE FRANKLY FORGAVE THEM BOTH. TELL ME THEREFORE, WHICH OF THEM WILL LOVE HIM MOST? SIMON ANSWERED AND SAID, I SUPPOSE THAT HE, TO WHOM HE FORGAVE MOST. AND HE SAID UNTO HIM, THOU HAST RIGHTLY JUDGED. AND HE TURNED TO THE WOMAN, AND SAID UNTO SIMON, SEEST THOU THIS WOMAN? I ENTERED INTO THINE HOUSE, THOU GAVEST ME NO WATER FOR MY FEET: BUT SHE HATH WASHED MY FEET WITH TEARS, AND WIPED THEM WITH THE HAIRS OF HER HEAD. THOU GAVEST ME NO KISS: BUT THIS WOMAN SINCE THE TIME I CAME IN HATH NOT CEASED TO KISS MY FEET. MY HEAD WITH OIL THOU DIDST NOT ANOINT: BUT THIS WOMAN HATH ANOINTED MY FEET WITH OINTMENT. WHEREFORE I SAY UNTO THEE, HER SINS, WHICH ARE MANY, ARE FORGIVEN; FOR SHE LOVED MUCH: BUT TO WHOM LITTLE IS FORGIVEN, THE SAME LOVETH LITTLE. AND HE SAID UNTO HER, THY SINS ARE FORGIVEN. AND THEY THAT SAT AT MEAT WITH HIM BEGAN TO SAY WITHIN THEMSELVES, WHO IS THIS THAT FORGIVETH SINS ALSO? AND HE SAID TO THE WOMAN, THY FAITH HATH SAVED THEE; GO IN PEACE-Lk 7:41-50.
God tells us: love one another, love your brother, love thy neighbor, and love your enemies. God also tells us that faith works (or operates) by love.
always ask this question...one of my fren aways tells me when i am in doubt of sumthin
WWJD :)
whooo ! the holidaze's r hre n im enjoyin every bit of it...but ...the bad thin is i still haven plan realli wad 2 do durin the holi n still dunno wether there s job nt..yest after sch went 2 dye hair , dye hair bleach hair..then went down meet silvia tree n cass they all sae no diff..haiz / but aniways erm went down 2 tree's ah gong hse 4 buffet celebration ..ate alot of food then watch tele...slacked till 10 sumthin sat down hme in lorry..nt bad quite funz!!!
2dae went down kennth's hse dye hair again...nw become little more obvious ..eugene called n told me he dye his hair back black liaoz...when i saw him,i saw a golden monkey ... n pok swee became so sad cause he "lose" his title of golden monkey 2 eugene:P lolx hahahahahaz
went 2 silvia's hse slack n play wid her little sis saphire ..sooooo cuteee !!
juz looked back n saw tat ive written 400 plus post..tat means ive been bloggin more than 2 years liaoz , hmmz exams 2dae geog is easy...im juz glad geog's over cause tats the only sub ill be dependin on 2 pass n level includin eng n chi,things change alot in the family...tryin 2 get accustomed 2 it. aLL tats in my head nw is cambodia n ...
5 more days of gruelin exams ...
cant wait 4 the holidaze :)
suddenly juz feel lyk writin down things i feel bout...be it BOUT life,studies,exams, or GOD
the n's exams r juz a 1 day away,ive been tryin my best 2 study as hard as i can..it may seem late but...wad will be will be..dunno the outcome but the outcome dosnt seem veri promising..guess its all my fault 4 slackin away my studyin years!!juz wan the holidaze 2come so i can goooooooooooo out n play....the stress is makin me feel**#$#@!#$@
hmmm...may be goin cambodia end of the year,tats somewre ill die 2 go :) n look foward 2..but still long time so juz put it aside first,got a major exam 2 face
well my spiritual life is more or less considered "stagnent" ... i've nt been really spending time wid God , or maybe i juz dun even know hw 2....i dun do wad im "supposed" 2 be doin,i feel as though GOD'S hidden 4rom my life ...i guess im juz lyk job 4rom the bible(job also felt the weight of God's absence) frankly speakin,i dun even know y im feelin this....but after readin this book which says:it requires faith 2 believe tat,and faith 2 trust tat we are never abandoned , no matter hw distant God seems...i guess ive been 2 busy playin round or maybe juz gettin stressed up 4 the exams 2 juz leave time 4 GOD...whenever i wanna do somethin wrong , do i even think bout hw GOD feels?do i love GOD?if i realli searched my consience ...the answer 2 those ques above wld had been a NO!!but still,ive neber given up hope...if my faith's been put 2 the test ,then i shall pass it...i still believe GOD can change me..ya,still believewont let up back up n give up!!
2 all my bro's n sis takin the n's dun give up study hard !!
God is like a person who clears his throat while hiding and so gives himself away.--Meister Eckhardt
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
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Tuesday, October 31, 2006 ( 9:50 PM )
spent this 2 dae's helping dad out and doing charity work ....super tired !!!
sis found job at breworks ...so long neber had drink tre liaoz , so maybe can go tre and support her next time and enjoy at the same time...
i spent the whole last night creating a multiply web 4 fellowship
almost done but still need alot of help wid the tagboard and the calender updates...aniway i hope this blog can bring fellowship closer 2 one another....
cant realli slp this few days so spent lotsa time alone reading up some christian materials .... learn lotsa new hyms and stuff bout GOD / :)
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Monday, October 30, 2006 ( 5:48 PM )
yest i hab 2 do zao dai(usher) , arrived late cause hab 2 help out mum since pops slightly sick..
aniwayz..the speaker 2dae inspired me,i was sittin at the back of the ava stand thinking boutt he things the speaker injected in my heartits nt some kinda speech tat gets u cryin n stuff lyk tat...but dunno y,wad the speaker expresses bout GOD touches my heart
this speaker had fallen down b4...he left his church n gave up his job as a preacher n got another job,he ran away 4rom problems he faced ..but came back 1 year later realisin tat runnin away isnt the way 2 slovin problems...i respect him in such a fact tat he admits 2 his mistakes n he's strong enough 2 stand up again,i know tat its the work of GOD in him!!
he said this"Real security is onli possible when men find wad is worth trusting"...In this world of uncertainty,wad do we realli need?........
went 2 sake 2 celebrate gerald n dine b.d ,had funz la...did crazy stuff until ppl at the airport was starin at me wonderin wad the hell is this guy doin pushin 3 kiddos on a trolley laughin like maddies around the terminal ?/ hahahaz
psalms 37:24
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sat fellowship was outing,so ya we went 2 pasir ris park 2 play n had sharing...
we toked bout the topic-comparingits true , i feel tat sometimes we compare wid each other,too much...tts nt gonna make u happie , in the end ull feel the sense of emptiness..wads the use? it all adds up 2 nth..
well after sharin we sorta played round at the beach,takin photos hre n tre..rode on jacob's electric powered bike!! so super funz!! next time i wanna own 1 2 :P
seb bought a new frenz along,his frenz called oswald..cool name huh? dude's 4rom msia , cool guy n easy 2 get along
learn lotsa things bout msia n the life tre..its nt easy 2 travel back n forth everydae 2 singapore 2 work ya know?well , i dun hab ani frenz 4rom msia .. so tat makes him the first !! lolx
actually wanted 2 show him round singapore tat night 1,maybe go clarke quay or geylang..but ya,seb gotta work early in the morn ..so cancelld
nvm,next time maybe >>>
tat ended the dae...
Facts are stubborn things; and whatever may be our wishes, our inclinations, or the dictates of our passions, they cannot alter the state of facts and evidence.-- John Quincy Adams
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Friday, October 27, 2006 ( 5:15 PM )
2dae woke up late ... received call 4rom c.f sayin he needs back the card reader 4rom me,so met him at munch hse...y.y came 2 get the present 4rom me , after tat went hme...chuek fei n i went 2 e.p shopped round 4 zizi present , then we both pooled in money 2 buy a present 4 her...after tat parted ways wid c.f n went hme 2 ask my s.sis help me wrap while i went gene's hse use com , at round 1245 met up wid silvia n haiziyah went 2 raffles n vivocity walked round and eat,wow vivo's truly big!! ..actually want 2 call on greyton 1 but cant seem 2 find him tre :( well , hope y.y n haizyah like the prez's ...maybe meetin up wid hao later ,aiyo dunno la c first...
watched rockstar supernova finale on u-tube,loved the show ...felt lukas rossi cant realli sing ,although he did well on the song fix u by coldplay,well dilana was truly the one who sld win ....but who cares , she can do well on her own :)
currently addicted 2 the song : "just what i needed" by The Cars
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Thursday, October 26, 2006 ( 7:28 PM )
2dae is y.y
b.d s o went 2 celebrate wid her...woke up in the morn then went munch hse meet y.y...went 2 play pool 4 an hour or so then went munch hse eat western food...nt bad, quite tasty :) after tat went hme then met hao later in the dae,went 2 t.m meet up wid poky then watch movie(sinking of japan) ....hmm cool movie !! quite bit borin though ..but i give credit 2 the stunning effects !!!
after the movie ,went 2 mac meet up wid dora n verlyn n jas ..ya tok tok awhile then went hme liaoz ...
happy b.d 2 y.y , grow in christ ..FBWS !!
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Wednesday, October 25, 2006 ( 6:56 PM )
2dae is zizi b.d...so went 2 orchard celebrate wid her,went 2 shop round heeren then went 2 far east 2 eat this japanese restraunt called ramen ten...lolx,the food was nice but guessed the ramen was 2 spicy 4 haizyah .. after eatin shoped round far east then went 2 white sands n shopped round wid poky ...then after tat went hme liaoz :)
happie b.d haizyah !!!!
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whoo !! back 4rom msia,genting was okay okay la...ya,the best thing thre was the air,totally fresh without the haze
on sat b4 trip 2 genting....went 2 pastors hse 2 watch the pianist ...there was no subtitles so i ended up being the narrator 4 fellowship ppl since ive watched the movie 3 times liaoz,after tat eat n went 2 play pool wid elvin after tat prepared 2 go genting liaoz...
after a long ride of 8 hours wid breaks hre n tre our coach reached genting in the morn wid an accident along the way ...the driver turned 2 a wrong lane of the carpark n crashed into a pillar,luckily no one was hurt ..or the trip wld be ruined.
received the news tat we wld nt be able 2 check in until 1 in the afternoon cause of sum reasons...immediately i felt sianz liaoz cause we were all lookin foward 2 havin a gd slp then this !! shopped round then went back 2 the hotel lobby 2 wait 4 the key..finally got the key,went up..the room was still nt cleaned up,so slept at the corridor n waited 4 room serivce....in short ,the first day sucked,the onli gd thing is tat i bought a spongebob toy at a discount :) n ya...the hotel had no bathtub :(
the second dae was way better , went 2 themepark n played all the diff rides...the bad thing travellin wid family is tat most of my family members cant take those extreme rides so i ended up takin those slow rides or taking the extreme rides alone..the rides i took 4 the whole day at the outside themepark was: train ride,water peddle,free fall ride,tee cup,superman ride(i sat this ride 4 times) the q was su[per long n the average waitin hours 4 1 ride is 2 hours :s scary!!'
went 2 play the indoor themepark later in the dae...watched the 4d movie,bumper car,rollercoaster,tram trail,boat ride...played thru the whole dae wid my cousins n sis , shopped round n bought this padini shirt at 50% ..then at night sat the ferris 4 20 min (guessed the person lost track of time) then went 2 buy coffebean n ended the dae....
after a super long ride ,went back yest wid lotsa food n feelin super sleep.....guess gentin is a place wre u cant stay 4 too long or ull be bored 2 death !!!
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Saturday, October 21, 2006 ( 1:20 AM )
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im at hme right nw feelin soo sooo bored
hmmm so long nber blog liaoz,the days go quite slowly,did quite alot of things these few days...+
1.went backpackin around singapore/me silvia n cass met up in the afternoon 4get which day,our first stop was LITTLE INDAIA !!! deepavali wad,so little india more busy n more ppl...we went 2 eat this famous indian vegetarian fast food restraunt,called komala or smthin like tat ...well the food is erm quite nice n unique :P i drank this weird "tea" n tried out indaian desserts aso! went down 2 shop at the bazzare which got alot of intrestin stuff nber i hab seen , saw ppl making clays and artistic stuff...went down 2 mustafa next,rackey around then decided 2 walk 2 bugis..stopped on the way 4 soya bean then after tat went 2 this rochor flea market...see ppl sell all types of funny funny stuff,got this 2 stallholder fightin then alert the police n made a big scene...i think over some trival matters la..lolx aniway walked the malay pasar malam then went 2 this veri nicely decorated office buildin eat ice kachang :) walked 2 bras pasar complex see drumset then walked round art friend... after tat walked all the way down suntec city,then after tat met treesa 4 dinner then i and silvia went hme together cause i need 2 take pro link cd 4rom cass hse ..cass mum cldnt find it , so ya ..went hme n ended my dae !!
2.went job huntin wid poky me n silvia , met poky early in the mornin at munch hse look at newspaper 4 job ..silvia came my hse a bit later then we alll set off 4 interview...we first went 2 raffles 2 interview 4 this telemarketin job..clnt start work immd cause silvia still underage,so wait 4 her then work 2gether..see!! i so gd :P
okay hres the crappy part,poky n i tried went 4 this modelin agency interview , then the place is like so creepy....we went into the studio,then the uncle aso veri scary ..the place is filled wid toys ,dim lights, barbie dolls n vid camera's all around , n this ol small tv playin commercials which are all in the 90s 1...then the uncle suddenly say u need 500 dollars 2 take dunno wad pictorial then he took out 1 toy piggy bank n wave in front of me n poky telin us 2 give by installment..we were freaked out!!!the first thing on my mind is 2 vanish 4rom tat place..whoo!! thinkin off this still gives me the shudder...but its fun la hahahaz after tat went 2 eat at the hawker centre tre then then poky n silvia went hme,i went 2 help out at munch hse then dad suddenly ask me wanna go sim lim see computer then i went los..pops brought me 2 this 2nd hand computer shop n ask me 2 buy 4rom tre n i was lyk...diaoz , the latest pc they have is pentium 3 n the uncle dsnt even know wad is dual core..so went 2 sim lim,then ended up buyin a compaq com at challenger easpoint,whoo !! finally a new com :)
3.went y.y cousin hse play pool wid gene in the mornin ..after tat went 2 eastpoint 2 shop a prez 4 silvia (her b.d) then after tat go kfc tok tok wid y.y n her cousin awhile then went hme rest...
met up wid haziyah,liana,cass,tree,silvia ...somethin cropped up 4 gene n he had 2 go halfway,while syam cldnt make it...we went n shopped round paya labar....the malay village pasar malam was soooo big ..filled the whole payar labar , lolx ...sellin alot of things 4 hari raya n food , we at dinner at 6.53 after hearin the radio tat can break fast liaoz ..we eat immmediately cause we bought the food earlier liaoz n juz waitin 4 the announcement..after tat walked walked n walked round the whole place then went hme liaoz :)
3.on the way back 4rom helpin out at the stall,saw aye susan bringin gerald n dine go cut hair...i nth 2 do so decided 2 go cut aso ,ended up wid an "egg flip" hair super ugly..haiz , hab 2 wear cap go out 4 1 whole month liaoz ...went 2 aye hse n aye gave me a pair of adidas shoe uncle bought 4rom bangkok ..coool:)
2dae acc lene go bedok 4 her job interview at bedok,went 2 eat n tried 2 find christon at giant but clndt find him...slacked round then went hme le! went 2 bedok eat wid char wei , sis ,pops n mum...mum super unresonable 2dae,blamed me 4 throwin away the goreng pisang sis cooked when she's the one who asked me 2 throw away but 4got she said tat ..haiz , no choice but apologise cause dun like 2 fight...but feelin super bitter :s
pops drove me 2 dora's hse 2 take back my cam cause tml need !!
tml goin genting at night..hmmz hope its gonna be funz !!! farewell ppl :) dun miss me !! lolx
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Saturday, October 14, 2006 ( 10:55 PM )
durin this holidaze ,it's a good chance 2 learn more bout GOD
ya...since i still haben found a job , n i basically have nth 2 do in my free time'
i can finish readin some christian books tat i hab no time 2 read durin the n levels
mum brought this book about hw 2 improve ur communication skills
out of curiousity i picked it up n browsed thru it last nite , nt bad..i sum skills n tatics bout hw 2 go about an interview..blah blah blah
well,actually i nt n a realli gd mood 2 blog right nw
but i got across this article on the web(abundantbible.com) which i found rather interestin
ya so jz tot ill juz post it up....so goes...
WHO WILL LOVE JESUS MORE?
Jesus tells us, there was A CERTAIN CREDITOR WHICH HAD TWO DEBTORS: THE ONE OWED FIVE HUNDRED PENCE, AND THE OTHER FIFTY. AND WHEN THEY HAD NOTHING TO PAY, HE FRANKLY FORGAVE THEM BOTH. TELL ME THEREFORE, WHICH OF THEM WILL LOVE HIM MOST? SIMON ANSWERED AND SAID, I SUPPOSE THAT HE, TO WHOM HE FORGAVE MOST. AND HE SAID UNTO HIM, THOU HAST RIGHTLY JUDGED. AND HE TURNED TO THE WOMAN, AND SAID UNTO SIMON, SEEST THOU THIS WOMAN? I ENTERED INTO THINE HOUSE, THOU GAVEST ME NO WATER FOR MY FEET: BUT SHE HATH WASHED MY FEET WITH TEARS, AND WIPED THEM WITH THE HAIRS OF HER HEAD. THOU GAVEST ME NO KISS: BUT THIS WOMAN SINCE THE TIME I CAME IN HATH NOT CEASED TO KISS MY FEET. MY HEAD WITH OIL THOU DIDST NOT ANOINT: BUT THIS WOMAN HATH ANOINTED MY FEET WITH OINTMENT. WHEREFORE I SAY UNTO THEE, HER SINS, WHICH ARE MANY, ARE FORGIVEN; FOR SHE LOVED MUCH: BUT TO WHOM LITTLE IS FORGIVEN, THE SAME LOVETH LITTLE. AND HE SAID UNTO HER, THY SINS ARE FORGIVEN. AND THEY THAT SAT AT MEAT WITH HIM BEGAN TO SAY WITHIN THEMSELVES, WHO IS THIS THAT FORGIVETH SINS ALSO? AND HE SAID TO THE WOMAN, THY FAITH HATH SAVED THEE; GO IN PEACE-Lk 7:41-50.
God tells us: love one another, love your brother, love thy neighbor, and love your enemies. God also tells us that faith works (or operates) by love.
always ask this question...one of my fren aways tells me when i am in doubt of sumthin
WWJD :)
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Wednesday, October 11, 2006 ( 3:50 PM )
whooo ! the holidaze's r hre n im enjoyin every bit of it...but ...the bad thin is i still haven plan realli wad 2 do durin the holi n still dunno wether there s job nt..yest after sch went 2 dye hair , dye hair bleach hair..then went down meet silvia tree n cass they all sae no diff..haiz / but aniways erm went down 2 tree's ah gong hse 4 buffet celebration ..ate alot of food then watch tele...slacked till 10 sumthin sat down hme in lorry..nt bad quite funz!!!
2dae went down kennth's hse dye hair again...nw become little more obvious ..eugene called n told me he dye his hair back black liaoz...when i saw him,i saw a golden monkey ... n pok swee became so sad cause he "lose" his title of golden monkey 2 eugene:P lolx hahahahahaz
went 2 silvia's hse slack n play wid her little sis saphire ..sooooo cuteee !!
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Sunday, October 08, 2006 ( 8:00 PM )
whoo,so long nber blog liaoz..tried 2 blog but cant cause of the corked up com have at hme lolx :0 but aniway ya on friday went eastpoint wid hao n gene , hao went n pei me cause i help mum out at munch hse,then after tat went 2 slack around at eastpoint...then after tat on the way hme...saw some kids playin wid lanterns n firesticks,memories flashed back..suddenly remembered hme still got one box of firesticks left in storeroom for 2 years pus liaoz...so asked eugene wanna pei me play nt(relive childhood memories) then went down y.y hse ask her join us so we all played for awhile then went hme liaoz...
sat:its the mid autum festival ...in the mornin went 2 beach road shop wid rony n hakim shop ...bought this blazer i liked ...ya so guess no need 2 buy the one 4rom orchard liaoz,save 20 plus hahaz :) after tat went hme n then went church..this year mid autum festival celebration nt veri fun ...but ya , its stil okay la ...played a few firesticks on way hme , ya tat ended the dae
sun:2dae woke up late,watched cartoons at hme then after bout one lyk tat...then sat bus down central collect my jeans then went church liaoz ...after church played table tennis awhile then went tm see hp wid hao , ate dinner then come hao hse blog
poa is a gone-case.......i 4got everythin,life's a mess during exams :(
haiz...
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Tuesday, October 03, 2006 ( 5:15 PM )
juz looked back n saw tat ive written 400 plus post..tat means ive been bloggin more than 2 years liaoz , hmmz exams 2dae geog is easy...im juz glad geog's over cause tats the only sub ill be dependin on 2 pass n level includin eng n chi,things change alot in the family...tryin 2 get accustomed 2 it. aLL tats in my head nw is cambodia n ...
5 more days of gruelin exams ...
cant wait 4 the holidaze :)
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Sunday, October 01, 2006 ( 12:58 AM )
suddenly juz feel lyk writin down things i feel bout...be it BOUT life,studies,exams, or GOD
the n's exams r juz a 1 day away,ive been tryin my best 2 study as hard as i can..it may seem late but...wad will be will be..dunno the outcome but the outcome dosnt seem veri promising..guess its all my fault 4 slackin away my studyin years!!juz wan the holidaze 2come so i can goooooooooooo out n play....the stress is makin me feel**#$#@!#$@
hmmm...may be goin cambodia end of the year,tats somewre ill die 2 go :) n look foward 2..but still long time so juz put it aside first,got a major exam 2 face
well my spiritual life is more or less considered "stagnent" ... i've nt been really spending time wid God , or maybe i juz dun even know hw 2....i dun do wad im "supposed" 2 be doin,i feel as though GOD'S hidden 4rom my life ...i guess im juz lyk job 4rom the bible(job also felt the weight of God's absence) frankly speakin,i dun even know y im feelin this....but after readin this book which says:it requires faith 2 believe tat,and faith 2 trust tat we are never abandoned , no matter hw distant God seems...i guess ive been 2 busy playin round or maybe juz gettin stressed up 4 the exams 2 juz leave time 4 GOD...whenever i wanna do somethin wrong , do i even think bout hw GOD feels?do i love GOD?if i realli searched my consience ...the answer 2 those ques above wld had been a NO!!but still,ive neber given up hope...if my faith's been put 2 the test ,then i shall pass it...i still believe GOD can change me..ya,still believewont let up back up n give up!!
2 all my bro's n sis takin the n's dun give up study hard !!
God is like a person who clears his throat while hiding and so gives himself away.--Meister Eckhardt
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
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i think they call it freedom of speech