J.A.M.E.S

J a M e S

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.

{/happie b.d 2 me :) --

Monday, February 26, 2007 ( 11:19 PM )

passed 2dae quite simply,i simply wasted the papers i took 2dae,o well....,went 2 cut hair wid cf gene and elvin then eat dinner wid gene and elvin at sakura restraunt ..after tt went play bb, then jogged around ...and ya,wanna thanks 2 everyone 4 the msg's and blessings :)

hmmz ill set a few goals :
1.Get closer 2 God
2.get fitter
3.be selfless and understand humility
4.stop scolding vulgarites
5.get involved in community work , or maybe go on a mission trip after my o's

oh well,wanna go rest liaoz..tml still got exams,stressss...

{/some of the pics .. --

( 11:15 PM )

{/18th bd --

Sunday, February 25, 2007 ( 10:49 PM )

in bout 1 more hrs its gonna be my b.d
and i onli hab 1 wish ...its tt i can be closer 2 GOD
cause life seriously sucks without GOD
ive been backslidin , and had nber been happie since..
i may hab lost my first love 4 GOD , and grown cold..
its lyk this burden on me,but i dunno wad isit
i read "rachel tears"(a book given 2 me by hao) and i cried after readin it
i found out tt wad she felt is wad im feelin nw..
a christian walk is nber easy , but its a walk i wld onli choose

i spoke 2 kel after my bd and i told him my prob , and wad he said kept me ponderin 4 a long tyme..hahaz interestin , i realli wanna thank GOD 4 all my frenz i hab especially those tt stood by me..went thru all sortsa things 2gether ,be it childish ,stupid or things tt we wld regret but learn a lesson out of it, tre's juz so many things weve done together ..

and yeah , im grateful 2 all my frenz tt came 2 my bd and thanks 4 all the msg's and blessings 4 those who din make it , realli sorrie cause i think the whole thing kinda screwed up and i din realli get 2 talk much wid my frenz..and ya i realli lyk all the presents and cards , but may i ask who gave me a t-shirt wid a condom attached 2 it??? :P and ya , thanks 2 my lovely family 4 helpin me out..im sorrie i din get 2 tok much :P

well blogger's got sum prob and pics cannot be uploaded so i guess ill juz hab 2 update sum other tyme.. http://youtube.com/watch?v=3MgXpeSaoOM&mode=related&search=

may GOD's will be done ..and i may follow him

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Thursday, February 22, 2007 ( 10:16 PM )

i think ive lost my voice eatin all tt fried stuffz
haha
2dae went watch movie wid rony and christon (ghost rider)
its a cool show,christon did sum real funny things tt make me laugh hahahaz

went 2 buy stuffz 4 tml , nt sure if enough nt
juz anyhw anyhw onli ..

ya and i wanna thank h.y and wei en 4 givin me chewin gum they bought 4rom msia ，thanks man !! i appreciate it :)

dnt ? ...sianz , i feel so tired but hab 2 do it ...

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Wednesday, February 21, 2007 ( 11:35 PM )

played soccer after sch and we lost,under-performed 2dae..dissapointin :( but nvm try harder !!

went 2 greyton's hse 4rom hme and dinner ...slacked round and eat eat tok tok and yeah , greyton gave me a shirt 4 this year's cum last year bd prez ..its nice !1 thanks bro :) and we had funz ..

b.d celebration is 2 more daze and i still haben planned or bought anythin , diaoz ..."

{/end of "new year" --

Tuesday, February 20, 2007 ( 10:41 PM )

tml got sch ...but im kinda happie cause new year's realli borin ,2dae went visitin...went xiang hui's hse , my hse, bena's hse and verlyn's hse ...its kinda funz and ya,i found this drum set under a block , and i wanna thank gene and sheng 4 helpin me transport the set 2 my hse.. :)

went 2 airport 2 eat dinner , crap around and chatted ... lolx sadly din went pastor hse 2dae, and im guilty cause i told the ppl in my church sae i will be goin ...but ya , ive already visited pastor b4 so i decided 2 visit diff ppl this year..

thanks 2 and 4 the boxers hahahaz i lyk it veri much !!! and sorrie 2 shane cause tml got sch then cannot stay out 2 late ... :p

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Monday, February 19, 2007 ( 9:01 PM )

new year's bit boring this year ...

went 2 hongbao river wid family 2 walk round and play play ...tts funz la,watched fireworks ..

this year nber go chinatown 4 last nyt shoppin so feels kinda weird ..

went 2 relatives hse earlier tt dae,b4 tt went church in the morn and all the aunties and uncles at church realli beri generous 2 gib out red packets hahahaz ...went 2 eat lunch wid ayie and uncles afetr tt went vistin wid mum and pops :P

boring!!!! i practically juz sit round and do nth , nth much 2 do ..juz watch tv and talk round

went watch movie wid gene and hao last nyt , watched the new jack neo movie(quite funny but bit lame) b4 tt we salcked round at maccafe and walked round sunplaza,movie ended at 330 ..walked hme , tired dae

2dae went church visitin,this year nt many ppl attended but still it was funz la ...i went 2 hses , ah ma's hse and ho hui ping's sis hse , ate and chatted ....ah ma's cheng teng was veri nyce !! haha,after tt went hme feelin tired then slept until nw,recived a call 4rom 1 of my aunt(father side) the min i woke up , then she toked 2 me bout O's ...stresss sia , she was tellin me 2 wake up(nt literally) and study and i told her: ya ...i juz woke up ...later goin 4 movie wid jie and terence and gene..watchin protage,hope itll be funz !!

{/1st dae of new year !! --

Saturday, February 17, 2007 ( 8:18 PM )

ok , 2dae's the first dae of chinese new year....went 2 hnery's hse on my skate scooter 2 "groom his room"...painted a tree on his wall :) ordered pizza 4 reunion lunch and ate,after tt went 2 play few rounds of basketbal ...went hme after tt and rested till nw,juz finished reunion dinner wid my family , maybe later goin chinatown at midnyt :D

{/disconnected ... --

Friday, February 16, 2007 ( 10:19 PM )

im startin 2 think im kinda accident prone person..

i sprained my ankle 2dae

haha,went 2 yishun wid genie hao and jie

see genie do ang kong(nice!!), after tt went 2 meet wid tian tian eat lunch then

went hme by bus(1 hr plus trip),super tired ...

rested 4 1 hr , ayie susan called and want 2 bring me out 2 chinatown

went , walk walk see see ...this year's chinatown nth much

but funz la :)

later maybe goin 4 nyt bb again , ciaoz :)

{/happie v.dae --

Wednesday, February 14, 2007 ( 10:24 PM )

yest,went 2 national liabary wid hao...and im realli greatful tt tre's lotsa books tre which i like :)

went 2 bugis street walk walk then went hme le..

2dae's v.dae and i spent the night at bible college...recived many chocolates and sweets and cookies 4rom frenz and teachers , thanks 2 everyone :) !!

the preacher 2dae said somethin which toks bout ppl leavin chruch and ppl critic the preachin nt good and all , he said tre are many ppl lyk tt and the church dosnt need such ppl.....i feel lyk im such a person , always criticisng without providin any ideas...but on the other hand,maybe its nt the preachin i feel , its the the disconnected hearts in chruches 2dae , and all are the victims...

ive been readin this book by larry crabb..quite drawn 2 this book honestly speakin,cause i guess im "disconnected" and this books speak wad i wanna know and hopefully answer my questions ... well can sae im, lost in a sea of questions,feelin emptiness comes wid disconnection

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Monday, February 12, 2007 ( 10:23 PM )

my nose is bleedin!!!and it seriously hurts
hmmz, durin cca played soccer and bb ...soccer was funz hahaz
i played bb and 3 mins into the game and i collided and kana elbowed in the nose by my teammate
and 4 the rest of the cca , i juz lay down on the bench ...hahaha

erm,went 4 bible night class alone 2dae...earlier on i almost din wanna go but im glad i went ahead
2dae the pastor said a lot of things which i learnt ...it seems like every mon , i wld surely get sumthin out of the bs
and i thank GOD 4 everythin,in the past ive always said i wanna know God and everythin but i did nt make an effort 2 know him ..but i than GOD 4 lettin me wake up and seek after him...

14 On a good day, enjoy yourself; On a bad day, examine your conscience. .
God arranges for both kinds of days So that we won't take anything for granted(Ecclesiastes 7)msg

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Sunday, February 11, 2007 ( 11:13 PM )

2dae mon went 2 eat ex-lunch wid sis

went 2 church later, worshiped GOD

bible study was funz,learned sumthin

i found out tat my way of thinkin and everythin is diff 4rom everyone in church

ppl don see the way i see ...and i dun blame them 4 everyone has their own views and stuff

but still , i realli dun sense a belongin 2 macedonia

dun get me wrong ...its nt the ppl , the ppl tre is kind and caring and stuff

and ya , mei hua auntie gave me 2 shirt 4 my b.d prezzie 2dae

and i realli realli thank her , although i dun realli know her well

she's realli a nice person...and her little gal is cutteee!!

aniway, ive been thinkin bout this 4 a long tyme

maybe its better 4 church if i leave and find another chruch

i find no 1 tt i can realli tok bout GOD wid

one by one went away ....

went wid gene go bedok eat ..bought this hair dye and tried again

and stupid !! it din work

haiz , sianzzzzz ..i give up

"Morality or duty...never yet made a man happy in himself or dear to others." C.S Lewis

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Saturday, February 10, 2007 ( 11:11 PM )

2dae din went 2 yf ..cause got reunion dinner wid family and went facial wid cass and silvia
i caught a flu , so i din talk much thruout the dinner...
discussed bd plans wid ayie susan and ayie nancy
its confirmed,23th friday 5-10 pm
simei , tropical spring (opp mrt) bbq pit and function room
everyone is invited !!

i tried 2 dye my hair 2 brown but totally no effect at all , haiz
ok , feelin bit giddy liaoz ..go slp
aniway , erm the y-f reunion dinner is next week if im nt wrong
sorrie 4 the wrong information :P
peace out :) bb

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( 12:20 AM )

2dae's kinda simple..

went 2 sports heats and qualified 4 2 events,400m and 800m (due 2 lack of ppl)

i got 6 out of 7 for the 100m run ..dissapointed

went hme wid chueck fei , bought buble tea then went hme prepare 4 the cd release

tokin bout this cd..its

realli great and im glad tt i hab a chance 2 get 2 try out and practise some of the songs wid the ppl singin ..we prayed and sat down 2 listen 2 the whole full album,and its simply fantastic , i especially liked the song tt max wrote ...realli throws out my heart,realli thank guo cai 4 the cd's and the jack's place he treated me last tyme hahahaz

went hme and met gene and elvis ...palyed bb wid them , elvis went my hse tryed on my purple contacts and 1 got stuck in his eye and cant come out hahahahaahz super comical la ! then took a few pics of him(which he asked me 2 dlt)

ive bought the brown dye but im juz 2 lazy 2 dye it ..lolx

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Thursday, February 08, 2007 ( 10:22 PM )

juz came back 4rom class outin ..went 2 pasar malam , yeah ..quite fun , i guess

unaware...

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Wednesday, February 07, 2007 ( 11:08 PM )

well,2dae's kinda funz 4 me ..cause i went 4 bible study and b4 tt i received a call 4rom ziyan's mom ..said she had a gift 4 me , but wad the gift is and wad is the reason she nber sae ..lolx so quite excited :p

erm ya.. went 4 b.s and realli learnt lot , more bout GOD and tts realli cool , makes me happie!!
bought this book bout relationship by neil t anderson (one of my fav author) and dave park ..at onli $8 bucks haha

y.c sorta made me asst.overall in charge 4 church , so im suppose 2 take care of all the well being of the church ...and he toked bout my attire in church , which he sae cannot make it ...so he bringin me 4 a "makeover" , ties..boots ..l.sleeves shrit and stuffz lolx

yeah , i believe prayer helps !!

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Tuesday, February 06, 2007 ( 11:10 PM )

2dae went 2 marina square ryt after sch ..wid hakim and poky ,took a look at many things

2dae, gene's hair got caught by miss woo, and now he is botak ..but ya went wid him go eat zi char at lavender after tt went 2 little thailand 2 walk round
the food was nice and cheap ..mmmm

stupid internet givin me problem again ..shall nt blog much
haiz,maybe i'll stop goin 2 the inetrnet 4 awhile.. :p

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Monday, February 05, 2007 ( 11:03 PM )

sch's cool , and went 4 cca which i feel is much more funz then the first tyme i went...played soccer 4 awhile then went hme wid gene .. went 4 bible study , and i learnt many things..seriously , tt plump preacher's realli super funny...hahahaz do all the actions tt make me laugh ...hmmz , i think bout 3 more lessons and ill complete the course 4 传道书 great !!

sld i juz sae it...

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Sunday, February 04, 2007 ( 8:53 PM )

hmmz...tts talented y.c > cool huh?

our church full of talents ahahahahz

yest went bugis wid cass , silvia jie and genie ..bought 2 pieces of clothin , and went dwn 2 yf 4 at round 2 ..sorrie guyz , werent able 2 stay longer :P

yest topic wad bout love...the speaker talks bout love ..bgr thingy , and learnt tt love is nt selfish,love comes wid responisbility ...

yeah , todae's sermon is bout controllin wad u sae , causue wad u sae will hurt others ...and ya , i realli need 2 learn 4rom tt cause im realli insensetive when it comes 2 sumthin's..and ive hurt ppl without knowin it , and im sorrie ..

went 2 ajisan eat after chruch wid hao , and we toked bout things .. i told him tt the reason y i wanted 2 be a missonary..and the state of out church and many chruches 2dae, and ya ..i feel tt i see sum ppl in my chruch and i sumtimes wished i had a faith as strong as theirs ..like z.yan's mummy , she's realli faithful 2 GOD and believes tt GOD will provide 4 her..and ya, she said tt im handsome hahahahz thanks , although i know its onli 2 make me happie ;P

and ya .. zhen en sae i become nt good lookin liaoz, humphx ..dun frenz u liaoz hahahaz .. no la , ill always love zhen en :) my cute baby!!!

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Saturday, February 03, 2007 ( 12:15 AM )

2dae went play bb wid silvia jie and gene after sch ...elvis came joined us later

yeah , worked out quite a bit ..quite excitin la and ya terence was tre 2

went 2 eat steamboat wid oswald and all the ppl u see in the pic >

guessed we joked abit 2 much and made elvis angry ...yeah , sorrie bro ..im sorrie , u know me and gene la ..

the steamboat was nyce, worth the $$

but nw i guess i need 2 exercise more ..

and ya , i read finish the book by garlok(a missionary tt wnt 2 africa)

hmmz, quite an excitin book ...

this kinda books , make me wanna learn 4rom tse ppl ..selfless and lovin

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( 12:08 AM )

yest went out wid poky and genie 2 bugis cause poky wanted 2 buy sumthin...yeah so we went 2 bugis street and i bought a new shirt and bag , poky took half hour 2 decided on a shirt he wants 2 buy ..whoo,break record !! went 2 eat at hawker after tt ..well went hme , had a tirin dae ..but fun

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Thursday, February 01, 2007 ( 12:27 AM )

went 4 bible study ...
after tt went 2 watch soccer at a coffeshop(sg vs thai)
hahaaz a great match !!

well , thank God
4 everythin tt happens 2 me ..

im realli a blessed person
GOD has given me much ..

many things hab happened these few dae's tt gt me realli down and stuff
but ya..im okay

THANK GOD 4 EVERYTHING!!!