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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
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ramblings of a teenage guy
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
giving out tracts can be so so so hard...we hab 2 invite them 2 our event and get their contact number,sum ppl juz gib me tt crazy look ...hahaz but yupz overall our y-f managed 2 get erm 6-7? numbers in bout half hour , alot of things happened la hahaz funny things ex. shaun and i were in 1 team so we saw this sec sch gal waitin 4 the bus , so i told shaun : "hey shaun , steady la,we go 2gether" then shaun stepped forward and said a loud "HI!!!can i tok 2 u ? " the girl turned around and said" NO" and i burst out laugin ..aiyah , words cant express wad happened la ..after tt ,went back 2 church 2 pray and practice songs ,given the task 2 sing solo 4 combined service next sundae..its a hard song 2 sing , stress!
went eat at 201 after yf and went play basketball , had a fun tyme :)
miss chai called my pops ...guess i better slp b4 pops come hme any min . :P
the weekends finally came ...and TGIF , sch sucks as usual and stresssed up ..maybe its nt tt bad 4 others but ya 4 me, i get stressed up easily if suddenly so many exams and tests and seems lyk everythin goes wrong 4 u juz cum in 1 dae , and da speaker tt came 2 tok bout tyme management 2dae told me tt the sch is trainin us 2 handle stress,hahaz maybe...but it juz dsnt make sense 2 me?
The Wemmicks were small wooden people carved by a woodmaker name Eli.
威米克是一群小木人，木匠以莱亲手刻了他们。
Each Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes.Some were tall and some others were short.
每一个威米克都长得不一样。有些鼻子长得高高的，有些眼睛长得大大的。有些是高个子，有些矮个子。
Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and gray dot stickers.The wooden people went around the village sticking stars and dots on one another.
每一个威米克都有一盒金星和黑点点的贴纸。小木人们在村庄里走来走去，在彼此的身上贴上星星和点点。
The pretty ones got stars. Wemmicks with rough wood or chipped paint got dots.
美丽的小木人身上有许多星星。而那些粗木雕刻或涂刷
不怎么漂亮的小木人们身上则有许多点点。
The talented ones got stars, too. Some could jump over tall boxes orsing pretty songs. Others, though, could do little. They got dots.
聪明的小木人身上也有许多星星。他们当中一些可以跳过高盒子，一些很会唱动听美妙的歌。
Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like others, buthe always fell. So the Wemmicks would give him dots. When he tried to explain why he fell, he would say something silly, so the Wemmicks would give him more dots.
庞切尼罗是其中的一个小木人。他努力象别的小木人一样跳得高高的，可是他总是跌倒。于是威尼克就会给他身上贴许多点点。当他尝试向他们解释为什么会摔倒，他总是说出些傻傻的话来，于是威尼克就会往他身上贴更多的点点。
"He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would say. After awhile Punchinello believed them. "I guess I am not a good Wemmick,"he decided. So he stayed inside most of the time.
“他只配许多点点，”木人们说。过了些时候，庞切尼罗自己也信了他们。“我猜想我真不是一个好威尼克，”他想。于是大多数时候，他躲在家里。
When he did go outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had lotsof dots. He felt better around them.
后来他走出来，和那些身上好多点点的威米克呆在一起。和他们一块儿他觉得心里好受多了。
One day he met a different kind of Wemmick name Lucia. She had no dots or stars.
一天他遇到了一个不一样的威米克，名字叫露西亚。她身上既没点点也没有星星。
The Wemmicks admired Lucia for having no dots, so they would give her a star. But it would fall off. Others gave her a dot for having no stars. But it wouldn't stay either.
威米克很崇拜露西亚身上竟然没有点点，于是他们给她一颗星星。但是星星从她身上掉了下来。有些威米克见她身上没有星星，就给她贴了一个点点，可是点点也掉了下来。
That's the way I want to be, thought Punchinello. So he asked Lucia how she did it.
庞切尼罗想：这才是我想要的。于是他问露西亚，她是怎么办到的。
"It's easy, "she replied. "Every day I go visit Eli the woodcarver.
"“很简单，”她回答，“每天我都去见那位雕木人以莱。"
"Why？"
“为什么？”庞切尼罗问。
"You will find out if you go see him."Then Lucia turned and skipped away.
“如果你去与他会面，你会知道的。”然后露西亚转身走开了。
"But will he want to see me?" Punchinello wondered. Later, at home,he sat and watched the wooden people giving each other stars and dots."It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he decided to go see Eli.
“可是。。。他会想要见我吗？”庞切尼罗琢磨。后来，在家里，他坐着观察木人们往彼此身上贴星星和点点，他自言自语：“这是不对的。然后，他决定去见以莱。
Punchinello walked up the narrow path and stepped into Eli's shop. His eyes grew big. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on tiptoe to see the top of the workbench.
庞切尼克走过一条窄路，进到以莱的店里。他的眼睛立刻睁得大大的。立台几乎和他一样高，他得踮起脚尖才能看到以莱的椅背。
Punchinello swallowed hard. "I am not staying here." Then he heard hisname. "Punchinello? "The voice was deep and strong. "How good to see you. Come--let me have a look at you.
"庞切尼克艰难地咽了咽口水。”我不能再留在这里了。”然后他突然听见有人喊他的名字。“庞切尼罗？”这声音又深沉又坚定。“见到你太好了。来，让我好好看一看你。”
Punchinello looked up. "You know my name?
"庞切尼罗仰起脸来，“你知道我的名字吗？”
"Of course. I made you."
“当然。是我造了你。”
Eli picked him up and set him on the bench. "Look like you've been given some bad marks, " said the maker."I didn't mean to, Eli.I really tried hard.
"以莱把他抱起来，将他放在椅子上。“看来你身上似乎有许多缺点”雕木人说道。庞切尼罗急忙说：“我不是故意要这样的。我真的尽了力。”
"Punchinello, I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."
“庞切尼罗，我不在意别的威米克怎么看你。”
"You don't?"
“真的吗？”
"No. You shouldn't either. What they think doesn't matter. All thatmatters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."
“不，你也不应该在意。他们怎么看你，不重要。重要的是，我怎么看你。我认为你很特别。”
Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I am not very talented and mypaint is peeling. Why do I matter to you？
"庞切尼罗禁不住笑起来。“我，特别？为什么？我既不聪明，我身上的漆也快掉没了。我对你来说有什么重要的？
Eli spoke very slowly. "Because you are mine. That's why you matter tome." Punchinello didn't know what to say. "Every day I've been hope you'd come." Eli explained.
以莱缓缓地说：“因为你是我的。这就是为什么你对我来说很重要。”庞切尼罗此时不晓得说什么是好。以莱接着说：“每一天，我都在希望你会来见我。”
"I came because I met Lucia," said Punchinello. "Why don't the stickers stay on her?"
“我来是因为我遇见了露西亚。”庞切尼罗说，“为什么那些贴纸在她的身上贴不住呢？
The maker spoke softly. "Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what others think. The stickers only stick if you let them.
"雕木人温柔地回答道：“因为她决定，我如何看她比其他人更重要。只要当你允许那些贴纸留在你身上，它们才会贴住你。”
"What?"
“什么？！”
"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust mylove, the less you care about their stickers."
“如果那些贴纸对你来说很重要，它们就会贴住你。你越相信我对你的爱，你就越不会在意那些贴纸。”
“I am not sure I understand.
"庞切尼罗回答：“我不确定我明白你所说的。”
Eli smiled, "You will, but it will take time. For now, come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care.
"以莱微笑起来，说：“你会的，不过这需要一些时间。从现在开设，每天来看我，让我来提醒你我多在意你。”
Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.
以莱将庞切尼罗从椅子上抱起来，将他放回地上。
"Remember," Eli said as Punchinello was leaving, "you are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."
庞切尼罗离开的时候，以莱说：“记住，你是特别的，因为我造了你。我不会有错。”
Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, I think he reallymeans it. ”
庞切尼罗没有挺下脚步，但是他在心里想：“嗯，我认为他真是这样。”
And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.
当他这么想的时候，一个点点从他身上掉了下来，落在了地板上。
写在后面：它不仅仅是童话，这是每一个神的孩子的。
juz came back 4rom dinner wid mummy , slept almost ryt away the min i got hme and washed up..sch realli sucks 2dae , dunno y ? but juz feel s0 stressed up , screwd up the physics test ...as expected when u dun study ..tml still hab 2 wake up early,got mock exam ..stupid sch !!!
readin this book by max lucado -come thristy , and as usual his book never fails 2 catch my attention ...i remmebr the first book i read by him was -and the angels were silent,well written and exciting ..using stories tt allow u 2 learn alot 4rom it , thank God 4 lettin me borrow this book ..i guess i realli am thristy 4 God , i wonder wad wldve happened if my life nw is still without God ..catastrophe x2
watchin this movie bout life but babies...its a christian film and i realli lyk this show,can learn alot 4rom it...went 2 bugis 2dae 2 borrow 4 books 4rom the libary and earlier on went chruch and worship GOD , played wid zhen en soooo cuteee hahahz lyk monkey :P assigned 2 lead singing 4 the church and "operation manager"hahahaz saw hao's neice on the way (played wid him since he was young , nw grow up liaoz still so cute ) needa watch my diet , have been eatin anihw durin the holidaze ..tml sch !! study study study....
the dnt trip yest was lame...but still kinda had funz goin 2 ikea (the 1 at queenstown) cause 1st tyme go tre..went 2 queenstown shopping after tt , then went orchard slack and do nth much , then went simei play b.b ...then rush down 2 y.c hse cuase he buying clothes and shoes 4 me and z.h 4 our church ministrin ..went 2 giant,then went 2 eat at jalan basar ..finally went 2 mustafa,and ya juz wanna thank y.c teacher 4 the apparells..
went 2 meet sis and iris at boat quay after tt cause cuzzie meetin this 3 ns guys and ask me 2 go along wid them ...went 2 this pub , full of smoke hahahz the guyz opened 2 chivas which cost bout 300 plus i think ...its nt tt fun if u ask me, although the ppl were friendly and stuff..yeah , but the place juz 2 noisy ...i kinda prefer places wre u can chat and they play house music and band playin mudic, but stilll..had nice tyme chattin wid sis and cuz and knowin new ppl,reahced hme bout 3 ..tired
thinking bout wad y.c said yest ...
went east coast in the morn 2dae 2 skate,fell down quite a few tyme's but still had funz la..after skatin 4 2 hrs plus , walked all the way 2 parkway parad3 2 meet up wid m.y and lene and y.y..sat a bus down 2 tamp , lene went hme while the rest of us went 2 ikea....
had funz , first tyme 2 ikea and tre's lyk so many many things tre 2 see ...i wished tt my hse was half as nice as the furniture tre ..so coool !! played round 4 while then went 2 eat dinner,the food tre was nice and affordable..nice !! went 2 courts after tt and hung out round and had tea at the cafe tre ..crapped alot long the way,waited 4 the shuttle bus tt seem 2 last forever..after tt sat a bus hme wid y.y..funz but tired dae
gotta start doin sum h.w ...
well , went p.ubin 2dae wid frenz ....realli had a funz funz dae, but syam nber go so nt as funz :P experienced many diff scenarios
2dae's ivy's bd so went her hse b.s and realli had funz...learnt sumthings 4rom yc.teacher, glad 2 see tt shaun is tryin his best 2 attend y-f every week ..and seb , msged me ask me wad tyme is church tml...feelin happie,and ya h.y gene cass and silvia attended 2dae ..later z.jie came,played bb and after tt went 2 ivy's she celebrate then after cuttin cake went 2 85 ate and drank a little...feelin bit sleepy nw zzzzzz
"Hey!!! no taking of yellow plastic bags"
tired ...
yesterdae went 2 cip wid classmates(gotta collect newspaper and ol clothes) and ya had the previledge 2 sit mr najibs's car back 2 sch ...other then tt the thing was quite fun la :)..palyed bb wid the usal ppl then went hme liaoz//
din went 4 bible study 2dae...cause felt lyk relaxin bit
met up wid elvis and hao 2 watch the movie 300（din get 2 watch cause my bro's underage hahahaz) elvis said my face looked very white and pale...and tts the second tyme i heard tt 2dae 4rom different ppl,stress??
went out wid family after din watch the movie,my mei's seriously irritatin la ..she always gotta gib bad comments 4 my sis and me,which is seriously NT constructive !! rude 2 family although ive tried 2 tok nicely 2 her,over-pampered liaoz .. seriously , cant stand her
ive done well 4 my chinese and humanities , and thanks 2 all my frenz helpin me wid sch work ..nw i seriously need 2 work harder on my science , tutuion tml ..muz be serious!!! nw watchin "march of the penguins"..GOD's creation's realli amazin :)
“对于智慧人来说，神的作为是我们人做一切活动的根本，成败都有上帝。。。美好的旨意“
tts wad i learnt 2dae at bible class ... and we concluded the book of ecclesiates 2dae,i realli hab 2 sae tt the mondae course hab helped me in a lot of things ,increased my bibical knowledge, increased my views bout life , bout GOD , bout relationships wid ppl,bout attitude , bout determination and lots more..this preacher realli great , i can understand him very well and he's realli humorous at times...but the thing is tt im always the only 1 tt goes 2 the mondae b.s wid hao acc me sumtimes , so sumtimes it gets bit lonely tre..but yeah,the thought tt i can know more bout God spurs me on !! excited bout the next book we're goin 2 study :)
yeah , juz toked wid elvis and online and we tok bout many stuff ...can see he's realli into body building, tt's great ...but most impt , is 2 maintain a close relationship wid God!! hahaz yeah,we'll work hard 2 train 2gether , and thanks 4 all the adivce and stuffz :)
tution bout chem,hmmz ...ill hab 2 discuss it wid my folks and frenz , but seriously ...i need tution!!
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
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Saturday, March 31, 2007 ( 11:01 PM )
giving out tracts can be so so so hard...we hab 2 invite them 2 our event and get their contact number,sum ppl juz gib me tt crazy look ...hahaz but yupz overall our y-f managed 2 get erm 6-7? numbers in bout half hour , alot of things happened la hahaz funny things ex. shaun and i were in 1 team so we saw this sec sch gal waitin 4 the bus , so i told shaun : "hey shaun , steady la,we go 2gether" then shaun stepped forward and said a loud "HI!!!can i tok 2 u ? " the girl turned around and said" NO" and i burst out laugin ..aiyah , words cant express wad happened la ..after tt ,went back 2 church 2 pray and practice songs ,given the task 2 sing solo 4 combined service next sundae..its a hard song 2 sing , stress!
went eat at 201 after yf and went play basketball , had a fun tyme :)
miss chai called my pops ...guess i better slp b4 pops come hme any min . :P
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the weekends finally came ...and TGIF , sch sucks as usual and stresssed up ..maybe its nt tt bad 4 others but ya 4 me, i get stressed up easily if suddenly so many exams and tests and seems lyk everythin goes wrong 4 u juz cum in 1 dae , and da speaker tt came 2 tok bout tyme management 2dae told me tt the sch is trainin us 2 handle stress,hahaz maybe...but it juz dsnt make sense 2 me?went bedok sempang eat wid all peeps in the pics (plus tree) , ate many things cockles , dosai , satay , t-tarik etc etc ..after tt went aljunied eat durian , nt bad la..quite ok , had funz 2dae..tml givin out tracts ,excited!!!! and ya wanna thank ken 4 the famous amos cookies hahahaz ..so niceee and ya aso 4 the satay treat ..
God loves me 4 who i am !!!! :)
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Wednesday, March 28, 2007 ( 8:45 PM )
The Wemmicks were small wooden people carved by a woodmaker name Eli.
威米克是一群小木人，木匠以莱亲手刻了他们。
Each Wemmick was different. Some had big noses, others had large eyes.Some were tall and some others were short.
每一个威米克都长得不一样。有些鼻子长得高高的，有些眼睛长得大大的。有些是高个子，有些矮个子。
Each Wemmick had a box of golden star stickers and gray dot stickers.The wooden people went around the village sticking stars and dots on one another.
每一个威米克都有一盒金星和黑点点的贴纸。小木人们在村庄里走来走去，在彼此的身上贴上星星和点点。
The pretty ones got stars. Wemmicks with rough wood or chipped paint got dots.
美丽的小木人身上有许多星星。而那些粗木雕刻或涂刷
不怎么漂亮的小木人们身上则有许多点点。
The talented ones got stars, too. Some could jump over tall boxes orsing pretty songs. Others, though, could do little. They got dots.
聪明的小木人身上也有许多星星。他们当中一些可以跳过高盒子，一些很会唱动听美妙的歌。
Punchinello was one of these. He tried to jump high like others, buthe always fell. So the Wemmicks would give him dots. When he tried to explain why he fell, he would say something silly, so the Wemmicks would give him more dots.
庞切尼罗是其中的一个小木人。他努力象别的小木人一样跳得高高的，可是他总是跌倒。于是威尼克就会给他身上贴许多点点。当他尝试向他们解释为什么会摔倒，他总是说出些傻傻的话来，于是威尼克就会往他身上贴更多的点点。
"He deserves lots of dots," the wooden people would say. After awhile Punchinello believed them. "I guess I am not a good Wemmick,"he decided. So he stayed inside most of the time.
“他只配许多点点，”木人们说。过了些时候，庞切尼罗自己也信了他们。“我猜想我真不是一个好威尼克，”他想。于是大多数时候，他躲在家里。
When he did go outside, he hung around other Wemmicks who had lotsof dots. He felt better around them.
后来他走出来，和那些身上好多点点的威米克呆在一起。和他们一块儿他觉得心里好受多了。
One day he met a different kind of Wemmick name Lucia. She had no dots or stars.
一天他遇到了一个不一样的威米克，名字叫露西亚。她身上既没点点也没有星星。
The Wemmicks admired Lucia for having no dots, so they would give her a star. But it would fall off. Others gave her a dot for having no stars. But it wouldn't stay either.
威米克很崇拜露西亚身上竟然没有点点，于是他们给她一颗星星。但是星星从她身上掉了下来。有些威米克见她身上没有星星，就给她贴了一个点点，可是点点也掉了下来。
That's the way I want to be, thought Punchinello. So he asked Lucia how she did it.
庞切尼罗想：这才是我想要的。于是他问露西亚，她是怎么办到的。
"It's easy, "she replied. "Every day I go visit Eli the woodcarver.
"“很简单，”她回答，“每天我都去见那位雕木人以莱。"
"Why？"
“为什么？”庞切尼罗问。
"You will find out if you go see him."Then Lucia turned and skipped away.
“如果你去与他会面，你会知道的。”然后露西亚转身走开了。
"But will he want to see me?" Punchinello wondered. Later, at home,he sat and watched the wooden people giving each other stars and dots."It's not right," he muttered to himself. And he decided to go see Eli.
“可是。。。他会想要见我吗？”庞切尼罗琢磨。后来，在家里，他坐着观察木人们往彼此身上贴星星和点点，他自言自语：“这是不对的。然后，他决定去见以莱。
Punchinello walked up the narrow path and stepped into Eli's shop. His eyes grew big. The stool was as tall as he was. He had to stretch on tiptoe to see the top of the workbench.
庞切尼克走过一条窄路，进到以莱的店里。他的眼睛立刻睁得大大的。立台几乎和他一样高，他得踮起脚尖才能看到以莱的椅背。
Punchinello swallowed hard. "I am not staying here." Then he heard hisname. "Punchinello? "The voice was deep and strong. "How good to see you. Come--let me have a look at you.
"庞切尼克艰难地咽了咽口水。”我不能再留在这里了。”然后他突然听见有人喊他的名字。“庞切尼罗？”这声音又深沉又坚定。“见到你太好了。来，让我好好看一看你。”
Punchinello looked up. "You know my name?
"庞切尼罗仰起脸来，“你知道我的名字吗？”
"Of course. I made you."
“当然。是我造了你。”
Eli picked him up and set him on the bench. "Look like you've been given some bad marks, " said the maker."I didn't mean to, Eli.I really tried hard.
"以莱把他抱起来，将他放在椅子上。“看来你身上似乎有许多缺点”雕木人说道。庞切尼罗急忙说：“我不是故意要这样的。我真的尽了力。”
"Punchinello, I don't care what the other Wemmicks think."
“庞切尼罗，我不在意别的威米克怎么看你。”
"You don't?"
“真的吗？”
"No. You shouldn't either. What they think doesn't matter. All thatmatters is what I think. And I think you are pretty special."
“不，你也不应该在意。他们怎么看你，不重要。重要的是，我怎么看你。我认为你很特别。”
Punchinello laughed. "Me, special? Why? I am not very talented and mypaint is peeling. Why do I matter to you？
"庞切尼罗禁不住笑起来。“我，特别？为什么？我既不聪明，我身上的漆也快掉没了。我对你来说有什么重要的？
Eli spoke very slowly. "Because you are mine. That's why you matter tome." Punchinello didn't know what to say. "Every day I've been hope you'd come." Eli explained.
以莱缓缓地说：“因为你是我的。这就是为什么你对我来说很重要。”庞切尼罗此时不晓得说什么是好。以莱接着说：“每一天，我都在希望你会来见我。”
"I came because I met Lucia," said Punchinello. "Why don't the stickers stay on her?"
“我来是因为我遇见了露西亚。”庞切尼罗说，“为什么那些贴纸在她的身上贴不住呢？
The maker spoke softly. "Because she has decided that what I think is more important than what others think. The stickers only stick if you let them.
"雕木人温柔地回答道：“因为她决定，我如何看她比其他人更重要。只要当你允许那些贴纸留在你身上，它们才会贴住你。”
"What?"
“什么？！”
"The stickers only stick if they matter to you. The more you trust mylove, the less you care about their stickers."
“如果那些贴纸对你来说很重要，它们就会贴住你。你越相信我对你的爱，你就越不会在意那些贴纸。”
“I am not sure I understand.
"庞切尼罗回答：“我不确定我明白你所说的。”
Eli smiled, "You will, but it will take time. For now, come to see me every day and let me remind you how much I care.
"以莱微笑起来，说：“你会的，不过这需要一些时间。从现在开设，每天来看我，让我来提醒你我多在意你。”
Eli lifted Punchinello off the bench and set him on the ground.
以莱将庞切尼罗从椅子上抱起来，将他放回地上。
"Remember," Eli said as Punchinello was leaving, "you are special because I made you. And I don't make mistakes."
庞切尼罗离开的时候，以莱说：“记住，你是特别的，因为我造了你。我不会有错。”
Punchinello didn't stop, but in his heart he thought, I think he reallymeans it. ”
庞切尼罗没有挺下脚步，但是他在心里想：“嗯，我认为他真是这样。”
And when he did, a dot fell to the ground.
当他这么想的时候，一个点点从他身上掉了下来，落在了地板上。
写在后面：它不仅仅是童话，这是每一个神的孩子的。
{/endless aquifer of God's love .... --
Tuesday, March 27, 2007 ( 10:33 PM )
juz came back 4rom dinner wid mummy , slept almost ryt away the min i got hme and washed up..sch realli sucks 2dae , dunno y ? but juz feel s0 stressed up , screwd up the physics test ...as expected when u dun study ..tml still hab 2 wake up early,got mock exam ..stupid sch !!!
readin this book by max lucado -come thristy , and as usual his book never fails 2 catch my attention ...i remmebr the first book i read by him was -and the angels were silent,well written and exciting ..using stories tt allow u 2 learn alot 4rom it , thank God 4 lettin me borrow this book ..i guess i realli am thristy 4 God , i wonder wad wldve happened if my life nw is still without God ..catastrophe x2
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Sunday, March 25, 2007 ( 12:49 AM )
went 2 national stadium 2dae 2 see it 4 the last tyme...tre;s this singing event thingy , hahaz 4 me its okay la ..quite interestin,but can see alot of ppl dun lyk :P
went 2 eat after tt ..juz had a tok wid y.t,told him sum things and problems im facin nw..but msn realli isnt the place 2 tok ,hahahaz ..tre's alot of thing runnin in my mind nw ..church tml , worship God !!!
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Sunday, March 18, 2007 ( 10:38 PM )
watchin this movie bout life but babies...its a christian film and i realli lyk this show,can learn alot 4rom it...went 2 bugis 2dae 2 borrow 4 books 4rom the libary and earlier on went chruch and worship GOD , played wid zhen en soooo cuteee hahahz lyk monkey :P assigned 2 lead singing 4 the church and "operation manager"hahahaz saw hao's neice on the way (played wid him since he was young , nw grow up liaoz still so cute ) needa watch my diet , have been eatin anihw durin the holidaze ..tml sch !! study study study....
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Saturday, March 17, 2007 ( 10:03 PM )
2dae went y-f feelin tired ...i was prac sleepin thruout the bible study
felt lyk goin off 2 libary alone 2 borrow sum books but went 2 tamp wid y-f in the end ...
walked round and shopped 4 shoes , went hme after tt....
i can take wad the madness the world gives me,but cant live a dae without JESUS!!! i dun wanna grow cold of my love 4 U ...
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( 10:53 AM )
the dnt trip yest was lame...but still kinda had funz goin 2 ikea (the 1 at queenstown) cause 1st tyme go tre..went 2 queenstown shopping after tt , then went orchard slack and do nth much , then went simei play b.b ...then rush down 2 y.c hse cuase he buying clothes and shoes 4 me and z.h 4 our church ministrin ..went 2 giant,then went 2 eat at jalan basar ..finally went 2 mustafa,and ya juz wanna thank y.c teacher 4 the apparells..
went 2 meet sis and iris at boat quay after tt cause cuzzie meetin this 3 ns guys and ask me 2 go along wid them ...went 2 this pub , full of smoke hahahz the guyz opened 2 chivas which cost bout 300 plus i think ...its nt tt fun if u ask me, although the ppl were friendly and stuff..yeah , but the place juz 2 noisy ...i kinda prefer places wre u can chat and they play house music and band playin mudic, but stilll..had nice tyme chattin wid sis and cuz and knowin new ppl,reahced hme bout 3 ..tired
thinking bout wad y.c said yest ...
{/skating and ikea !! --
Tuesday, March 13, 2007 ( 9:35 PM )
went east coast in the morn 2dae 2 skate,fell down quite a few tyme's but still had funz la..after skatin 4 2 hrs plus , walked all the way 2 parkway parad3 2 meet up wid m.y and lene and y.y..sat a bus down 2 tamp , lene went hme while the rest of us went 2 ikea....
had funz , first tyme 2 ikea and tre's lyk so many many things tre 2 see ...i wished tt my hse was half as nice as the furniture tre ..so coool !! played round 4 while then went 2 eat dinner,the food tre was nice and affordable..nice !! went 2 courts after tt and hung out round and had tea at the cafe tre ..crapped alot long the way,waited 4 the shuttle bus tt seem 2 last forever..after tt sat a bus hme wid y.y..funz but tired dae
gotta start doin sum h.w ...
{/ubin trip --
Monday, March 12, 2007 ( 11:12 PM )
well , went p.ubin 2dae wid frenz ....realli had a funz funz dae, but syam nber go so nt as funz :P experienced many diff scenarios 1.explored in a protected area , cycled in all the way when we encountered some dogs tt wanna chase us,so we u-turned and sped back.funzzz
2.cycled 2 this jungle path , had 2 speed down this mud slope tt is veri steep (impossible 2 break，cause if u break the ppl behind u will crash ..so u juz gtta go down down down non-stop nt knowing wre it leads 2. :P exciting
3.chiong passed this beach filled wid wasp,i was cycling at full speed when my chain suddenly loosened and i gotta take my bike and run cause the wasp was buzzing all round me。。
4.went 2 this mama shop and tre's this little boy(owner's kid) who owned a little puppy....both are so so so so adorable and loving , the dog dsnt bark and the baby is juz so friendly hahahaz cuteeee..imagine puttin ice cream on a dog 2 keep it cool~ hahahahz
5.stumbled upon this very very diff 2 cycle path so we all had 2 get down our bikes and carry our bikes all the way up a hill , tough job!! reached a abandoned hse , and a chalet ..wre no ppl resides, weird ?? and ya, tre're wild dogs tre ...we broke down a fence 2 get 2 the main road,i think it's been quite a long tyme since anybody went 2 the place wre we went b4...interestin
6.decided 2 explore a "nber b4 tried route" and i lead the team ,we had 2 ride pass branches and leaves hitting and brushing past our legs and faces , spider webs 2 !! (refer 2 pic)
7.silvia flew off her bike,and i meant literally, got a deeeep cut in her knees and sum bruises on her hands ...i saw the whole incident,she peddled down this slope when her bike skidded and she breakd' and i saw her in the air , landed wid a hard thump..i was stunned 4 a moment...thanks 2 rony 4 the bandages and 4 helpin out wid carryin the bikes 4 the gals , realli cant do witout him :)
well,sent silvia 2 changi hospital after reachin mainland..had 2 do 5 stiches on her knee , x-rays and a jab,but still she din wince in pain hahaz strong gal :) the whole hospital thingy took bout 2 hrs plus ...went 2 bedok 85 after tt 4 dinner after tt went hme liaoz,so tired nw...zzzzzz
thanks God 4 the nice dae 2dae :)
{/holidaze --
Sunday, March 11, 2007 ( 12:43 AM )
2dae's ivy's bd so went her hse b.s and realli had funz...learnt sumthings 4rom yc.teacher, glad 2 see tt shaun is tryin his best 2 attend y-f every week ..and seb , msged me ask me wad tyme is church tml...feelin happie,and ya h.y gene cass and silvia attended 2dae ..later z.jie came,played bb and after tt went 2 ivy's she celebrate then after cuttin cake went 2 85 ate and drank a little...feelin bit sleepy nw zzzzzz
"Hey!!! no taking of yellow plastic bags"
tired ...
yesterdae went 2 cip wid classmates(gotta collect newspaper and ol clothes) and ya had the previledge 2 sit mr najibs's car back 2 sch ...other then tt the thing was quite fun la :)..palyed bb wid the usal ppl then went hme liaoz//
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Wednesday, March 07, 2007 ( 9:40 PM )
din went 4 bible study 2dae...cause felt lyk relaxin bit
met up wid elvis and hao 2 watch the movie 300（din get 2 watch cause my bro's underage hahahaz) elvis said my face looked very white and pale...and tts the second tyme i heard tt 2dae 4rom different ppl,stress??
went out wid family after din watch the movie,my mei's seriously irritatin la ..she always gotta gib bad comments 4 my sis and me,which is seriously NT constructive !! rude 2 family although ive tried 2 tok nicely 2 her,over-pampered liaoz .. seriously , cant stand her
ive done well 4 my chinese and humanities , and thanks 2 all my frenz helpin me wid sch work ..nw i seriously need 2 work harder on my science , tutuion tml ..muz be serious!!! nw watchin "march of the penguins"..GOD's creation's realli amazin :)
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( 12:16 AM )
juz watched finish the movie "accepted" ..its a cool movie by the way , super cool
2dae gave out flyers 2 4 cip...encountered many strange and funny funny
things la..but tre's 1 thing i observed while givin out the leaflets door 2 door, ppl are gettin more and more unfriendly these days..i rmemebr tt it dsnt use 2 be lyk tt last tyme, we cld talk and joke round wid the residents while posting leaflets ...but nw everyone's juz so stuck up and self centred..
went 2 fei's hse 2 celebrate his grans b.d...the food was veri nice (btw,fei's dad's a chef workin at a well known hotel) then after tt went and played sum cards and domino thingy (no money involved) and had a great tyme then went gene's hse 2 transfer some movie data....then hme
arghx im so tired....tml sure slp sianzzzz
{/completed course on ECCLESIATES!!! --
Monday, March 05, 2007 ( 11:53 PM )
“对于智慧人来说，神的作为是我们人做一切活动的根本，成败都有上帝。。。美好的旨意“
tts wad i learnt 2dae at bible class ... and we concluded the book of ecclesiates 2dae,i realli hab 2 sae tt the mondae course hab helped me in a lot of things ,increased my bibical knowledge, increased my views bout life , bout GOD , bout relationships wid ppl,bout attitude , bout determination and lots more..this preacher realli great , i can understand him very well and he's realli humorous at times...but the thing is tt im always the only 1 tt goes 2 the mondae b.s wid hao acc me sumtimes , so sumtimes it gets bit lonely tre..but yeah,the thought tt i can know more bout God spurs me on !! excited bout the next book we're goin 2 study :)
yeah , juz toked wid elvis and online and we tok bout many stuff ...can see he's realli into body building, tt's great ...but most impt , is 2 maintain a close relationship wid God!! hahaz yeah,we'll work hard 2 train 2gether , and thanks 4 all the adivce and stuffz :)
tution bout chem,hmmz ...ill hab 2 discuss it wid my folks and frenz , but seriously ...i need tution!!
{/last dae of the new year --
Sunday, March 04, 2007 ( 9:45 PM )
2daes the end of new year , i think ..
yupz , did zao dai at chruch 2dae and i yessss i realli wanna take this chance 2 thank
1st:1 4got her name but she's one of mummy of 1 of the cute boys at church , thanks 4 her b.d present .
..i mean , i cant believe she actually remembered my b.d ..wow!! lolx thanks a million
2nd: zhen en's mummy - she came over 2 hab a chat wid me and i found out tt she's been prayin 4 my studies since last year...touched :) its so sweet ryt ..cause i always think tt im juz a nobody in church and ya,its nice 2 know tt ppl care but sumtimes its juz nt obvious...ill reali hab 2 try my best at studies so as nt 2 dissapoint God and all my brothers and sisters :)
3rd:my mummy!!! - she bought 4 me this supplement tt i wanted , i asked and she simply agreed.. hahaz and ya , mummy dyed her hair 2 GOLD hahahahahahz acutally nt dye la , can sae is highlight :P cooool
last but nt least-GOD , yeah juz wanna thank GOD 4 everythin in my life ...be it good or bad , 4 all the frenz and family tt i hab , im realli blessed ... and ya , eugene came chruch 2dae and attened the faith teachin course ...i hope he enjoyed the process ...
went 2 euegene gran's hse 2 eat dinner 2 celebrate last dae of new year , the food was scrumptous !! after tt tre's this lion and dragon dance parade , tre were many teams of lion dance troops tt took turns in performin ..it lasted 4 bout 2 half hours , nv see b4 such a event hahahz quite cool :)
ah yes , suddenly miss de en ...hope can see him soon so we can talk bout stuff hahahaz :P
{/understandin slowly --
Saturday, March 03, 2007 ( 9:00 PM )
hmmz ..2dae shaun came fellowship and im happie cause its realli been a long tyme and im concerned bout his spiritual life and his well-being, found out many things and suddenly i hab this urge 2 pray 4 shaun and many of my frenz and 4 me myself,its lyk suddenly i juz broke down and want 2 cry out 2 GOD 2 sae im sorrie and renew my heart and give me strength 2 LOVE ...its realli been a tough christian walk on my part and im sure tt many believers experience the same "emptiness" in their hearts...it may nt be obvious , but its the feelin i experience and im sure many ppl experience the same thing i feel 2 ..
a dimond can onli shine if it allows itslef 2 be left and trust the carver 2 make it beautiful...it has 2 go thru fire and painful carving , the process may be hard but the results make every pain every trials..worth it :)
im sure ive nt been a gd testimony in my life 2 others , ive spiraled down into the coldness of this world ...words cannot express my thankness 4 GOD , HE always throws me into circumstances and uses ways which i cannot phatom 2 make his love touch me,GOD's always wid me..but im guilty of always lettin him down ...sometimes u know sumone cares 4 u and i mean truly, but u wont understand and cherish tt person until 1 dae u realli fall down and break urslef in a thousand pieces...tts when u look back and understand tt love is always around u but we always feel 2 understand this simple logic being the depraved human beings we are ...
"Love is something more stern and splendid than mere kindness." C.S lewis
and yes , eugene came 2 fellowship 2dae and listened 2 the preacher's sermon...and actually found it meaningful :) i hope he'll understand the love tt's always around him ...cause life is meaningless without the true love of GOD ...and know tt in this cold world , u dun hab 2 be cold :P
{/Hold on.... --
Thursday, March 01, 2007 ( 10:30 PM )
Sometimes you just have to keep on keeping on. I have decided to be optimistic about matters that have distracted me from being happy. The ultimate focus in life? JESUS. I know HE is always here for me even when i backslide. My rebellious and poor attitude must have disappointed HIM many times but one day, i will go full gear for Christ one more time.
Be it at work or in whatever things im doing, somehow God has reveal to me that HE is real. Ahhh...this feeling is coming back. Err hmm, its not feeling but a form of small still voice that i can hear. Maybe i sound crazy to unbelievers but i feel happy when i hear it in my heart. Its sort like telling me "James, im here with you! Dont be afraid! I am always here." There HE is, my savior, my first love....<<taken 4rom the original source>>
Be it at work or in whatever things im doing, somehow God has reveal to me that HE is real. Ahhh...this feeling is coming back. Err hmm, its not feeling but a form of small still voice that i can hear. Maybe i sound crazy to unbelievers but i feel happy when i hear it in my heart. Its sort like telling me "James, im here with you! Dont be afraid! I am always here." There HE is, my savior, my first love....<<taken 4rom the original source>>
i guessed i totally flunked my c.t , and s.c was tokin bout hw i was goin out 2 often as a student takin o lvls , i guess my attitude is wrong and i need 2 change...or ill juz waste away this year..
2dae went hme after sch , din go out anywre although gene and fei went beach road and i overslept and din join them , listenin 2 paul washer's sermon nw...always the hard truth , always so straightforward and full of power....
"In coming to understand anything we are rejecting the facts as they are for us in favour of the facts as they are." C.s lewis
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech