J.A.M.E.S

J a M e S

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.

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Sunday, May 27, 2007 ( 9:34 PM )

The dae has arrived !! tml is o lvl chinese , i pray tt the paper will come out easy tml , pls !!!!

went 2 white sand 2 study wid greyton n hanny boi after church, studied quite a lot and learned quite alot ...confident ? i guess nt bah ...i did all the papers tt our sch had given us and i found out i know nuts bout answerin comprehension , omigosh !! haiz , i juz hope tt the paper wld be 1 lvl easier ba ...

okies gonna study 4 1 more hr then go slp liaoz , all the best 2 everyone takin o lvls mt paper tml ya ? Godspeed :)

{/p.ubin --

Saturday, May 26, 2007 ( 10:40 PM )

2dae went p.ubin ...sang songs and had fun although it was rainin quite heavily,we still rode on ~ and ya thank God the rain din last so long and we all enjoyed ourselves ryt? oh ya , met de en 4 dinner 2dae and he's grown much bony'ier liaoz ..haiz , malnutrition? :P anyway , toked bout lotsa stuffz and ate many many food ..whoo ~

i guess i need 2 study hard and put in more effort in my studies , ive realli been slackin alot ba ....haiz,y am i so playful ???

gonna study tml , study study study !!!!

the stones in the fields of my hearts.....need 2 be thrown away

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Tuesday, May 22, 2007 ( 11:08 PM )

"This year, or this month, or, more likely, this very day, we have failed to practise ourselves the kind of behaviour we expect from other people." c.s lewis

read c.s lewis's letters of screwtape(lent it 4rom mr sheun :P) and found it a book tt realli realli relates 2 me , well ,2 anyone of u wonderin wad this book is about , its bout this demon called screwtape writin a letter 2 another junior demon and "teachin" him and guidin him hw 2 bring this person he is "assigned" 2 to Hell and pull him away 4rom the "enemy"(God)... and guess wad ? if the book was a checklist 2 see if i had fallen into the schemes of the devil , i wld have almost ticked all the boxes ...a first book of its kind ive ever read,inspirin,humorous and fun ! (maybe cause i dun realli read tt much ) hehehe , but definately reccomended :)

see tt cutie above ? hahahaz went 2 prayer meetin 2dae and joy vs ning,and jie en (they got into a quarrel) over sum dumb books ..lolx but ya , its fun 2 see childeren quarrel cause u know tt in less then a dae , they'll juz shake hands and start playin 2getehr again .. went bugis yest 2 buy bible wid hao , im glad tt hao is concerned bout his spiritual life and strives 2 know more bout God ..u see wantin 2 know more bout God but juz sittin tre doin nth is nt gonna work , sittin down tre waitin hopefully tt God will turn ur life 4 the better without doin anythin is nt gonna work!!

watchin this stephen chow's movie nw , its super funny la hahahahaz

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Monday, May 21, 2007 ( 12:01 AM )

hahaahz cute toddlers !!!! im 2 lazy 2 blog :P

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Saturday, May 19, 2007 ( 10:58 PM )

went brewerks yest , it rawks ....imagined i ate so much 4 supper , but yeah 4 person $100++ hahahaz but all the bill's on sis la hehe

lucky i went gym 2dae,after gym and walkin round tm and century,went church ....arrived late but din get scoldin as i expected,but ya i will go early next tyme =P seb came 2dae,im so happieeee !!!

"i recived ur letter guardian angel,thanks 4 the honey stick and all the encouragin..so sweett of ya :) hehe ...yeah ,whoever u r ???but true, all secrets will be reveled in heaven , Godbless :p "

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Thursday, May 17, 2007 ( 11:14 PM )

thanks for cheerin me up bryan :)

{/For in this darkness, love can show the way --

( 10:42 PM )

ive been down these few daes and im realli sorrie 2 everyone of my frenz if my mood has affected u or irritated u or wadeva , I'm sorry, I don't want to make you all feel depressed or anything like that…..

I wanna sae sorrie cause im realli nt myself 2dae,and ive few ppl angry , irritated by my craziness and speech. yeah, i hope im forgiven cause its always when im alone tt i reflect on the dae and found tt ive been a realli lousy person ..i hope i quickly get back 2 becomin myself :)

All of that said, I have been reminded recently, in my own journey, that I cannot imagine my life - I cannot imagine walking through the pain of these moments - without my faith in God. Beyond faith, it is a relationship, with Jesus. There is a sense lately that He is with me, that I am not alone in these moments, that He is there in the mornings when the storms come through, and He is there in the night when I cannot sleep. He is there in the day when my eyes fill with tears.Yeah , i can never "run" away 4rom HIM no matter hw i try ...really blessed~

All we get is today. God is with us on this journey. Always.

{/For in this darkness, love can show the way --

( 10:42 PM )

{/awe of solitude... --

Wednesday, May 16, 2007 ( 10:01 PM )

ok...a report on my exams results
chi-pass
eng -fail
maths-fail
dnt-fail
humanities-fail
science-fail

so basically failed everythin...almost . :(

went fort cannin 2dae after sch (2 releive stress and snap sum pics), ve been realli sianz and down 4 everythin tt happened ....plus nw habin a headache,i better rest early 2dae,tml goin christon hse 2 play,after sch ..

aniway , i suddenly felt tt this pic looks like a album cover of kevin kern "the enchanted garden" ehhehe oh well ...

{/MOTHER'S dae --

Monday, May 14, 2007 ( 12:07 AM )

happie mother's da3 !!!

2dae's the first tyme i lead singin , and thank God cuase all went smoothly ...after church , ate choc fondue , and sum desserts ...whooo !!! sinful pleasures :P

went 2 turf club celebrate mother's dae,had a nyce and filling dinner ..after tt go pop's shop 2 settle a/c thingy ..then went hme liaoz :D

HAPPIE MOTHER'S DAE 2 ALL MOTHER'S IN THE WORLD !!!!

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Saturday, May 12, 2007 ( 10:42 PM )

went gym in the mornin wid my besties , after tt went hab lunch then went y-f liaoz ..
2dae had quite and intrestin tok bout bible overview :p cool!!!

went sake eat and celebrate mother's dae at changi airport(our usual hangout) , found out tt ayie susan got read my blog hahahaz (the tag board is on the right side , juz scroll down and ya can tag liaoz !!!! hehe) aniway , had quite a hearty and EX dinner ...$300!!! wow hahahaz after dinner go walk walk round the shops and go hme liaoz..

maybe next fri night goin brewerks wid ayie and hui :D haha have been wantin 2 go but always hab tyme clashes ...next fri also clash wid darren's bd , but nvm ..after dinner then i go :P

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( 10:30 PM )

music is a powerful thing ....it can change ur mood and the way u behave etc etc

benn listenin 2 this band called x-japan and found their songs(sum of them) 2 be realli sad ...and the sadness in the music can affect u , better dun listen 2 much of their songs bah ...feelin veri affected by the music 4 the past few days ....although i hab 2 admit their music is Good .4 me,music tt can touch ur hearts are always good music !!! tts y i love listenin 2 love songs...

also been readin this book i borrowed 4rom the library called "single men r like waffles , single women r like spagetti " hahahaz quite a fun book , many interestin stuffz :P

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Friday, May 11, 2007 ( 10:15 PM )

went skate ...lazy 2 blog so go mimi's blog see hahaz aniway,the wound still hurts and i think i got an infection ...mum sae's if dsnt heal in a week muz go c doctor le ..haiz , wad was i thinkin when i pulled tt stupid stunt ? hahahaz

decided !!!! 2 take drummin lessons ...bout the o lvls music thingy,ill think bout it ..but 4 drums ive made up my mind ..maybe ill sign up durin the holidaze :)

tml goin celebrate mothers dae wid family at sake..b4 tt goin y-f...mornin goin gym ，ANI1 1 INTERESTED ???? call me :D

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( 10:02 PM )

spend the whole afternoon in bugis national libary 2dae...read finish 1 whole book in 3 hours :P,after tt went n borrowed sum books , read..read and read ..study abit of dnt until 630 then hao called me go out ,so met him and walked round tokin bout body buildin stuffz hahahz went 2 nature farm and toked 2 this shop-lady 4 bout 20 min bout pills,body building coaches and sutff nt bad la quite funz :D ..

decided 2 go 4 the j-rock party on the 29th,sld be funz bah ...any1 wanna join me ????

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Wednesday, May 09, 2007 ( 10:50 PM )

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Sunday, May 06, 2007 ( 12:52 AM )

pop's scolded me juz nw cause i screwed up the washin machine and mad e whole floor wet,feelin bit angry wid myself nw...y cant i even operate a stupid washing machine ?

well , went 2 gym wid mimi and silvia 2dae ...afetr tt supposed 2 go study 1 but instead we all went 2 eat lunch and took neoprints , funz !!

was late 4 y-f ...2dae chen zi qiang pastor toks bout false gods and true God , i liked this thing he said "真神创造人，假神被人造" well aniway after y-f went 2 the beach wid silvia hao and elvin , after which we walked down 2 white sand 2 slack at libary and went hme after tt ...

stupid washing machine !~

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Saturday, May 05, 2007 ( 1:13 AM )

2dae's sldve been a nyce dae,but maybe cause of the exams(maths especially) feel abit moody ...

went 2 w.s 2 get a b.d prez 4 his gf ,after which i went hme...

wanna say sorrie 2 christon cause i overslept and din went 2 his church bible study...so instead me and hao planned wre 2 go ..

decided 2 settle at clarke quay 2 chill , since we're sick of goin 2 the usual place,train broke down on the way so we had 2 sit a bus down ....walked round the whole area of clarke quay b4 we decided 2 slack at this restraunt called "hooters" ....nt bad la,juz tt the drinks were bit ex !!

tml goin study , better slp soon or i wont be able 2 get up :P

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Friday, May 04, 2007 ( 1:13 AM )

spiderman 3.....a nice show,find tt i learnt many things 4rom this movie
1.self identity
2.love
3.friendship
4.family
5.forgiveness

oh no,....tml hab sch,exams sumore

My life seemed to be full of holes. But God saw in it what I couldn't.

{/I'm Weak while He's Strong --

Tuesday, May 01, 2007 ( 10:30 PM )

i thank God i went 4 prayer meetin 2dae...i dunno,thruout the wholedae,tre's this voice inside me tellin me 2 go prayer meetin...recently,ive been thinkin alot bout my life , my spiritual life ... hw im livin this life tt God has given me and wad im goin 2 do wid the strength's i have in me..if im nt goin 2 follow God's will 4 me,then im sure ill be unhappie in the end...

ive been dreamin and longing 4 sumthin which i sldve neber even thought of...done sumthin which i sldnt hab done..livin a life which is on my own and nt walkin wid God...im sorrie 4 all the things tt ive done..i dunno hw many tymes ive said this...

this poem realli relates 2 me..

[I had forgottenHow to read Your presence

In the Words of the Book

In the light of the dawn

In the caress of the wind

In that warmth that sometimes brings

A tingleIn the midst of cold

I had forgotten

How to hear

Your voice

In the lilt of each melody

In the call of each bird

In the rustle of leaves underfoot

In the silence that sometimes falls

For a moment

In the midst of noise

I had forgotten

How to feel Your touch

In the fall of each raindrop

In the softness of stray cats

In the brush of his hand

In the swelling push of each breath that take

In the midst of existing

I had forgotten

And I had forgotten us

But You never forgot

And more than memory

More than watching

You moved

And You came to me

And You spoke to me

And You touched me

In the midst of my rebellion(Though I did not know it was)

And I remembered

Your love never changes

Your grace never falters

Your loyalty to my changing heart

CompleteAnd by healing me

You have also broken me

Here at Your feetI remember

And I forgetAnd I weep for the time that was lost

But yet You comfort me

And restore me

And exalt me

And I will never again forget

Your faithfulness.]

circumstances changes me in such a way i dun even know myself anymore sumtymes,wad i want ? wad is the reason tt im doin the things im doin nw? i love children alot, cause i see them being able 2 express themselves without hidin certain things....the innocence in children , and total reliance ....Jesus once said "Let the little children come to me,and do not hinder them,for the kingdom of God belongs to such as these" Mark 10:14

i pray tt my heart will be lyk those of a child , trusting and relying on God because i by myself can do nth ....

"Lord, may the joy of You be my strength"

Oh,ya i wanna thank sing choon 4 buyin me the science ten year series ....i realli thank God tt i hab frenz lyk u :)

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( 12:47 AM )

juz came back 4rom orchard wid hao .....decided 2 call and met up wid andy w.x.l(a brother which i haben met for 3 years) got 2 ctach up wid him , stilll haben changed 1 bit sia hahahaz still like 2 tok crap...yeah , had a nyce chat wid him,tokin bout the ol daze when we were still childish and crazy hahahaz yeah , had a nyce tyme tokin wid him :)

discussed wid hy obut the chords of the song juz nw , hahahz hope it sounds nice when we both play 2gether :)