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Tried to take a picture; Of love
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
I wanna fill this new frame; Cause We love.
{/profile --
ramblings of a teenage guy
I Am James.
I Am Xiang Zhou.
I Am God's children.
I Am Me.
Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
the weekends are cool...
went 85 yest after bible study,wid yf ppl , silvia and cass and jie
sat ended swiftly...
went tution early morning 2dae and learned quite alot bah...
nv realli tot i cld actually finish a maths problem on my own :)
well,this maths tutor of mine realli cool , thanks 2 genie 4 introducin him lolx
had lunch togetehr then after tt i went church liaoz...
wanna sae sumthin obut the sermon 2dae,fantastic..realli interestin and i realli learned alot 4from this sermon ...and yeah,learned sumthin 4rom uncle philip also :)
and yes , i think i know who sent me the bookmark liaoz...but i will nt sae it hahahaz secret*
went swimmin wid hy and hao after serivce , craped and toked quite alot ..had funz la
went 4 dinner after tt went hme liaoz ..oh ya , ive been practising the mltr song 4 2 daes liaoz...its quite a easy song la,but because i dun realli know hw 2 play the guitar ..i find it quite hard,but i will nt give up ...i will practice till i perfect it :)
oh ya,juz nw hy sent me this vid tts veri touchin....so nw im feelin bit affected by the vid hahahaz its a video bout this guy who gave up his eyes 4 the woman he loves,but din tell her..until the girl happened 2 chance upon the guy and ofund out the truth...touchin huh?
sch ended early,decided 2 call up elvis and go jammin 2gether...b4 tt went 2 the playground wid christon , grey,hanny,hakim and poky ..did many dumb and childish stuffz ~ nt gonna sae it hre ...lolx
2 ppl went jammin 2gether,played sum songs like..canon in d,radiohead-creep,sweet lil child,hoobastank-the reason and sum stupid songs we churned out anihw :P and yeah,we played sum chirstian music 2 !! although we din realli play the songs well or completely ..i guess its funz :D felt much better after playin drums !! and all thanks 2 elvis 4 treatin me 2 a cup of bb.t ...
went dinner wid mum and lil sis,its been a long tyme since mum and i went out 4 dinner ..
Disobedience to conscience is voluntary....
first tyme i ever did maths tution...the teacher's realli great , i understood a whole topic in 1 hr hahahahaz 1st tyme in history ...well, i understand tt it may be hard 2 get my maths up but il still do it !!
scolded by yc 2dae ...cause im nt serious in seving God,never put on tie and din bother 2 wear a belt ....im in the wrong,i sld reflect on my self and my attitude 2wards serving.went 2 the hse of mournin,had my dinner tre(which im thankful for since tre's no food at hme) ....
went hme and did da laundry ...sketched sum pictures,listened 2 paul washer's new sermon(interesting and truthful!) nw watchin this debate on gay marriage , sld be quite interstin bah...
maybe ill go out 4 supper later :)
talk at yf 2dae is on "True love" ...we toked bout attitude 2wards bgr,learnt alot.the speaker's voice so sweet :P yeah,overall its quite a fun activity la /
after tt went 2 the house of mournin ...z.x granpops passed on so we went 2 give our condolences ..
after tt went 2 85 eat..tok and crapped bout stuffz,went hme after sendin h.y hme...
juz finished washin my clothes , guess everyone in the family is stressed up over diff things..my grandad's condtion and the condition of the hse.... nvm ,ill try do the hsework tml morn ,then go 4 maths tution.....after tt go church.
borrowed libary books 2dae,thank God 4 such good books...readin book's realli interestin , im startin 2 get addicted :P
-Love is patient , love is kind , God is Love
went sch 2dae 4 this adam khoo motivational program and its realli crappish and full of jokes(but it does teaches inculcates some values of life into ur head and teaches u sum studyin tips which i find quite useful) ...settled my dinner at sch which is cool since tre's nth 2 eat at hme and the whole program ended at 8:30 ...motivated? more or less,i guess so ...learnt somethin useful 2dae :)
"If we did not bring to the examinations of our instincts a knowledge of their comparative dignity we could never learn it from them." -C.s lewis
在你的心里。。是否是和我心里所想的一样呢?
went 4 bible study 2dae...at 7:30 , i was at hme thinkin tt i hab nt been attendin b.s 4 such a long tyme ....the mon 1 has been stopped temp , and ive always found excuses 4 myself 2 "escape" b.s ex.im 2 tired or maybe ill go next week sorta thing ...
the bible sae's" seek and u shall find , knock and it will be opened unto u" and im glad i went ...2dae's b.s,the pastor was tokin bout the subject of the trinity and answered my many doubts and questions, had realli a good tyme tre learnin God's word...i feel tt b.s is veri impt nt,we humans r veri 4getful and we frequently need 2 sorta learn and pray more and bout God,its lyk eatin...we all need 2 eat everydae,if we do nt eat we become weak,nw i know y tre's this devotional called "the daily bread"
y.c sae's he'll teach me maths and im grateful 4 tt , juz hope tt he dsnt get esperated teahcin me ... dun wanna make him more stressed out after his work :P and ya,i think im a bit sl juz nw in yc care i sorta looked down on yc teacher bout his maths and im sorrie sorrie sorrie 4 it ...hope he dsnt take it 2 heart cause i din mean it tt way ..i always knew yc lao shi is a clever man !! hahahaz :P
i think mr shun saw us after sch 2dae...at the canteen when we were eatin , i saw his expression ...the dissapointed look , fustrated ..i seriously think he's a nice teacher, willing 2 sacrifice his sat 4 his students...kinda guilty nw ..guess were in 4 a thrashin 2morrow ..
tml watchin movie wid lene ...hope itll be nice :)
yeah,FIRSTLY...i wanna thank God tt i remmebrd all my lyrics 2dae and the performance went quite well and seriously everyone did a fantastic job and enjoyed singin praises 2 God..grateful 4 seb and jie 2 come although they din slp 4 the whole nyt, i dunno but i realli hope they come fellowship often :) and yupz realli happie tt cass and h.y and dora got come 2dae,hope they enjoyed the service..ill always look foward 2 singin the song "because he lives" every easter...its a nice and touchin song tt i used 2 sing when i was in sch care :)
went 2 elvin hse wid h.y,shaun,elvis after chruch ....we were plannin wre 2 go , i suggested p.ubin but the others tot the plan was nt veri feasible,until elvin tot of an idea tt we wld go jacobs hse and lend his bike and ride as far as we cld ...so,after sendin h.y off (she has 2 meet her cuzzie 2 go another chruch) we went 2 eat and walked 2 jacobs hse..after listenin 2 jacob play some classics on his grand piano ..jacob,shaun,johna,elvin and me set off ...our target-**habourfront**
rode and rode 4 2 half hour plus then we reached lavender, decided 2 end the trip tre cause its gettin late and everyone's tired , so we rode rode rode all the way back 2 pasir ris which takes another 3 hours plus (me and shaun took the wrong turn and we got lost in pasi ris park) the tyme we reached jacobs hse,wre half dead liaoz...salcked round while jacobs pops prpared dinner 4 use and after dinner went hme ...got a chance 2 get chauffered on a "trishaw" , great experience"
happie tt i did sumthin i din do 2dae...i sorta set a record 4 myself __rode 4rom pasir ris 2 lavender on bicycle__ :P lolx lame "
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.
{/ --
Sunday, April 29, 2007 ( 10:29 PM )
the weekends are cool...
went 85 yest after bible study,wid yf ppl , silvia and cass and jie
sat ended swiftly...
went tution early morning 2dae and learned quite alot bah...
nv realli tot i cld actually finish a maths problem on my own :)
well,this maths tutor of mine realli cool , thanks 2 genie 4 introducin him lolx
had lunch togetehr then after tt i went church liaoz...
wanna sae sumthin obut the sermon 2dae,fantastic..realli interestin and i realli learned alot 4from this sermon ...and yeah,learned sumthin 4rom uncle philip also :)
and yes , i think i know who sent me the bookmark liaoz...but i will nt sae it hahahaz secret*
went swimmin wid hy and hao after serivce , craped and toked quite alot ..had funz la
went 4 dinner after tt went hme liaoz ..oh ya , ive been practising the mltr song 4 2 daes liaoz...its quite a easy song la,but because i dun realli know hw 2 play the guitar ..i find it quite hard,but i will nt give up ...i will practice till i perfect it :)
oh ya,juz nw hy sent me this vid tts veri touchin....so nw im feelin bit affected by the vid hahahaz its a video bout this guy who gave up his eyes 4 the woman he loves,but din tell her..until the girl happened 2 chance upon the guy and ofund out the truth...touchin huh?
{/get over it.. --
Wednesday, April 25, 2007 ( 9:58 PM )
- 2dae's da first dae of the exams...woke up feelin the blues , and i was stupid enough 2 listen 2 heavy metal on the way 2 sch,which made me felt even worse...
sch ended early,decided 2 call up elvis and go jammin 2gether...b4 tt went 2 the playground wid christon , grey,hanny,hakim and poky ..did many dumb and childish stuffz ~ nt gonna sae it hre ...lolx
2 ppl went jammin 2gether,played sum songs like..canon in d,radiohead-creep,sweet lil child,hoobastank-the reason and sum stupid songs we churned out anihw :P and yeah,we played sum chirstian music 2 !! although we din realli play the songs well or completely ..i guess its funz :D felt much better after playin drums !! and all thanks 2 elvis 4 treatin me 2 a cup of bb.t ...
went dinner wid mum and lil sis,its been a long tyme since mum and i went out 4 dinner ..
Disobedience to conscience is voluntary....
{/selfish lil sis --
Tuesday, April 24, 2007 ( 11:54 PM )
im damm angry nw .....my lil sis actually latched up the door and went 2 sleep , locking me (and eventually my parents)outside my hse when i got hme...waited and waited and waited 4 1 hr , shouting and knocking on the door 2 no avil....then pops came and drove me 2 the hawker centre 2 eat ...eventually the door managed 2 open thanks 2 mum who used a chopsticks 2 do it(cant figure it out) ...Dumb sis , i asked her y din she lock the lock and latched the door instead and guess wad she said ?? " im lazy" ...."omg, tts the lamest shit i ever heard in my entire life...
class 2dae was quite funny cause we played this bluetooth game(wre we wld "chat " sendin each pics via bluetooth)...bought a new clothes 4rom white sands ...
went 2 watch wild hogs ...super hilarious movie ..wid silvia , hakim , greyton and poky :) went 4 a quick dinner and rushed down tution afetr tt ..
still angry ':<
{/ --
Sunday, April 22, 2007 ( 8:40 PM )
first tyme i ever did maths tution...the teacher's realli great , i understood a whole topic in 1 hr hahahahaz 1st tyme in history ...well, i understand tt it may be hard 2 get my maths up but il still do it !!
scolded by yc 2dae ...cause im nt serious in seving God,never put on tie and din bother 2 wear a belt ....im in the wrong,i sld reflect on my self and my attitude 2wards serving.went 2 the hse of mournin,had my dinner tre(which im thankful for since tre's no food at hme) ....
went hme and did da laundry ...sketched sum pictures,listened 2 paul washer's new sermon(interesting and truthful!) nw watchin this debate on gay marriage , sld be quite interstin bah...
maybe ill go out 4 supper later :)
{/ --
Saturday, April 21, 2007 ( 11:37 PM )
talk at yf 2dae is on "True love" ...we toked bout attitude 2wards bgr,learnt alot.the speaker's voice so sweet :P yeah,overall its quite a fun activity la /
after tt went 2 the house of mournin ...z.x granpops passed on so we went 2 give our condolences ..
after tt went 2 85 eat..tok and crapped bout stuffz,went hme after sendin h.y hme...
juz finished washin my clothes , guess everyone in the family is stressed up over diff things..my grandad's condtion and the condition of the hse.... nvm ,ill try do the hsework tml morn ,then go 4 maths tution.....after tt go church.
borrowed libary books 2dae,thank God 4 such good books...readin book's realli interestin , im startin 2 get addicted :P
-Love is patient , love is kind , God is Love
{/ --
Friday, April 20, 2007 ( 11:22 PM )
went 2 hab a haircut afer sch 2dae at mac's hse...my hair nw's more nerdy tan b4 :P
after tt went gym wid rony and mac, first tyme in my life i trained so much ...but still, i dun realli lyk 2 go gym (find it borin) once in a while okay , but ill nber become a regular at the gym
after gym went 2 read comics at this comic shop and mac "sponsor" me 2 comics ...thanks so much bro :) spent long tyme at the comics shop(3 hours) ...nw feelin super tired
{/start of sumthin new --
Wednesday, April 18, 2007 ( 9:59 PM )
i told my mum bout the things i wanna do after takin o's when i came hme,and im happie 2 know tt my mum supports me in everythin i wanna do juz as longs it makes me happie...i wanna thank God 4 givin me my wonderful family :)
well, 2dae's the last dae of the motivational tok and im happie 2 sae tt im motivated hahahaz ....this thing tells me tt i can do things i nber tot i cld do , i thank God 4 everythin i hab and hw blessed am i ....im nw spurred on 2 walk 2wards wad God has planned 4 me,be it a missionary,preacher,teacher....the trainers are all cool n great ppl,ill remmebr this dae ..
{/ --
Monday, April 16, 2007 ( 9:58 PM )
went sch 2dae 4 this adam khoo motivational program and its realli crappish and full of jokes(but it does teaches inculcates some values of life into ur head and teaches u sum studyin tips which i find quite useful) ...settled my dinner at sch which is cool since tre's nth 2 eat at hme and the whole program ended at 8:30 ...motivated? more or less,i guess so ...learnt somethin useful 2dae :)
"If we did not bring to the examinations of our instincts a knowledge of their comparative dignity we could never learn it from them." -C.s lewis
{/war torn room --
( 9:45 PM )
auntie flew back hme last sat ...she's been wid us 4 1 year plus and she's been an impt part of my life,ill always ask her 4 opinion on my hair or wether my clothing matches,help me wid stuffs like puttin up posters in my room...haiz,ill miss her always :)
juz 2 days....and loook, my room in a mess !!!, mum sae's tt the hsework is nw divided equally and everyone washes ,irons and dries their own clothes,dinner is self-settled 2...gosh, ive nber realli done this b4 but i guess im gettin used 2 it (juz hope tt the clothes dryer machine will come faster so tt my room wldnt need 2 hab clothes hangin around the window grills)
{/c.f bd --
Friday, April 13, 2007 ( 11:02 PM )
2dae's cf's b.d so went amk celebate wid him ...had a fun tyme and juz wanna sae thnx bro , 4 the dinner and evrythin ....hope uve had a fun tyme 2dae :)
tml got eng at morn , after tt go gym !!! muz work out work out !!!!!!!
{/ --
Thursday, April 12, 2007 ( 10:33 PM )
see tt little gal? hahaz she's damm cute la , juz went in the train and started touchin and hittin norman all over lyk he was a soft toy...i showed the little 1 her pic and guessed wad she said " sooo cute" hahaahz seriously la sayin she is cute hahaz , yeah very true ~
ok,after sch 2dae ..sumthin bad happend 2 me, i walked hme alone seein tt it was gonna rain soon and tt i hab 2 meet lene 4 a movie ...i reached the mrt 2 find out tt my ez-link card decided 2 "end its life"..so i had 2 go make a new card at the bus interchange and by the tyme it was done...i had a new card (which has my pic on it lookin worse than b4) wid no $ in it and im penniless , juz when i was walkin and frettin bout hw 2 get hme when i heard a voice call me...it was gary !! hahaz he lent me money 4 1 bus ride , then saw tree and she gave me money 4 another bus ride...its like God sent angels 2 help me when im in trouble ...cool !!
met lene n norman at round 5 and went 2 vivo 2 watch this movie called shooter , its a company thingy and they booked the whole cinema...went 2 banquet eat b4 tt , the show was cool and excitin ...sumthin like james bond , juz more realistic ..after the movie went hme in lene's pop car,had a funz dae :)
{/ --
Wednesday, April 11, 2007 ( 11:12 PM )
在你的心里。。是否是和我心里所想的一样呢?
went 4 bible study 2dae...at 7:30 , i was at hme thinkin tt i hab nt been attendin b.s 4 such a long tyme ....the mon 1 has been stopped temp , and ive always found excuses 4 myself 2 "escape" b.s ex.im 2 tired or maybe ill go next week sorta thing ...
the bible sae's" seek and u shall find , knock and it will be opened unto u" and im glad i went ...2dae's b.s,the pastor was tokin bout the subject of the trinity and answered my many doubts and questions, had realli a good tyme tre learnin God's word...i feel tt b.s is veri impt nt,we humans r veri 4getful and we frequently need 2 sorta learn and pray more and bout God,its lyk eatin...we all need 2 eat everydae,if we do nt eat we become weak,nw i know y tre's this devotional called "the daily bread"
y.c sae's he'll teach me maths and im grateful 4 tt , juz hope tt he dsnt get esperated teahcin me ... dun wanna make him more stressed out after his work :P and ya,i think im a bit sl juz nw in yc care i sorta looked down on yc teacher bout his maths and im sorrie sorrie sorrie 4 it ...hope he dsnt take it 2 heart cause i din mean it tt way ..i always knew yc lao shi is a clever man !! hahahaz :P
i think mr shun saw us after sch 2dae...at the canteen when we were eatin , i saw his expression ...the dissapointed look , fustrated ..i seriously think he's a nice teacher, willing 2 sacrifice his sat 4 his students...kinda guilty nw ..guess were in 4 a thrashin 2morrow ..
tml watchin movie wid lene ...hope itll be nice :)
{/easter!! --
Sunday, April 08, 2007 ( 9:53 PM )
yeah,FIRSTLY...i wanna thank God tt i remmebrd all my lyrics 2dae and the performance went quite well and seriously everyone did a fantastic job and enjoyed singin praises 2 God..grateful 4 seb and jie 2 come although they din slp 4 the whole nyt, i dunno but i realli hope they come fellowship often :) and yupz realli happie tt cass and h.y and dora got come 2dae,hope they enjoyed the service..ill always look foward 2 singin the song "because he lives" every easter...its a nice and touchin song tt i used 2 sing when i was in sch care :)
went 2 elvin hse wid h.y,shaun,elvis after chruch ....we were plannin wre 2 go , i suggested p.ubin but the others tot the plan was nt veri feasible,until elvin tot of an idea tt we wld go jacobs hse and lend his bike and ride as far as we cld ...so,after sendin h.y off (she has 2 meet her cuzzie 2 go another chruch) we went 2 eat and walked 2 jacobs hse..after listenin 2 jacob play some classics on his grand piano ..jacob,shaun,johna,elvin and me set off ...our target-**habourfront**
rode and rode 4 2 half hour plus then we reached lavender, decided 2 end the trip tre cause its gettin late and everyone's tired , so we rode rode rode all the way back 2 pasir ris which takes another 3 hours plus (me and shaun took the wrong turn and we got lost in pasi ris park) the tyme we reached jacobs hse,wre half dead liaoz...salcked round while jacobs pops prpared dinner 4 use and after dinner went hme ...got a chance 2 get chauffered on a "trishaw" , great experience"
happie tt i did sumthin i din do 2dae...i sorta set a record 4 myself __rode 4rom pasir ris 2 lavender on bicycle__ :P lolx lame "
{/the meaning of praise --
Saturday, April 07, 2007 ( 10:39 PM )
went swimmin in the morn ...and yf at noon , bible study was nice learned alot 4rom it...although bible study is nt the best thing i like 2 do , but nvertheless its sumthin tt sticks wid me and benifit me ...b.s is realli impt :)
tml is the big dae.....and i was thinkin tt ill nber be good enough 2 do solo even in front of my own church (80 ppl?) much less perform and sing in front of combined service (500 plus ppl!!) i dun think i can even make a sound...ill make a fool of the whole thing , but then ....i thought, who am i singin 4 ? isit 4 myself ?, 4 church ?, 4 frenz ? Noo!! may it nber be so ...may i sing 4 God and onli 4 God onli , our voice may not be as good as others...but if it comes 4rom our hearts and desire 2 sing and praise God , then its pleasing 2 God .... then its worth
well anyway went 2 play bb after yf , and tre's this guy tt played bb wid us which made me super irritated wid him ...i dunno , he juz keeps makin sacarstic remarks and crappin corny jokes ex . shaun asked " hey so who's the cap( captain) ?" he said "tre are many cabs on the road" ... i love jokes la , but tts the limit ...aniway i feel bit guilty because i treated this guy rudely, God 4give me ....
ill memorise the whole song by hook or by crook dae....i promise 2 do my best tml , all 4 God !!!
{/gOOD FRIDAE --
( 12:44 AM )
2dae's good fri ..and i din went 4 prayer meetin this year cause its granny's bd 2dae,went 2 eat at a restraunt and played pool wid uncle gilbert while the kids and ayie's shop around parkway,so long nber play pool liaoz so funzzz hahahaz after tt went bowling at east coast and as usual my skills suck :s no hope in bowlin ...
went hme washed up and went 2 meet cass , silvia and elvin go bugis, were goin 2 visit a catholic church 2dae cause they hab sum event goin on and so juz went 2 take a look since ive neber been 2 a catholic church b4,hao joined us later..after a long long wait the whole event was over and we went bugis street 2 shop round b4 goin down 85 2 eat supper wid jie , darren , seb , kel,jj ..went hme wid jj after tt ..tired 2dae
It was 4 me he cried,4 me He died
4 me He shed his blood upon a tree
it was 4 me He came,4 me His shame
4 me..OH PRAISE HIS NAME IT WAS 4 ME !!!
{/gospel nyt .. --
( 12:32 AM )
yest (thurs) did nafa after sch , happie wid the results :)
went 2 church 2 rehearse after tt , and i thank God tt i did my solo well(i think)
and im realli realli happie tt few ppl accepted christ tt dae , glad tt my frenz came 2 support me ..and ya , hab another performance on sundae ..i better remmebr my lyrics and rmemebr all...realli touched yest , God's realli wonderful :)
{/thank God 4 everythin in my life --
Tuesday, April 03, 2007 ( 10:20 PM )
im addicted....2 a game called worms hahahaz better stop or my results will suffer:P
sch is borin borin , stressful but still coping :)
went 2 eat dinner wid yt,ivy and hao at tamp jap restraunt(the 1 at swimmin complex) ..i bought onli 5 dollars wid me but my buddies
topped up 4 me so i wldnt go hungry , thanx guyz realli appreciate it :) so long nber see yt liaoz ,so we toked toked and toked quite abit 2dae...found out sumthin bout myself , im bad at expressin hw i feel and my views and stuff ..and tts realli sumthin i muz get over wid , and ya ..realli happie 2dae , tml still got sch ..sianz
yupz,thurs got nafa test ..better go joggin or stuff lyk tt tomorrow , 2dae stuffed up myself 2 much liaoz ..mmmmz :P
If we; Should be getting under
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
These sheets; We could lie in this bed; And we lie there to see the stars.
{/tagboard --
i think they call it freedom of speech