J.A.M.E.S

J a M e S

Tried to write a letter; In ink
I've got a peice of paper; I Will write your name on it.

{/maybe sumtymes... --

Friday, June 29, 2007 ( 12:27 AM )

song tt touched me...Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough by patti smith,the lyrics make sense 2 me in certain part..

4rom hw i see it , the love in this world realli isnt enough cause our love is nt perfect ..but ya,the chorus is my fav "And its sad 2 know when u know its ur heart u cant trust..." perfectly truthful ryt?

juz came back 4rom starbucks , went out wid shane and ya ..its been a long tyme since weve seen each other and he's diff ba hahahz as in the way he looks ..quite cool :p actually got take pic 1 but he sae dsnt look nyce so yupz ..so we catched up and chatted 4 few hours ba ..

earlier 2dae went 2 play basketball wid the diff ppl , gene and fei were tre 2 ..had quite fun tyme la ,hahahz many funny things occured , after tt went 2 buy bb t then went hme le !

oh ya , 2dae sis got down 2 cookin lobster spagetthi ...it tastes nt bad la , but haiz i think im realli quite allergic 2 seafood ba , nt feelin beri gd ..but anyway , the sauted mushrooms tasted gd except bit 2 salty ..but overall nt bad ba it gib it 3/5 stars hahaz

im happie the hse's back 2 peace again ...

{/funz dae --

Wednesday, June 27, 2007 ( 10:20 PM )

arghx !!! see the neo prints ...another failed attempt :p

2dae p.e is quite funz !!! , heard 4rom many ppl tt the way i played veri funny lei , y lei ?? hahaz since sec 1 the way of every sports i play looks funny hahahz , but hey its my style ok !! :P but yupz , 2 periods of pe is great :)

went tm wid the ppl in the neoprint , walked round , slacked round ,crapped round...had kfc after tt hao came join me and after palyin round at tamp , went buigs wid hao 2 buy top man's shirt ..saw 2 tees which i fancy , but will nebr hab the money 2 buy ..haiz hahaz

2dae's fun dae ba ..but y muz tre be sch tml ? sianz//

{/tre comes a tyme ... --

Tuesday, June 26, 2007 ( 10:36 PM )

The human mind is incurably abstract,agreed !!

News 2 everyone out tre !! my tail has been cut !! hahahz it feels kinda weird ba,nt being able 2 pull or feel any hair on my back ... juz read poky's bloghttp://strike-a-violent-pose.blogspot.com/(see,im promoting ur blog 4 free lei :P) , guess tt's hw we guys feel we're forced 2 cut our hair by the dm ..nt even a chance 4 us 2 go outside barber cut !! this is against human rights !!!! wre is our freedom ? oh well , sounds weird im tokin bout a stupid tail which im nt sure wetehr it looks nyce on me b4 nt , guess hair will grow ba ..at least nw i dun hab 2 zao or siam d.m like last tyme liaoz :D so ya , i thank God 4 makin this "bad" thing happen ba :)

had a short funny experience on the train juz nw , super funny los ..cant sae wad isit bout ba ~ maybe ill juz decide 2 tell u if ya ask me :P haha went hme 2 slp , juz met up wid hao and tok bout many things ba ...kinda interestin :P

tomorrow p.e !!!! yes

wanan thank c.f 4 lendin me his dnt folio 4 "reference"

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Monday, June 25, 2007 ( 11:30 PM )

juz saw tt ive passed my 666th post , hahahz din know tt ..but yeah
ive dyed my hair back 2 brownish/black le ...haiz 2ook alot of trouble ,wash away hair-spray,put on dye,wash dye blah blah
well 2dae ...sch was ok ba , had alot of hw tt was over due
im supposed 2 do nw but , haiz sianz ...hehehe
instead i watched this video of "we are the world" on you tubehttp://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TzyaZan1AsQits kinda cute hahahaz
well , hope tml will be a fine dae ...juz hope tt my Pc's wont be alot ba ..

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Sunday, June 24, 2007 ( 11:02 PM )

tml sch starts ...and still i hab nt dyed my hair black (although,iv bought the dye liaoz) lazy ?? hahahaz aniway , the holidaze hab been nt bad bah ..considerin tt i hab done many things , interestin ones ,things tt i hab neber done b4..4 example erm , went 2 iguana 2 slack wid sis ,went brewerks wid aunt and uncle and ate many gd food , went 2 geylang red light district 4 a "criuse"and ate durian,went 4 torture camp ,see laser show at suntec,went esplanade libary,went mac chill wid family hahahz yupz , guess tml is doomsdae 4 me so ...ya,i better take care !! :P

{/busy dae --

Saturday, June 23, 2007 ( 2:41 AM )

2dae was funx la , in the noon met up wid kim poky silvia and hao and we went 2 tamp 2 slack and did many many things , tried on this veri nice blazer at 77th street :p so tempted 2 buy it ..well

met up wid y-f ppl went 2 de en hse at nyt 2 hab dinner and 2 catch-up,slacked round and ya , applied glow in the dark nail polish..hahaz so cool la :p nw my nails glow in the dark hahahaz thanks 2 y.y 4 the polish :) ..ya, toked bout many things afetr tt ..ai ai soooo cute lyk 2 pinch her cheeks :P

ok, after tt gatherin was supposed 2 meet up family 2 chill out at mac , hahahz mum din come cause of last min work so onli me sis and ss ...toked crapped and did stupid things hahaz yeah wanna thanks sis 4 the treat :)

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Friday, June 22, 2007 ( 1:15 AM )

Esplanade nlb is the coolest place 4 me !!! yupz,music and arts , cool place 2 hang out :) 2dae woke up quite late 1 plus, decided 2 go 2 the esplanade 4 sum private tyme alone ...hahaz spent 4 hrs plus tre skippin my lunch . The place is fantastic , music scores , books bla bla borrowed 3 books on songwritin ...hmmz , hope can improve on my song writing skills ba :P

Met up h.y 4 dinner at suntec's noodle hse , after tt went 2 watch the laser show at the fountain of wealth ,went shaw and tried this lavendar ice-cream which i feel cmi(cannot make it) ..hahahaz actually the person warned me tt nt many ppl know hw 2 eat this ice cream , but i tryin 2 act though so .... lolx , chill round the place 4 few hours after tt went hme liaoz :)

tml goin de en 's hse in the evenin , sure itll be funz !! so excited :D

{/Blessed are the poor in spirit: for theirs is the kingdom of heaven. — Matt 5:3 --

Thursday, June 21, 2007 ( 12:42 AM )

Father, I want to know Thee, but my coward heart fears to give up its toys. I cannot part with them without inward
bleeding, and I do not try to hide from Thee the terror of the parting. I come trembling, but I do come. Please root from
my heart all those things which I have cherished so long and which have become a very part of my living self, so that
Thou mayest enter and dwell there without a rival. Then shalt Thou make the place of Thy feet glorious. Then shall my
heart have no need of the sun to shine in it, for Thyself wilt be the light of it, and there shall be no night there. In Jesus’
name, Amen.

{/ --

( 12:16 AM )

I look lyk a cooked lobster nw ... and my whole body hurts lots..
LESSON LEARNT : neber go sun-tannin in the afternoon 4 more than an hour .

went 2 watch fan 4 yest , dunno wads wrong wid me ...the movie juz "scrolled" thru me , if u asked me bout the details of the movie , i cant tell u nuts ..hahaz . well,nt 2 sae it was a bad movie thou , juz tt sumthin was wrong wid me :P

went 2 work 4 pops 2dae in the morn and was under-paid by him ..wtheck,my whole afternoon was wasted 4 20 bucks , sumore hab 2 travel 2 amk ..haiz luckily managed 2 find sum frenz 2 go bedok sempang wid me 2 chill , after eatin ..me , jie and elvis went 2 safra 2 play pool ..hmmz in good form 2dae :D walked back hme 4rom safra again ..lolx

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Monday, June 18, 2007 ( 9:22 PM )

Introducing ~~ my visual-kei fren .Kenji aka poky :P cool ryt ?

well , went 4 mr shuen's lesson 2dae morn and although im 20 min's late , i was the first 1 !! suprised ..mr shuen said in a sacarstic tone "r u hre 4 my lesson ?" hahahz ...cass went hme and bought her home made "ba zhang" 4 us so wanna thank her 4 the effort and all :) the "bz" so nice !!

went 2 meet poky's new stead , lucky dude !! hao came along 2 join us and supirsingly , he knew poky's gf so ya... sg's realli a small place :p greyton,kim,hanny were tre 2 so we had our lunch and slacked few hours after tt all went hme liaoz ...

me and dec decided 2 meet yt since weve nt seen him 4 quite long liaoz , so went changi hawker eat many many things ....this holidaze realli gonna ruin my body ..all my hard work of body buildin, ive been eatin wid no limits ...no discipline!!i think im jux gonna dedicate 1 whole dae ..doin sports =burn fats !!!!!

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Sunday, June 17, 2007 ( 11:02 PM )

yeah,juz some random pic...cute ?? muscular !!!

holidae's been goin on fine , yest went silvia's hse 4 "ba zhang" u know the glutinious rice thingy ..sld be sum festival comin on ba,ive been eatin tt 4 3 dae's straight!!! everyone's makin it :p yea , juz wanna thank silvia's family 4 being such a nyce host and stuff:)

2dae,i thank God tt i talked 2 this china gal 4rom church ..cause i found out tt she has many questions bout the christian faith,interestin ones tough ..sum which most i cldnt answer....and so a disscusion heated up in the bus , n 4rom it i found out bout hw God has made his existance known 2 man in sooo many interestin ways :)

mu shi niang sprained her leg cause maclaire did sum "pranks" on her appearantly so went 2 visit her ba wid hao after our dinner at bedok ...toked bout this young gal 4rom our student care who passed away 4rom heart problems..i think ive seen her b4 at the excursions , and she's a fren of my y.sis ..so ya , it made me think bout the fragile state of life ...hre 2dae , gone 2moro..juz like a flower ...yeah , aniway .went 2 meet mum 4 dinner and shopped 4 slippers and groceries ..

tml still hab sch , i hope i can wake up !! :)

btw.if ani1 wants more pics of camp ..its available at the yf webby :)

{/some pics 4rom the camp :) --

( 10:39 PM )

{/Into the zone !!! --

Saturday, June 16, 2007 ( 12:20 AM )

2dae's the dae 4 planetshakers concert , earlier da dae went 2 bugis wid elvis 2 slack round , eat lunch , libary(read this realli great book ) ...after tt went hme 2 wash up and prepare 4 the concert..met silvia 4 plus 4 dinner , then walked 2 expo 4 the concert...

Hmmz , this year's "Step into the zone" was nt as fun as last year's ultra-violet bah ..prob cause p.s din sing much song (4 or 5? ) but....the sermon by pastor prince was great ba,nt bad la ..

left earlier 4 supper,when we both came out of the stadium ...our ears were partially -deaf(ears still hurts nw!!) after supper went hme liaoz :)

{/K-ster --

Thursday, June 14, 2007 ( 10:45 PM )

karaoke ?? hahaz so long nber K liaoz so quite happie 2dae went 2 sing k ba, hahaz seriously think i sing the most songs ba,sang so so so many songs inc the voice killer ones lyk you raise me up,i dun wanna miss a thing ...think my voice's bit hoarse 4rom all the singin and screamin liaoz hahahaz...

Earlier tt dae went 2 meet poky 4 breakfast , actually wanted 2 see his "emo" dressin 1 but he wear quite casual ah ..so bit dissapointed lolx but nvm !! next tyme i see him maybe he bceome visual kei liaoz :P who knows ...he's a guy full of surprises ..and ya i passed him his prezzie y.y bougth him liaoz :-)

whole flat underwent blackout in the morinin and all the fans,tv's,com and even lifts nt workin ...glad i din stay at hme 2 suffer this electrical cut 2dae >..whoo~'

{/visit 2 iguana's --

( 12:55 AM )

Met sis at 930pm , actually planned 2 go 2 this club "velvet dragon" 1 cause 2dae's ladies nyt and guy's free entry ,recieved couple of free ticks wad...but who knows the age limtit 4 guys is 21 ,haiz so went 2 iguana's as a alternative instead...

DRINK-mango magarita

Food-taco chickien

guess hw much? 60 plus !!!!! my sis la , go order 1 jug!!! which is lyk 40 plus ...the chips r on the hse , but ye=s !! the chicken is best :D food's even better then it's "neighbour"...realli nyce

betetr slp early ba ....tml is gonna be funz !!!!

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( 12:39 AM )

2dae went airport do holidae hw wid y.y ..hahaz tok alot bout perfume , dunno y ever since my aunt bought me the Boss in-motion edition , ive been sorta interested in knowin more bout perfume stuff ...quite interstin la, got many interstin things 2 know bout perfume , lyk day scent ,noon scent , nyt scent...base,middle,top fragrance blah blah blah ..hahaz ...after studyin , went 2 walk round airport then after tt went eastpoint ....

went 2 18 chefs 2 try their "black beauty" which is actually made 4rom ice cream,root beer and fudge topped with cream ...4 me is quite nyce ba :P maybe next tyme try makin myself !! haha after tt went back hme 2 rest and waited till nyt falls......

btw ~dsnt the pic above looks cool hahahaz ..wanna buy the shades :P

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007 ( 11:33 AM )

yest went geylang eat durian wid shanna and silvia ... b4 tt we went 2 catch a movie- ocean's 13th wid zhi hao ...walked round aljunied n we walked into the red light district area unintentionally hahahahz then we were all lyk "eh , faster get out of hre " the place realli looks complicated ...finished 2 durians wid shanna cause silvia dun eat , then we both were lyk super thirsty after tt ..went 2 kallang mrt and bought drinks chat chat 4 awhile then went hme liaoz :)

on sunday,it's jie en's bd so church clebrated 4 her .. went wid hy and hao 2 courts and saw tiara workin tre,hahahz so long nber see her liaoz miss her quite alot..so we chat chat bout our lives and hw weve been and stuffz then after tt went ikea 2 rackey around ...dunno y ?? i was feelin funny tt dae.. oh well ~

{/church camp (loyalty till death) --

( 11:13 AM )

Chruch camp juz ended , more lyk a kids camp rather ...but it was fun la !!takin care of the younger kids and all is cool la , my group has 2 "tryants" one of which by told me was veri active and naughty 1 but instead i found maclarie a nice boy and veri particpative :) had a intro session wid our future teacher, a muscular and cool guy hahahz ( the pic above is totally untrue , i din stand a chance against him) well so tok tok , intro intro then went 2 the rooftop 4 star- gazin ..they managed 2 catch a glimsp of a falling star , which i missed :( but the sky is realli beautiful la , its realli sad tt many of us dsnt realli stop and notice the beautiful things tt God created ...

the camp activities consisted of ..captain ball, skit , tele-matches,art,sermon,mornin devotions,many many foood , owl's nyt(tourture game) ..balah blah blah

cleanin up the whole church on the last dae of camp was intensive trainin 2 me...climbin up down 4rom the rooftop 2 the ground floor , cleaning every steps ...went hme tt dae after a treat 4rom yc and slept till nyt :)

i dun hab much pics 4rom the camp cause i bought my camera but 4got 2 bring my memmory card hahahahaz ill post them up wheni hab them :)

{/wre is thy sting?? --

Thursday, June 07, 2007 ( 3:41 PM )

"Its 2 heavy !!! one of u have 2 let go !!" and a hand released its grip ...

went 2 white sands in the mornin 2 change battery 4 rony's watch :) after tt went 2 the libary ...picked up this book called "ill tell u a mystery"or sumthin lyk tt :p and spent the next 3 hours readin it till the end ...the stories inside were inspirin , touchin , and taught me many things ...the whole book is tokin bout deaths , but in tokin bout death ...it talks bout life too , the stories were so touchin tt my eyes were watery after readin it... ill definately reccomend this book 2 my friends ...great book!!!

later goin 2 collect camp tees after tt goin 4 camp briefin ..hmmz,hw will the tees look lyk ????

{/goomnadzo --

Wednesday, June 06, 2007 ( 1:12 AM )

As the old hymn says, “Turn your eyes upon Jesus, Look full in his wonderful face, And the things of earth will grow strangely dim in the light of His glory and grace.”

one of my fav hyms , esp the last verse ....

juz wanna thank God 4 everythin,even 4 my darkest days ...ill see His light shinin over me :)

well,uploaded h.y's version of the song "last words till goodbye" ...cant wait 2 play my version hehehe and hear elvis version 2 then maybe ill upload all three 2gther :P

de en !!!! i cant find the book by aw tozer ......help ~ hahahaz

{/Endless rain --

Saturday, June 02, 2007 ( 12:25 AM )

Your heart potrays beauty clearer than your features.

Your heart is more sensitive than your skin, eyes and noses.

Your heart lives longer than your wonderful figure

"Love may forgive all infirmities and love still in spite of them: but Love cannot cease to will their removal."// this quote realli relates 2 me nw....and once again ive seen God's will workin unfolding again , but this time its thru the painful way ...my fault??i dunno ..well , although de en has been explainin the meanin of the quote above ...i somehow prefer 2 interprete it the way i think it means ...//

//written a song called "Last words till Goodbye"...got this urge 2 write and compose song , i guess it turned out well , considerin this is the first tyme i ever composed songs on my own ...other previous "works" were done wid frenz ...thnx 2 hy 4 helpin me wid the improvements :)

//went and collect the song books after gym ....and it had 2 start rainin after i collected the books , the rain reminds me of a beautiful song by x japan called "Endless rain" the lyrics goes - ill keep my love for you 2 myself ~ beautiful song , but nevertheless sad ....